I Hate Your Mask
Our Fears Control Us Even If We Don't Want Them To
Frank's P.O.V
“Wait how did-?” he still had tears in his eyes “Oh sorry I didn't realize-[sigh] I'm Gerard, you're Frank right?” he's blushing? well sort of he's still pretty pale.
“Yeah” I said
“Okay good” he's smiling again “listen how about we keep this between us.”
“Alright.” I had a disgusted look on my face, I could feel it. He pulled out a picture from the watch and handed it to me.
“Here you can keep this.” what? He's walking away.
“I'm not a charity case!” I threw the watch at the back of his head.
“Ow, it's not charity, I just don't want the stupid thing!” he throws it back. “I don't care what you do with it as long as I don't have to see it again!”
He walks away and I turn the watch to look at the back 'With you for all time-Mom'. Great so he's a spoiled brat that hates his step-dad and his mom. I open it, there's a picture of his mom inside, but of course the eyes are scratched out. This kid has mental problems, seriously.
Gerard's P.O.V
“Time to go home” 1, 2, 3, 4. 1, 2, 3, 4. 1...2...3...4... “I can't, I cant go home.” I start crying again. “No...” it comes out as a whimper. I start to cry for real now. I pull out my phone it's 9:38.
“You're crying again?” asked Frank. God he is so hot, I wish he was gay. Although it's not like I would do anything anyways, I mean I'm a coward. Plus even though I think he's very kind, thoughtful, and funny, he still scares the crap out of me. Wait he asked me a very hostile sounding question.
“Uh yeah I just found out that uh...” fuck I'm drawing a blank “that uhh...I just got some bad news.” I force a smile, I do so often I can't remember what the genuine ones feel like.
“Gerard are you scared of the dark?”
“Uh no!” I said too quickly
“You're such a little bitch.” he chuckles. [mental sigh] that laugh. ”Okay look I'll walk you home.”
“Really! Oh Frank that's so nice! Let's go.” now he knows my third greatest fear, but it's not the reason i don't want to go home. If the dark were the problem right now, I would have just ran. Whatever at least I get to walk with him, I'm biting my lip? How long have I been biting my lip?
***
We're at my house.
“Well I'm off.” says Frank
“No! I mean why don't you stay for a....sleepover?”
“I don't know Gerard I mean, I don't really know you.”
“Oh right, but I mean we could start now, right?”
“I guess let me just tell my mom.”
“Okay cool, come on in.”
I hear Mikey come Downstairs, god please just let him ignore me.
“Oh look who's finally here, the useless little b-, oh you brought company?” Owww my feelings.
“Wait how did-?” he still had tears in his eyes “Oh sorry I didn't realize-[sigh] I'm Gerard, you're Frank right?” he's blushing? well sort of he's still pretty pale.
“Yeah” I said
“Okay good” he's smiling again “listen how about we keep this between us.”
“Alright.” I had a disgusted look on my face, I could feel it. He pulled out a picture from the watch and handed it to me.
“Here you can keep this.” what? He's walking away.
“I'm not a charity case!” I threw the watch at the back of his head.
“Ow, it's not charity, I just don't want the stupid thing!” he throws it back. “I don't care what you do with it as long as I don't have to see it again!”
He walks away and I turn the watch to look at the back 'With you for all time-Mom'. Great so he's a spoiled brat that hates his step-dad and his mom. I open it, there's a picture of his mom inside, but of course the eyes are scratched out. This kid has mental problems, seriously.
Gerard's P.O.V
“Time to go home” 1, 2, 3, 4. 1, 2, 3, 4. 1...2...3...4... “I can't, I cant go home.” I start crying again. “No...” it comes out as a whimper. I start to cry for real now. I pull out my phone it's 9:38.
“You're crying again?” asked Frank. God he is so hot, I wish he was gay. Although it's not like I would do anything anyways, I mean I'm a coward. Plus even though I think he's very kind, thoughtful, and funny, he still scares the crap out of me. Wait he asked me a very hostile sounding question.
“Uh yeah I just found out that uh...” fuck I'm drawing a blank “that uhh...I just got some bad news.” I force a smile, I do so often I can't remember what the genuine ones feel like.
“Gerard are you scared of the dark?”
“Uh no!” I said too quickly
“You're such a little bitch.” he chuckles. [mental sigh] that laugh. ”Okay look I'll walk you home.”
“Really! Oh Frank that's so nice! Let's go.” now he knows my third greatest fear, but it's not the reason i don't want to go home. If the dark were the problem right now, I would have just ran. Whatever at least I get to walk with him, I'm biting my lip? How long have I been biting my lip?
***
We're at my house.
“Well I'm off.” says Frank
“No! I mean why don't you stay for a....sleepover?”
“I don't know Gerard I mean, I don't really know you.”
“Oh right, but I mean we could start now, right?”
“I guess let me just tell my mom.”
“Okay cool, come on in.”
I hear Mikey come Downstairs, god please just let him ignore me.
“Oh look who's finally here, the useless little b-, oh you brought company?” Owww my feelings.
Notes
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Later dudes (^-^)
Has this been completed?
10/11/18