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I Hate Your Mask

You Are Everything I Hate, So Why Do I Pity You?

Friday Night- Belleville park
It's 9 o'clock at night and I'm walking home from Bob's house, my mom's gonna kill me. As I pass the otherwise empty park, I see a familiar red haired douche pacing back and forth.
“I got it!” he shouts
“Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way” well there's that talent I spoke of, I may hate him, but I know a good voice when I hear one
“And after all this time that you still owe
You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
'I don't love youLike I did
Yesterday'Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating” these last two lines made him cry
“But baby when they knock you
Down and outIs where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whoa
When you go
Would you even turn to say
'I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday'Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
'I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday'I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday.” He must have written this about an ex or something. I was about to walk away but then I heard him speak to himself.
“I don't love you” he said “I DON'T love you. I don't love you. I don't love....” he cried more I take it this is not part of the song “I hate you!” whoa rage much? “I HATE you! Ihateyou Ihateyou Ihateyou Ihateyou Ihateyou!” this is not the Gerard way I know and hate, this is some girl on a bitchy rampage. It's a hissy fit.
I see him pick up his backpack and walk towards the pool. He jumps the gate to sit by the deep end of the pool. He takes off his shoes and socks, and rolls up his jeans to stick his legs in the water. I stay on the other side just watching, not sure why though. I see him pull out a gold pocket watch and throw it into the pool. “your turn to get sold.” he says bitterly.
So clearly he wants someone to pawn that and I have no problem with being the one who does it. He starts to put on his shoes but freezes. “Dad.” he whispers and launches himself into the pool I hear him groan probably from how cold the water is. He sinks to the bottom I count the seconds in my mind each number making me a little more nervous until I finally jump over and look into the water to see Gerard all the way at the bottom sitting still but clearly struggling.
Without thinking I jump in, I see him on the pool's floor skin pail, eyes closed, and hand clenching a gold pocket watch. If it was so important why'd he throw it? In what feels like seconds I pull him out. He's unconscious, so I give him CPR. He gasped for air and went into a hysterical sob repeating the words 'I'm sorry dad'. Seriously what is up with him one minute he hates the damn thing and the next he's worshiping it?

Notes

Yay another chapter please let me know what you think. (^-^)


Comments

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Thatonefriend Thatonefriend
10/11/18

@Gee'sCLUELESSgirl!
Thanks I love your stuff too ♡

Lollita:3 Lollita:3
10/22/16

Love it. X

@Jacketslut2
Thank you! My confidence just went up a little, yay!

Lollita:3 Lollita:3
9/29/16

I love this! Please continue

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9/28/16