Party Poison

Frank's POV-

I awoke and groaned from a pounding headache. I looked at the time and it was 4:13am.

I couldn't see Gerard anywhere, so I got up and decided to look for him, he couldn't of gone far...

I went to look in the bathroom first, and sure enough he was in there...

When he opened the door, he was pacing around the room, hands in his hair, and his eyes bloodshot.

I recognized straight away what was happening.... He was having a panic attack.

''Gee, Gerard, calm down shh, what's wrong?'' I quickly closed the door behind me, trying to make us seem less louder so we wouldn't wake Mikey.

''No no no, I can't! I-I did something!'' Gerard panics.

''What did you do?'' I asked, the concern building up.

''I-I I can't say it....'' He continues pacing.

''Gerard, just.... Just stop! Stop moving and look at me!''

He ignores me.

''GERARD! JUST LOOK AT ME!'' I yell.

He finally stops, surprised by my loud voice.

''What did you do?!''

''Please, please, please don't hate me, Frankie, please please don't hate me...'' He pleaded, tears burning his eyes.

''Baby, what happened?''

''Pl-please, promise, promise me you won't hate me, please, please promise me, p-pr-promise m-me that.'' He continues.

''Gee, honey I could never hate you, I promise, I love you okay? I love you so much.'' I reassure him.

He doesn't reply, but looks a touch relieved, he still looks really pale and sick though, something is really up.

I walk over to him, and hug him, ''Baby, come back to bed with me, and tell me there, okay?'' I say.

He nods, but his entire body is shaking.

As we start walking back, he stumbles a bit, so I wrap my arm around him, half carrying him.

We finally get to bed, and we lay down.

''Honey, what did you do?'' I ask, gently.

He sighs, ''I-I... I can't say it Frankie...''

I turn on the side lamp, and pick up the notebook and pen on the bedside desk.

''Write it then.'' I hand it to him.

I am extremely nervous now, it must be really bad. But I will not hate him, I love him too much, whatever it is, I will love him and be there for him.

He finishes and hands it to me, then he turns over so he isn't facing me, I hear his sobbing noises, and I so badly want to take his sorrow away, and hold him, but I have to read the note first.

I start reading it:

Please don't be mad, but when I relapsed on alcohol, it made me feel so good, and I think that I'm addicted to it again, and I was craving it today, but I really didn't want to, so instead I took cocaine.... Not only that, I also took some speed. It was a few hours ago, when you just fell asleep, so I think I'm off it now, but I'm scared, I feel like I'm going to die.

I drop the note and jump out of bed, grabbing the phone.

I dial 911.

''Gerard, baby, you awake still?'' I shout.

He doesn't reply, but I can hear his breathing, it's really fast.

''911, what's your emergency?''

''H-hi uhh, m-my boyfriend took some drugs, and and I'm scared, I don't know what to do, help me please''

''Okay, where do you live?''

''**address** please hurry, please''

''Okay, we are sending an ambulance right now.''

I hang up, and yell for Mikey to come.

After explaining everything really quick, Gerard suddenly jumps up and starts violently vomiting in the bed, all while the ambulance arrives, and there is a knock on the door.

''I'll get it'' Mikes says, getting up, running to the door.

I'm so scared, please don't let Gerard die...

Notes

thanks for all the positive messages and comments, it does make me feel good :)

My life still really sucks but I don't think that will ever change <3

hope you like the story so far cx

Guys I kinda think I make my chapters too corny, dramatic etc ;-;