Death is Inevitable

Frank pov


I've been waiting for so long, it feels like a lifetime, though in reality it's been about a week. I finally get to have a full two day visit with Gerard and honestly, I'm beyond excited. It's funny how waiting for the ones you care about can seem like forever compared to if its someone you don't give a shit about. It changes your perspective on things, thinking like that.

I'm sitting upright in my twin sized bed, waiting for the moment where the doctor comes in the room, announcing that today is the day that I get to see Gerard.

"Frank?" A voice from outside of my door says, and I can feel my excitement coming back. They open the door and im met with the face of Dr. Rider.

"Starting in one hour you and Gerard can start your visiting day."

I nod, and he turns back around, closing the door and locking it behind him. I sigh, and wait until the longest hour of my life is over.



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"Frank?" Someone who im guessing to be Dr. Rider says.

"Come in." I respond.

The door opens and im met with the faces of Gerard and Dr. Rider. Gerard breaks out into a smile and slowly walks in the room, waiting for him to leave.

"Ok, you have two days, but you still won't be able to leave this room." He says, and FINALLY leaves, closing the door behind him.

Gerard looks at me, and we stare at each other for a bit before we embrace each other, tears streaming down my face.

"You came back." He says, still embracing me and tears now running down his cheeks too.
"Yeah, I told you I would. I would of done anything to find you and Mikey." I responded, not caring how cheesy it sounded.

We continue to just sit in each other's embrace for a while. I'm never letting Gerard go again.
"How long have you been here? What happened to you when you first got here? What happened after I left? What happened when I first got here?" I bombarded him with these questions.

"Well," He starts. "I've been here for only a few days and well when I first got here they separated me and Mikey, and I thought you were never coming back then they put us in our rooms. I haven't seen Mikey since then. Also when you left, Mikey tried to tackle a police officer which only got him in more trouble, so they held him and me down and brought us in the car and then we ended up seeing you, which gave me hope. And lastly, well I saw you come into my room, and I freaked out. You started talking nonsense then one of the officers gave you a shot which knocked you out, and then I didn't see you again. I was honestly really worried." He says, a concerned look on his face.

I give him a sad face and hug him again, overjoyed that he was so concerned. Basically more than half our day was already over since we spent most of it in each other's embrace, or explaining what happened.

"What do you wanna do?" Gerard questions.

At that moment, I lean over kissing him, hard. He falls, his back now flat on the bed. He seems a little surprised at first and im a little nervous that he doesn't like it, but I'm reassured when he starts kissing back just as roughly. I just realized that we only have kissed like once before and I've been keeping these feelings contained for so long.

We continue to kiss and Gerard slips his tongue into my mouth, our tongues both wrestling for dominance. I have my hands in his hair, messing with it as we kiss, and Gerard has his hands around my hips bringing them down on his, making so we can be as close to each other as possible. He slips his hands under my shirt, lifting it up over my head slowly and I do the same. He runs his hands along the smooth, tattooed skin of my chest and I sigh into the kiss, just now realizing that I think I missed Gerard too much, and in a way that he's definitely just not my friend.

He then brings his hands closer to the waistband of my pants, they don't go any farther, until he starts to bring those down too. I become a little nervous at first, considering I haven't been this close to anyone before, being scared of doing something like this the majority of my life, especially since there was an incident when I was a kid, but it's different, because it's Gerard. I tell myself to calm down, and I let him continue.

He kisses my neck, and I begin to bring my hands down from his long hair to the waistband of his jeans. I slide them off and toss them to the side, the same as he did to mine. We're both left in our boxers, still kissing. He then flips me over so he's on top. I smirk a little at his need for dominance.

"You want to..?" He asks nervously and I nod slowly, a little nervous.

He begins to pull down the waistband of my boxers and the next few hours are some of the best of my life.



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Gerard looks over and smiles at me, wrapping his arm around my naked body. I nuzzle my face into his neck and he smiles even wider.

"I really did miss you." He says.

"Me too."

"I wish we could spend everyday together."

"Well maybe there's a way we can." I suggest.

"How?"

"I'll tell you in the morning, im tired." I say, smiling and yawning.

"Come on!" He says jokingly and putting his face in the crook of my neck.

"It's your fault im tired." I say, joking seriousness.

"Fine." He says, still smiling though.

I turn over so im facing him and we fall asleep naked with his arm around me. I think this is what it feels to be happy.

Notes

some 'sort of' smut for you ;)

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