From the earth to the morgue

I peered around the corner scanning over people as the scurried past each other in attempts to get to their destinations in time. I looked over at a homeless man who held up a piece of cardboard as he begged the people who passed for any money or food. He was completely vulnerable. I thought about making him my next victim for just a split second before quickly deciding against it. Even though I chose my victims in random I never really went after the homeless. I didn't like killing people who had nothing. I loved killing people who had it all in life, the people who expected it the least. I saw a small woman with light brown and black hair stop at a bus stop near me. I smirked softly, pulling down my hood and removed my sunglasses as I walked up to her. I gently leaned against the pole crossing my arms as I smiled sweetly.

"Hi! I'm Gerard!"

The woman smiled weakly up at me, "Hello, I'm Macie ."

"You're way too pretty to be riding the bus! How does lunch and then a ride home sound?" I kept my sweet smile as my heart pounded harshly in my chest.

No matter how many times I killed I still got so excited and anxious.

Macie's cheeks turned a soft shade of pink. "It sounds amazing Gerard!" She smiled wide.

I winced slightly when my name slipped out of her lips. I shrugged it off grabbing a hold of her hand leading her to a shitty coffee shop. There's no way I'm going to actually take her somewhere nice. Macie smiled wide,

"I love this place!"

Oh fucking course you do. I rolled my eyes slightly before putting on a fake smile,

"Me too!"

Macie giggled softly dragging me inside. God her laugh is annoying. I sighed softly to myself. Why'd I have to pick a fucking girl like her. I shrugged slightly and put my fake but convincing smile back on as we went to order. She ordered some fucking fancy cappuccino thing. I don't know. I just ordered a small black coffee causing Macie to scrunch her nose up in disgust. I rolled my eyes once more. I was getting annoyed with her way too quickly.
After we got our coffee I pulled her over to a small table in the corner, in an attempt to keep us secluded.
I sipped on my coffee burning my tongue in the process.

"Fuck!" I shouted out a lot louder than I meant to.

Macie giggled softly, "You should be more careful, dear."

I growled slightly under my breath. Only Frankie could call me that. I smiled softly "yeah maybe I should.." I took a deep breath before continuing, "So how long have you been in Jersey?"

"I'm just visiting an old friend, I should be leaving in a couple of days." Macie responded a fake sadness laced in her words like she was waiting for me to beg her to stay.

I smiled wide. Her family isn't here. Less of a chance for me to get caught.

"Awe I wish you could stay longer!" I pouted at her softly gaining another fucking giggle from her.

"Well maybe if I had a reason I would.." She trailed off slightly as she ran her finger up and down my hand.

Ugh gross. I wanted to rip my hand away so fucking badly, but I didn't. I know I'm going to enjoy killing her. I chewed on my lip softly grabbing ahold of her hand intertwining our fingers.

"Hey how about we go back to my place?"

Macie smirked wide biting her lip seductively, "I'd love that, Gerard" She responded just barely louder than a whisper. I groaned softly just hearing her say my name made me want to puke.

I smirked softly standing up keeping my hand in hers as I walked her to my car. As soon as we got in I locked the doors. Macie looked at me giggling once again.

"I'm not gonna like jump out or something, don't worry."

I chuckled weakly in response. I drove quickly to my special spot, I was barely able to contain my excitement. I took each of my victims here, I fucking loved it. It was a metal shed that had small rust on the side but the inside was completely soundproof it was fucking perfect.
Macie scowled softly at the small shed before looking back towards me a small smile laid across her cheeks.

"I uh I thought we were going back to your place?" She stampered out.

"It'll be more fun here. I promise." I winked at her as I stepped out of the and then walking over to the passenger side helping her out.

She smiled wide a blush creeping into her cheeks as she looked up at the shed once more before entering it. I quickly followed behind locking the door once I was inside. Macie turned towards me wrapping her lanky arms around my neck and before I knew it I felt her disgusting lips against mine. I gasped out pushing her to the ground, wiping my lips off on my sleeve.
Macie looked up at me confusion and pain filling her eyes. I rolled my eyes as I walked over to my normal murder weapons. I had a gun. No too quick. I had a small clean knife. No I want her to suffer more than just some small stab wounds. Then I laid my eyes upon a huge rusty knife. Yes perfect. I quickly picked it up placing it in my back pocket before walking back over to her.
Of course she was still on the fucking floor. I offered my hand out, she quickly grabbed a hold as she stood up. She pouted slightly.

"Why'd you do that?" She huffed softly

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to and I just got so embarrassed for pushing you I had to walk away for a second." I responded quickly not really expecting her to be stupid enough to believe it.

Oh but of course she fucking believed me.

"Oh! Okay! I guess now we can actually.. Y'know.." She trailed off chewing on her lip gently in some pathetic attempt to be sexy.

I smirked seductively nodding softly as I pulled her close attaching my lips to her neck. I felt a very over exaggerated moan vibrate throughout her neck. I rolled my eyes biting down a little bit harder than I should, drawing blood in the process. Macie gasped out and then let out another overly exaggerated moan slip from her lips.
I smirked softly slowing taking the knife out of my pocket after making sure her eyes were still closed. I began kissing her neck once more before quickly slicing the knife across her back. Macie gasped out stumbling backwards. I chuckled softly watching her as she attempted to move away from me.

"You really shouldn't be so trusting darling." I said simply as I approached her.

She continued to step back causing me to only walk closer and of course her being the idiot she is she fucking runs right into a wall. Macie yelped out in pain as her open wound came in contact with the cold metal.

"I-I'm sorry for whatever I did. Just please don't kill me." Macie whimpered out, tears falling quickly.

I chuckled softly, "Awe poor little Macie. I'm not going to kill you." Macie looked up at me with hopeful eyes, "Not yet anyway, why would I want to not have a little fun with this?" I stated causing Macie to begin crying again.

I groaned softly, "Oh my fucking God! Do you ever fucking shut up?!" I shouted out causing a small echo throughout the small shed.

Macie made a small whimper, attempting to stop crying. I stared at her slightly deciding what I should do next. And then the next thing I knew Macie was fucking running straight towards the door. I shook my head signing softly, as I simply reached out grabbing ahold of her hair yanking her back causing her to fall straight to the ground. Macie let out an ear piercing screech as she held onto her hair.

I chuckled softly kneeling down to her, "I wouldn't try any shit like that again if I were you darling."

Macie growled softly as she spit in my face, "Fuck you, you fucking psychopath!!"

I closed my eyes slightly before quickly wiping the spit off of me. I felt the anger build up in me within seconds I found myself pinning her down like I had done to the man just the night before. Macie fought hard against me which just caused me to get even more upset. I quickly grabbed ahold of my knife slicing a huge cut across her chest causing Macie to cry out in pain.
I smiled wide as I saw the blood begin to drip down her shirt. I made a small 'hmpf' noise before I quickly just ripped off her shirt wanting to see her blood against skin. My eyes widened as I watched the red liquid slide down her pale skin. The color was just fucking beautiful. It was like art. Simply amazing. I quickly put my hand on top of the wound gaining another scream of pain out of Macie. I rolled my eyes.

"Oh suck it up!" I hissed as I pushed my fingers slightly into the wound, lather my fingers in blood.

I smiled down at my blood soaked hand before I began wiping it all across my face. Macie stared at me in disgust her face still twisted in pain.

"You really are fucking insane!"

I stared at her shocked.
I'm not insane.
I'm not crazy.
Who the fuck does she think she is to fucking call me insane?!
I growled out darkly as I just began slicing the knife across her body, just fucking tired of her goddamn existence. Macie let out so many fucking pathetic screams. I growled getting even more pissed off. I plunged the knife straight into her stomach and began twisting slowly.
Macie looked up at me tears flowing out. I smirked softly before picking up the tears as I pulled out the knife. I watched as her expression went from unbearable pain to absolutely nothing.
I smirked proudly getting off of the small woman. I walked over to my mirror like I do every time, but I didn't feel pretty this time. My face was puffy and wet. Was I crying?! I just stared at my reflection. Am I really crazy? Was she fucking right? I glared at myself before writing 'crazy' on the mirror in blood. I just continued to stare at it my heart breaking with each second. I'm not crazy. I'm not insane. I just. I don't know. But I'm not fucking crazy! I don't belong in some piece of shit insane asylum!
I sighed heavily before just completely picking the fucking bitch up and placing her in a bathtub filled with sulfuric acid. After watching it bubble a little bit I hopped in the shower.



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I finally got home around two hours later to find Frankie in his pajamas on the couch curled up watching a horror movie. It was the most adorable thing I've ever seen in my entire life. I quietly entered the room making sure Frank didn't hear me before jumping on top of him screaming out 'gotcha!!' Frankie screamed out in terror trying to get out of my grip knocking his big bowl of popcorn in the floor in the process.

"Frankie calm down, it's just me." I laughed out keeping my arms around him.

Frank instantly stopped fighting and looked up at me. He sighed out in relief.

"You scared the fuck out of me Gerard!!" Frank pouted crossing his arms.

"That was kinda the point darling." I flinched at the nickname it just reminded me of Macie and the things she called me.

Frank chuckled softly before kissing me softly. I smiled wide kissing back holding his small frame against mine. Frank slowly pulled away, way too early if I say so myself. He then snuggled into my arms turning his attention back to the TV. I smiled softly kissing the top of his head.
I tried to focus on the movie or at least Frank, but I just couldn't. I couldn't stop thinking about what that bitch Macie said.
Am I really insane?

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