Thantophobia

Time flew for the two boys.

One week came. Then Two. The third flew by like a breeze until a month finally crept up on both of them. Neither of them were prepared, it had just gone by so damn fast. It was a helluva month filled with lots of kisses, endless hugs, countless cuddling and a total of nine successful dinner dates. Frank had been quite respectful, he never pushed Gee too far. They had their bumps with almost getting themselves into bed, but it never went farther than butt grabs and tongues being shoved down each others throats. Yes, horny teenage boys, America’s wet dream.

Gerard was becoming more comfortable with his identity, he soon figured out (with lots of help from Lindsey and his pushover of a brother,) that his gender identity didn’t need to be rushed. Frank reassured him almost every single day that he could be the baddest genderfluid bitch on the block until he figured everything out, and that’s exactly what Gee decided to do. He wore skirts on occasions, sometimes light mascara. His hair was growing fast to the point where it went past feminine jawline, the oh so lovely jawline that Frank loved to kiss on from time to time.

“My grades are fucking trash.” Frank sighed. The couple were hanging out in Frank’s room, trying to wait out the obnoxious snowstorm that was tearing through Belleville outside their window.

“Hm?” Gerard hummed, lowering the Rubiks Cube he was fumbling with away from his face to look at Frank.

Frank scratched his head, “I have all D’s and a fucking F, Gee. I can’t afford to fail another fuckin grade.”

“Tutoring.” Gee said simply and turned his attention back to the Rubiks Cube. Frank flopped his back onto his bed, “That never works for me.”

Gee rolled his eyes and situated himself on the floor, “Well, you’ve never been tutored by me. Maybe that’d work?”

“I don’t know.” Frank sighed again. He was silent for a few minutes, listening to his boyfriend huff as he tried to solve that God foresaken cube. Frank peered his head over the side of the bed to look at Gee, “Sing to me.”Gee rolled his eyes at him.

“I’m not the musical one in the room, Frankie.”

“Bullshit. You always sing to me when I pretend to be asleep, don’t even try that shit with me.”

“Oh fuck.”

Frank smiled. He leaned his down farther over the bed and kissed Gee’s head, “You little fucker.”

Frank laid back down and stared at the ceiling, a little tiny smile on his face. Gerard dropped the Rubiks Cube and stood up, throwing himself over Frank’s lap and looking him dead in the eye as he straddled him. “Little fucker?”

Frank gave him a look, “Yea, little fucker.” He placed his hands on Gee’s hip and rubbed them up and softly.

Gerard grabbed his upper arms, pressing himself down into Frank. “Fuck me.”

“Excuse me,” Frank sat himself up with Gee still in his lap.

“Fuck me Frank.”

“...Are you being serious-”

“Yes I’m serious.”

“I’m not gonna fuck you, Gee.” Frank sighed and pushed Gee’s black hair out of his eyes.

Gerard rolled his eyes, “Why the hell not?”

“It’s not the right time.”

“You are literally the horniest person I’ve ever met and the one time I wanna fuck you, you say it’s ‘not the right time.’” Gerard argued.

Frank kissed his nose and laughed lightly, “Cause it has to be more meaningful than this, babe. But I mean if you’re that damn horny I’ll jack you off or something.”

“That sentence you just spoke was a complete mess of romanticness and unknowing horny intention.” Gerard said.

“That’s kinda what I’m known for.”

“Whatever,” Gerard breathed before wrapping his arms tightly around Frank’s neck and connecting their lips harshly. Frank was kind of taken by surprise by the fact that Gerard actually was horny for once, but he just felt like something was off and it wasn’t the exact time for them to make such a big decision as that. He just wanted Gerard to comfortable instead of making a mistake by moving too fast and regretting it in the end.

They moved their lips together, it wasn’t slow as usual, it was eager and rough and full of something a little less than lust. Gerard hands were knotting Frank’s long hair completely as he pulled and grabbed onto whatever he could manage. Meanwhile, Frank’s hands were pretty much all over Gerard’s body as he forced his tongue past his soft lips. Their tongues were moving together roughly as Frank decided to just go for it and slide his hand up Gerard’s thigh and onto the somewhat forming bulge in his jeans. Gerard didn’t flinch when he felt the warmth of Frank’s hand on his crotch, he just moaned softly into his boyfriend’s mouth to let him know that he was doing right.

Frank lowered his kissed to Gerard’s neck as he kept rubbing him through his pants, he kissed that pretty pale jawline of Gee’s that he absolutely adored causing him to throw his head back and tighten his grip on Frank’s hair.

Eventually, Frank pushed Gee down onto the bed, not separating his hands or his lips from his boyfriend. Gerard was only slightly a mess, whatever Frank was doing to him felt good, and he knew this was only the beginning of it. Frank moved his kisses back to the other boy’s lips, slowly unzipping the boy’s jeans so he could see his nerdy little Star Wars boxers.

He pulled away from Gee’s lips to take a second and look at his pretty face, “I’m gonna make you feel so fucking good.” They smiled at each other softly and pecked each other’s lips before Frank’s hand gripped the bottom of Gee’ s shirt slowly and lifted it above his head. Frank had seen Gerard shirtless many times before, but this time was different. Gerard looked like he was glowing, his waist seemed slimmer and he just looked incredibly beautiful.

Frank connected his lips to his boyfriend’s collarbone, kissing all the way down his body softly until he reached the top of his boxers which caused tiny moans to erupt from Gerard. There was an obvious boner hiding behind Gee’s Darth Vader undies, and Frank couldn’t wait to take care of it in a sutle way. He looked up at Gerard, keeping intense eye contact with him as he carefully pulled down those fuckin adorable boxers.

Gerard's dick was a good size, he wasn’t too big or too small. He was perfect. Even his dick was perfect. “You’re so fucking gorgeous.” Frank mumbled before taking Gee’s member into his hand and moving his hand up and down.

“Fuck, Frank.” Gerard breathed at the small movements Frank was making. Gerard felt like he was going to explode, Frank was teasing him at this point, looking at Gee with those green eyes and stroking him as slow as he possibly could. It wasn’t fair.

Frank basically smirked at how nut’s Gerard was going under his touch. He decided to turn things around a little bit and stroked Gerard’s aching dick a little faster before completely taking the whole erection into his mouth. “Oh my fucking god, Frank, oh my god.” Gerard whimpered. Frank started bobbing his head up and down, becoming almost proud of himself as he watch one of Gerard’s hands grab the blanket on his bed while the other scrambled toward Frank’s own hand and intertwined their fingers together.

Frank moved his head faster, feeling the head of Gee’s dick hit the back of his throat causing him gag only slightly. He moved his free hand that wasn’t occupied and placed it on Gee’s hip, rubbing small little circles while he felt the boy basically trembling with pleasure under his hands. Frank kept going until Gerard was screaming, silently thankingGod that his parents weren’t home, you would’ve thought that Gerard had five vibrators up his ass with the way he was moaning.

“Frankie,” Gerard breathed, “I’m so fucking close.”

Frank looked back up into his boyfriend’s eyes, feeling him squeeze his hand as he deepthroated him a few more times until Gee’s body completely tensed. Gerard let himself loose with a loud moan, screaming Frank’s name as Frank swallowed everything that Gee let out.

Stroking him until he calmed down, Frank watched the beautiful expressions his boyfriend made throughout. His heart swelled as he looked at Gee, God he fucking loved him, pulling his boxers back up for him. He leaned down and kissed Gee’s lips softly, “Was that okay?”

Gee smiled and pulled Frank down next to him, “Fucking perfect.” Frank pulled him into his chest, stroking his sweaty hair back and listening to his even breathing. They were both silent for awhile, just finding comfort in each others prescence.

“Frank.” Gerard said softy.

“Yes my love?”

“I just...I love you too. Because I never said it ba-”

“I know baby.” Frank smiled, his heart swelling even more.

Notes

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