Life Sucks, But We'll Carry On Anyway *SLOW UPDATES*

Frank's POV-

When I get home to my dad's, I quickly get to my room and shut the door.

I change out of my clothing, into some grey sweat pants, and a plain black t shirt, keeping the binder on though.

I get out my phone and go onto facebook.... Someone added me and messaged me.

I click on their profile...

It appears to be a guy, who looks sad in his profile picture, wearing slight eyeliner, and his name is Jamie. He looks kinda emo.

I decide to add him back, after going through his music taste, seeing that we like some of the same bands. (i rlly do this xD)

I check my messages, and realize the message is from him too.

Jamie- Hey
Me- Hi
Jamie- How are you?
Me- okay, you?
Jamie- bleh
Me- do you like bands?
Jamie- yeah, I love them. Your fav?
Me- Black Veil Brides and Misfits
Jamie- Cool, I love them as well as Sex Pistols, Iron Maiden, and Suicide Silence.
Me- Nice

Jamie and I continue texting for a while, and I find out that he is androgynous (goes by male pronouns though) and pansexual, so I told him that I was trans and pan too, and we got along really well.

After talking until around 4am, I decide I should go to bed due to school tomorrow.

I take off my binder, and put the black shirt on extremely quick, and then lay down.

I sigh in contentment, feeling like if I didn't talk to Jamie, I would've probably cut, and he helped me.

I hope I can speak with him again another time.

I fall asleep thinking about Evelyn and wondering if she does actually like me or if Mandy is in fact bullshitting me, like i think.

**next day**

I wake up before my alarm, so I decide to get up and not bother to shower, instead putting on a black beanie, and today wearing Iron Maiden jumper, binder, normal ripped skinny jeans, converse, eyeliner, lip and nose ring.

Since I was ready earlier than usual, I sit on my bed and listen to some BFMV.

When it was time to go I decided I would walk, so I went to the lounge room, where my dad was sleeping on the couch.

''Dad...'' I mutter, kicking the side of the couch.

''huh, what?'' He mutters.

''I'm walking to school, ok?''

He didn't reply the first time, so I had to repeat a few times for the message to get through his hungover head.

I started walking to school.

I was about 5 minutes late due to walking takes longer and I got distracted by music videos on my phone.

I decide to just skip first 2 periods because I hate walking in late as everyone stares at me.

I go to the bathroom, and lock myself in a stall and just continue watching music videos until the bell goes for recess.

I walk out of the bathroom, and wait at the lockers for my friends.

I'm really nervous about the whole Evelyn situation...

Mandy opens her locker, which is right next to mine.

''Hey'' she says.

''Hi''

''So....?'' I ask.

''She likes you and wanted me to ask you out for her.'' Mandy says.

''why doesn't she ask me herself?'' I wonder out loud.

''Because she's scared you'll reject her.''

''Oh, well I accept'' I reply.

''Okay, I'll go tell her, I'm so happy for you two!'' Mandy squeals.

I smirk, but stay where I am, rummaging through my pocket for my earphones.

I start listening to All Time Low, as they both start walking back to me.

I awkwardly do not know where to look, so I just watch the floor, trying to hide my blush.

''Hey...'' Evelyn says.

''Hi'' I reply.

''Let's all hang out in the library.'' I suggest, as I see Gerard and Grace out of the corner of my eye.

They don't seem to notice, thank god.

They nod and I follow her and Mandy up the stairs to the library.

We sit next to each other and start talking about Panic! At The Disco, as it's Evelyn's favorite band, although Mandy has no idea in fuck what we are talking about.

She rests her head on my shoulder as we watch music videos and I try to hide my blush and awkwardness.

Notes

sorry for taking so long :// THINGS ARE FINALLY GETTING BETTER THO, U KNOW GERARD IN THIS STORY? YEA WELL THE REAL PERSON GERARD IS INSPIRED FROM AND I ARE BFFS NOW AND IM THINKING OF ASKING HIM OUT :3