From the earth to the morgue

*Frank's POV*I looked out the window, watching the rain pound against the side of the house.
Gerard's been gone for four hours now. I'm really fucking worried.
I sighed finally just turning on the tv in some attempt to stop worrying as much. I flipped through the channels. Finally the front door swung open, revealing a soaking wet Gerard.
I smiled softly, getting up to greet him, but then the next thing I knew Gerard had his hands clutched onto my arms.
I looked up at him in complete shock. His eyes were wide and bloodshot.

"Wh-what are you do-"

"Are you scared of me?!" Gerard croaked out, cutting me off.

I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion, "What? No. Why would you think-"

"Don't fucking lie to me, Frankie!!" Gerard shouted, cutting me off once more.

"I'm not lying, Gerard!" I screamed back.

Gerard tightened his grip on my arms as he pushed me up against the wall roughly. "You're only with me because you're scared. Everyone knows it. I'm not fucking stupid, Frank!!"

I stared up at his wild eyes, they were so dark,
"I'm not fucking scared of you, Gerard! I have no reason to be!!"

Gerard chuckled weakly, his pleading eyes meeting mine, "Stop lying to me, goddamn it!!"

I flinched slightly, "I'm not." I breathed out.

Gerard let out a soft sob, his head dropping down. I very cautiously leaned over, kissing the top of his head gently. Gerard's head instantly bolted up. He just just stared at me with enraged eyes, before his hands gripped onto my arms a lot tighter than before. Gerard gritted his teeth slightly before speaking,

"Do you think this is a fucking game, Frank?!"

I opened my mouth to reply, but quickly shut it, just completely baffled. I've never seen Gerard act so manic before.

"Well do you?!" Gerard shouted.

"N-no of course not."

Gerard chuckled slightly, "I've done some very terrible things Frank. Don't fucking think just because I love you that you're an exception."

I gulped, nodding slowly, "What have you done?"

Gerard sighed softly his head draping down once more, "I can't tell you yet. This isn't the right time." Gerard then quickly lifted his head back up his eyes widening as he began digging his nails into my arms, "Has someone told you something?! Is that why you're scared of me?!"

I grunted softly in pain, "No one has told me anything Gerard!! And I'm not fucking scared of you goddamn it!"

Gerard's bloodshot eyes met mine, "And how do I know you're not lying?"

"Because I have no reason to be." I stated simply.

Gerard shook his head violently, tears prickling at his eyes.
I took in a sharp breath before slowly lifting up my pinky finger,

"I promise I'm not scared of you."

It was a pathetic attempt, but maybe it would finally calm him down. A small smile spread across Gerard's cheeks as he let go on one of my arms wrapping his pinky around mine.
Gerard's eyes widened as they traveled down my body, his expression full of shock and horror. Gerard took in a sharp breath quickly letting go of me,

"I'm so sorry! I-I don't know what got into me I just-" Gerard stuttered out

"It's fine, Gerard."

Gerard's gaze fell to the floor once more,

"Y'know I really love you. I can't lose you. I won't lose you," Gerard breathed out just barely over a whisper.

I bit my lip softly, "You'll never lose me, Gee."

Gerard chuckled softly, "Well, I hope you're right."

I smiled softly opening my mouth to talk, but quickly shut it as Gerard got down on one knee.
I gulped roughly, my heart pounding harshly in my chest. Gerard took in a sharp breath before pulling a small box out of his jacket pocket,

"Frankie? Marry me so we can be together forever." Gerard breathed out, opening the small box to reveal a small black engagement ring.

I felt tears swell up in my eyes and without even thinking I just nodded quickly. Gerard let out a huge sigh of relief as he stood up pushing the ring onto my finger. Gerard's smile spread even wider, as he pressed one of his hands on my lower back, placing his other hand against the wall to keep us up.

"I love you so fucking much, Frankie."

"I love you too, Gee."

Notes

I'm sorry I haven't uploaded in the longest time. I've had really bad writers block. I also want to apologize for this chapt r being so shitty I've been working on it for over a week and it still didn't turn out very well, so I may be rewriting it later on.