For Gerard Way, the week before Christmas was quite busy. Every single year. Although, this year was especially busy. It was the first Saturday of winter break, Gerard had woken up at around 8 am to find Frank sleeping on the floor of his bedroom. They had stayed up until about 3 am watching old Disney movies, that being Gerards request. Gerard got out of bed, stepping over Frank’s sleeping body and making his way to his window to push open his curtains. Gee smiled to himself, the driveway was covered with a pearly white layer of snow while some was still lightly falling from the clouds.

Gerard let out a content breath as he felt two warm arms wrap around his waist and a head rest itself on his shoulder. “Good morning beautiful.” Frank whispered lazily and kissed Gee’s neck softly, “Boy or girl day today?”

Gerard placed his hands on top of Frank’s that were still resting around his waist,. “Kinda both I think. Anything is fine with me today.”

Frank smiled against Gee’s neck, “Okay babygirl...and boy.” Gerard giggled at Frank’s neverending humor.

“It’s pretty outside.” Frank said after a second of silence. Gee nodded. “Do you wanna go Christmas shopping or something today?”

“Of course.” Gerard smiled even wider. He turned himself around is Frank’s arms and gave a quick peck or two on the lips. Frank smiled a cheesy smile, thinking about how lucky he was to have this greasy, adorable, pale, pretty little fuck in his useless life.

“I love you so much, Gee.” He said softly.

Gerard buried his face in Frank’s collarbone shyly, “I love you too.”

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The couple set out of the house around twelve o’clock after a hardy breakfast of poptarts and an hour of cuddling. Frank drove, his free hand resting on Gerard’s thigh the whole time. The shopping was painfully slow, the mall was packed with last minute Christmas shoppers which gave Gerard some slight anxiety. By the end of it, Gerard along with his boyfriend both ended up getting gifts for pretty much everyone that was relevant to their lives.

Let’s just say, the sexual tension started on the walk through the parking lot to the car. Frank was going completely insane as he watched Gerard walk in front of him , his hips swaying in those fucking grey skinny jeans that were tight enough to suffocate. God, the gracefulness and carefulness Gee took with every step. Frank’s thoughts were all over the place. Once they got in the car and threw their bags in the trunk of Frank’s rundown little Toyota, there was nothing but silence.

Frank could see Gerard biting his lip out of the corner of his eye, his hands crossed over his chest as his eyes flickered around the car. Frank reached his hand over and put it on Gerard’s upper thigh as he began to pull out of the parking lot.

“Gerard,” He said softly, his hand staying steady on the wheel, “What’s going on in your head?”

Gerard’s face turned red and shot his head towards Frank, “I can tell you that it’s not innocent.”

“Baby, tell me all of it.” Frank was smirking on the inside, he was trying his hardest to get Gerard heated.”

Gerard hesitated and took breath, looking at the moving road in front of him. “I was thinking about you fucking me. Hard.”

Frank smirked physically this time as he edged his foot on the brakes as they approached a red light. “Is that so?”

Gerard nodded and squeezed Frank’s hand. Frank moved his hand up higher on Gerard’s thigh so it was barely brushing his crotch. Gee bit his lip harder.

“I’ll fuck you.” Frank said simply. “Right here. In this damn car.” Gerard shuddered, He wanted that more than anything. Frank sighed as the light turned green and placed his hand roughly on Gerard’s crotch in response to the his foot hitting the gas.

“Fuck.” Gerard mumbled. Frank was making him feel good again, his hand massaging the growing tent in his pants as he drove. He could feel the car going faster, it was kind of amusing. Frank was rushing. Gerard was satisfied with himself that he could bring Frankie over the edge like this, make him rowdy, impatient, somewhat eager. For Frank, that feeling was pretty much mutual.

Frank didn’t stop moving his hand, feeling his dick basically jump as Gerard threw his head back and let out a breathy moan. “Jesus fucking hell, Gee. What are you doing to me?” Frank growled. His whole body was becoming physically hot and by now, with all the sounds Gee was making just from his hand rubbing on him, Frank was completely hard. He gripped the steering wheel as tightly as he could, putting more concentration into unzipping Gee’s pants than his driving. Gerard batted Frank’s hand away, unzipping his own jeans and sighing out, “Just find somewhere to fucking park the car. I need you.”

Frank didn’t even need Gerard to finish his sentence before he was making too many sharp turns to count, going way over the speed limit before coming across an abandoned parking lot that was tucked behind a Taco Bell that went out of business too many years ago. Frank knew they wouldn’t be interrupted here, he’d taken way too many girls to this parking lot to have worthless sex. This time was different though. This was meaningful. This...this was Gerard.

Frank parked the car harshly and ripped his seatbelt off along with Gerard’s. “Get in backseat.” Frank ordered. Gee scurried into the back as Frank followed. Resting his back against the seat, Frank pulled Gee into his lap with one quick movement, gripping his thick ass with his pale hands. Gerard tightly wrapped his arms around Frank’s neck, smashing their lips together so hard that it could bruise. He wasn’t slow at all, taking complete control and moving his lips harshly against Frank’s and trailing his hands all over Frank’s back. Their tongues eventually collided. It wasn’t like it had been before, they were both desperate like they thought of one another as a drug they couldn’t get enough of. Finally, Gerard had enough. He started grinding down on Frank causing them both to moan and sending their lips to just hover over each other’s.

Frank gripped onto Gee’s ass harder, moving upwards and bucking himself up into his ass. “Fuck you’re so fucking hot.” Frank whispered with his mouth hanging open. Gerard let out a long moan as Frank tugged both of their shirts off, revealing their pale chests. They looked at each for a moment, Frank’s head tilted up to look at his beautiful fucking boyfriend. He was in awe, taking in every detail of Gerard’s body that was sitting seductively in his lap.

“What?” Gerard panted. He pulled at the hem of his pants and began to pull it down to expose more of his white, snowy, skin.

“You’re just so fucking beautiful that I could get hard just from looking at you.” Frank whispered against his lover’s ear. Gerard smiled softly and sweetly connected their lips. It was gentle and full of love, the loving that Gerard needed to be reassured that he wanted to do this. He continued kissing Frank sweetly as he sorted out his thoughts. He hadn’t had sex in two years, he wasn’t scared, he knew what to do. He just wasn’t sure if he was what Frank wanted at the moment. He couldn’t tell if he was rushing Frank, or if he wasn’t making it as meaningful as it should’ve been. But it was with Frank. Gerard loved Frank. Wasn’t that meaningful enough?

Frank bucked his hips up into Gerard again, pushing him out of his overthinking. They both kicked their shoes off as quickly as they could manage, Frank peeled Gee’s skinny jeans off, kissing down his neck as he did so. Frank had never realized how nice Gerard’s thighs were. They were pale and smooth, they weren’t too skinny and they weren’t to big. They were oddly feminine and curvy, just like the rest of his gorgeous body.

Somehow, Frank’s pants were pulled off his slim hips and the only thing separating the two was the thin fabric of their boxers. They kissed for what felt like hours, tongues twining, teeth clashing, hickeys being put on every inch of their bodies. Frank slid Gerard’s boxers down, revealing his hard on which caused him to moan from the coldness of the air. Frank warpped his hands around Gee’s length as he tossed his own boxers to the floor, leaving them both completely naked.

“Condom?” Gerard whispered while Frank was kissing along his jawline. Frank picked one up off the seat and held it up, not separating from the boy’s neck. Gerard didn’t even question where the condom came from, he was too focused on Frank’s warm hand on his dick along with his wet lips dragging across the most sensitive part on his neck. “Fuck me.” Gee whimpered, clutching Frank’s firm biceps. Frank crept his hand towards Gee’s face. Gee knew what this meant. He opened his mouth letting Frank put two of his fingers inside. Gerard closed his mouth tightly, sucking on his fingers till he was passed Frank’s knuckles. In all honestly, Frank had never seen anything so hot in his entire life. Frank pulled his wet fingers out and brought his hand behind Gee’s back, lowering it to his ass and moving through. Frank made deep eye contact with his adorable boyfriend, keeping him calm as his finger slowly moved through his entrance. Gerard’s mouth immediatlely dropped open, letting out a stream of moans and cuss words as Frank began finger fucking him. Sweat began to wetten Gee’s ebony hair while Frank stared at his “o shaped” face through half lidded eyes, adding another finger.

Their lips crashed together yet again when Frank added a third finger, stretching Gee out and making him scream in pleasure between their kisses. “Get inside of me.” Gee murmured against Frank’s lips. Frank slowly pulled his fingers out, reaching for the pre-lubricated condom and rippin it open with his teeth. Gerard watch him slip it onto his length. Frank’s dick was big, Gerard was kind of intimidated, strangely. They kissed each other softly for a moment. “Take this slow, sweetheart.” Frank whispered and ran his pointer finger across Gee’s pink lips. Gerard shifted his body on Frank’s lap, lining himself up before slowly sinking down, making them both moan and cling on to each other tightly. “Take your time baby.” Frank panted while he lightly ran his parted lips across Gerard’s cheek.

Gerard tangled his fingers in Frank’s long hair ,begining to grind his hips. There was a slight burn but it mostly felt good, he was moaning like a whore after all. “That’s it babygirl.” Frank groaned and thrusted up his hips to meet with Gee’s grinding. They were in fact taking this slow, enjoying every second with each other, basing it more on the feeling of being close than trying to orgasm. Frank placed his hands on Gee’s ass again, squeezing as he moved up and down, keeping his rhythm. Gerard continued to let out more soft moans while Frank whispered contentful words in his ear, telling him that he was perfect and safe and that he was doing amazing.

“Hold on my love.” Frank said. He shifted their bodies so Gee was laying on his back across the backseat, Frank hovering over him on his elbows. Gerard closed his eyes and wrapped his legs around Frank as he began to thrust, slowly but deeply. “I love you.” Frank panted out, moving his hand to Gerard’s forehead to push his sweaty hair out of his precious face. Gerard was about to say it back but cut himself off with a moan as Frank hit a spot inside of him that made his body explode with pleasure.

Frank smiled in between his heavy breaths, “Right there huh?”

Gee nodded and pulled on Frank’s neck to bring him into a kiss, desperately kissing him as Frank continued to thrust at that angle, hitting him in that spot with every thrust. Frank separated their lips and brought his own upper body up, pushing Gee’s legs forward so he almost bent in half. Frank started to go faster, looking down at his boyfriend who was a complete mess, moaning, gripping to the seat, mouth wide open. Frank was proud, keeping his thrusts steady. He knew Gerard was going to cum at any second due to the fact that his moans were turning into complete screams of desperation. Frank was on the edge too, he reached down one of his hands and linked it with Gee’s. “Cum for me baby, you can do it.” Frank breathed. Gerard let out a few more screams before taking his free hand and jacking himself off while Frank fucked him. “Cum, Gee. For me baby. Say my name.”

“Fuck, Frankie, I’m so close.” Gee panted. Frank smiled as he felt the hand clasped against his own squeeze tightly. He watched as Gee’s mouth widened as he came on his chest and Frank’s lower body, screaming Frank’s name the whole way through. Frank groaned, thrusting in a few more times before letting out a loud “Fuck Gerard” and coming into the condom. They both went slack. They kissed again, Frank trying to hover himself over his little baby, listening to his heavy breathing.

Frank pulled out, he slid the condom off and stuffed in a spare trashbag that was on the car floor. “Look at me.” He said softly and cupped Gerard’s face in his hands, “I love you. C’mere.” He sat his back against the car door and pulled Gee into his chest, stroking his fingers through his sweat ridden hair. “You did so good baby.”

“I love you.” Gerard barely whispered. His voice hurt from screaming.

“I love you more.” Frank replied. They stayed there for a few moments before reluctantly deciding to get dressed again. They pecked each others lips a few times, smiling like idiots until they moved back into the front two seats. They linked their hands together, Gerard rested his shoeless feet on the dash of the car, smiling at his Frankie as they started to drive home. They didn’t break the happy silence that fell in the car. They didn’t need to. They were now sure of their love for each other.

Neither Frank or Gerard had felt something as beautiful as that before.

Notes

oh my god why did i write this its so bad pls give me comments for this gross fic why are you even reading this i hate myself goodnight