Raise heaven in hell

I wake up the next morning and I first notice Gee is gone. That’s not unusual though; by the time I wake up he’s normally already in the kitchen, drinking coffee or drawing. The only two times he was actually there when I woke up was after that day we kissed and a couple of days after that when he was drinking coffee and drawing in our bed. When I asked him why was he here he simply said that he wanted coffee but couldn’t bring himself to leave me alone. God, I love him so fucking much.
I sigh and get out of bed, not bothering to put my pants or shirt on because I know Gerard wouldn’t mind. He must’ve turned the heating back on because I’m not freezing my balls off. I drag myself downstairs, hoping Gee will be a sweetheart and get me some coffee. But the kitchen is empty. “Gee?”
I check the living room which is also empty. Maybe he’s in the bathroom. I run back upstairs but the bathroom door is opened and the light is turned off. “Gerard?” I go to our bedroom again, just in case but it’s also empty. Where the fuck is he?
Suddenly a horrible thought runs through my head. Did he leave? Oh fuck! Did he go because he thought I didn’t love him? I try my best to hold back my tears, but a couple of them still fall down my cheeks. I wipe them away angrily. God, I’m so pathetic. But he wouldn’t leave, right? I mean that’s his house after all. If he wanted to break this off, he would’ve kicked me out. But he didn’t… So where is he?
I am starting to get a bit cold now so I grab my clothes and go to the bathroom to shower. I am relieved to notice all of his stuff is still here. I think that if he would’ve left he would probably take something from his bathroom, right? But then where the fuck is he?
After I shower, I go back into the kitchen to make myself some coffee. I take the coffee pot and see a post it note on it.
Good morning sunshine!
I’ve just gone out to get some stuff. I wanted to take you with me but I didn’t want to wake you up, sorry. Don’t worry, I’ll be back soon.
Gxx
Oh, that explains a lot. But I still worry. What if a Reaper gets to him or something? Shit, why didn’t he take me with him?
Jesus Christ, calm down Frank. He probably knows how to survive if he’s still alive by now, right? My hands are still shaking. What if something happens to him out there?
I know that if I don’t do anything, my thoughts will just build up like that. I must distract myself otherwise I’ll either start crying or run outside in an attempt to find him and neither is gonna help in the situation. I finish my coffee, clean the mug, clean his mug as well and the leftover plate from his breakfast. I go upstairs and take his guitar. It’ll distract me the best, I’m sure of it.
I don’t know how much time passes when I hear the front door unlocking. I immediately jump up and run to the door. Before he can say anything I hug him so tightly I probably squeeze all the air from his lungs. “God dammit Gerard, I was so scared. Take me with you next time!” “Hey, I’m okay. Nothing happened. I’m fine.” He says and kisses me. “Still take me with you next time!” “I would but you were sleeping and I couldn’t wake you up because you were too cute.” He kisses me again. “What did you get anyways?” I ask. “Just some food, nothing much.” He pulls away from me and locks the door behind him.
After we unload the things he got, he immediately starts kissing me again, but this time his kisses are deeper and more passionate, not just quick pecks like before. I kiss him back and I feel his hands slide down to my waist, pulling me closer. He starts making his way down to my neck and I can’t help a quiet moan escape my lips. I feel him smile against my skin as his hands slide down to the growing bulge in my pants. Oh that fucker… “I’m gonna get back at you for this.” “Oh I’m counting on it.” He bites down on my neck, making me gasp in pain and pleasure. His hands start undoing my belt. “You know what I’ve realized?” “Hm?” I lean back on the kitchen counter. “You’ve blown me before but I’ve never blown you.” He finally manages to undo my belt and moves down to my zipper. I gasp as his hands brush against my crotch. “Well, I think it’s time you make up for it.” I say. “I’m planning to.” He slides down my pants and starts palming me through my boxers. I feel my moans are making him harden against my thigh. He suddenly pulls down my boxers and gets on his knees. His hands are gripping my hipbones as he licks the precum off the tip of my dick. I moan loudly and tangle my fingers in his hair, urging him to go on. He slowly takes in my length and starts bobbing his head, going deeper every time. I don’t even try to hold back my moans. He moans too, sending vibrations up my cock. He starts deepthroating me and I feel my orgasm building at the pit of my stomach. “Gee… Oh fuck… I’m close.” He speeds up his pace and I barely have time to warn him before I come hard inside his mouth. He tries his best to swallow it but some of my cum still dribbles down his chin and he wipes it off. “Oh fuck… that was good…” I say, catching my breath. He gets up and kisses me. His lips are swollen and it’s so fucking hot. “You know I do expect you to return the favor, right?”

Notes

school sucks :/
I'm sorry this update is coming so late, I don't have much time to write so...
This chapter sucks (pun not intended) and I don't like it and I'm bad at smut + I wrote it in a hurry because I wanted to update today. But I promise the plan for the next chapter is better, I just hope I can make the chapter good too.
Also question: I got an idea for a frerard high school fic and I already have 4 chapters written, would any of you read it if I published it?
cya next week (hopefully)
Nina xx