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i wake up to the smell of coffee. as my eyes flutter open, i see something astonishing. Gerard is getting dressed right in front of me! the only thing hes wearing is is navy blue boxers. his body is so beautiful. his voice is beautiful. his cute little teeth are beautiful. his hazel eyes are beautiful. the list goes on and on.

i start giggling a little because im just so happy. im guessing he can hear me because i hear him chuckle and then turn around to me. he kneels down and gently rubs my shoulder, causing me to tense up a little

"good morning, darling!" he says quietly. "if anything happens your going to text me right? no matter what the situation is, i promise i will help you. i dont care how much trouble i'll get in at school for it. im here for you alright?"

this causes me to faintly smile. "i promise i will text you." is all i could say.

"okay good. also im going to call you at lunchtime just to check in with you." with that he gets back up and puts a pair of skinny jeans, which really does his ass well, and a Black Flag shirt on.

"Frankie i have to give you some breakfast. i don't want you to go all day till i get home without anything in your stomach." he explains as he picks me up, bringing us into the kitchen.

after we eat breakfast, which was cereal, it was time for him and Mikey to go to school. I am glad that they trust me to be in there own house alone, but to be completely honest i will miss school in some ways. sitting with mikey at lunch, having study hall with him not actually doing homework but trash talking everyone including the teachers. now sitting next to Gerard in science too.

"i gotta go now Frankie. like i said, text me if anything happens." he says with a completely caring voice.

"okay. i'll probably just be sleeping all day anyways." i say in response.

he giggles and before he leaves the room he says "im going to miss you."

before i can think of something to say back he runs over to me and kisses my cheek, then runs up the stairs and out the door.

Did that just really happen?! oh my god! i love him! there i said it. i love my ex-bully. judge all you want you haters!

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Nothing really happened for the last week and a half. accept that i'm a lot stronger and can walk again. you know...function like a normal human being. i'm going to miss Gerard carrying me practically everywhere. we have gotten pretty close.

Gerard, Mikey, and i have made the decision that i should go back to school. im not really worried about getting beat up because i have Gerard with me. but there still is a chance i will get hurt. i also still have the cast so it will be a little hard to write and i already have horrible hand writing. oh well.

we get to school earlier than usual because we thought we could ask if i can switch my schedule to be the exact same as gerards just till i'm completely better. the principle agreed to it i think mainly because he felt sorry for me to be all bruised up and everything.

i was happy when i heard that bob and Brendon got suspended for all of last week. the only reason Gerard didn't is because he told the principle that he would say sorry to me.

we leave the office and go outside because like i said we are pretty early. all the students go outside till the bells ring anyways. just part of the system at the school. gerard carries both of our backpacks because he doesnt want me to be lifting heavy books just yet. hes so caring!

as we are walking we hear this girl shout out "emo freak!" it really doesn't bother me at all. i know i am freaky and i guess i am categorized as emo. she was just stating the obvious.

i guess Gerard didnt like that because he shouted back "fuck off dumb ass!" it made me laugh but he was all business. he surprised me by taking my hand, and interlocking our fingers. to top it off he kissed my cheek!

i grin really big and stop walking. he turns and looks at me. "whats wrong?"

"can we be best friends?" i ask with my head down.

he pulls me into a hug and says "oh Frankie i thought we already were." i giggle and he pulls away, taking my hand again.

we get to our spot where our grade stays at outside and are lucky enough to get a bench to sit at. he puts our backpacks down and he sits really close next to me. so close that we are touching from our shoulders down. he makes me so happy.

about three minutes later we see brendon and bob walking over to the little island garden about twenty feet away from us. they start staring at me and gerard so i put my head down.

"don't worry, darling. i wont let them lay a finger on you." he whispers in my ear then kisses not even a inch away from my mouth.

i look at him with wide eyes. he shrugs and says "friendly kiss!" we both giggle for a little while. we immediately stop at the same time when he see shit head and dumb fuck come over to us. they have a smug look on there faces, walking kinda slow.

"wow gerard i always knew you were gay! what stopped us from beating your ass too?" brendon hisses.

"just fuck off. we didnt do shit to you. look what you did to Frankie! don't you realize how bad we hurt him? its not right." Gerard says innocently. oh god. now they are going to bully Gerard? i cant let that happen.

"oh what are you his daddy and hes your little baby boy? even worse!" brendon snaps. i cant help but laugh at this. they all look at me. its funny! he must go on tumblr a lot.

brendon tries to pull a punch at me but gerard catches his fist. before i know it bob grabs gerard by his collar and slams him to the ground. they all fight each other and i can hear gerard whimpering in pain. i start crying and yelling for them to stop. i want to help so bad but i just cant. im too weak and way smaller than them.

after they see that gerard cant fight back anymore, they get up and just walk away like it was nothing. at this point i am bawling. he gets up and sits next to me.

he starts rubbing my back. "its okay frankie. im alright. its all over now. im right here." he says with sad eyes.

i wipe my eyes, pulling him into a hug. "i dont want our friendship causing this pain to you. i cant live with myself seeing you get hurt just over me. im not worth that gerard. im not even worth being your friend." i whisper.

he pulls away and looks at me with tears in his eyes. "don't say that Frankie. your the best thing that ever happened to me. i would die for you. i want to be with you forever. us against the world. i love you frankie. there i said it. i fucking love you with all my heart. i wish i could take back all those times i hurt you but i just cant. im so sorry." he lets the tears fall.

"I love you too Gerard. Your so beautiful to me. Forget about when you hurt me. We can start a new chapter together, alright? Since the day you came into the hospital to say sorry, I knew you were the one I wanted to be with." I say with care and hope.

And with that, we have our first kiss. It was amazing. I cant even describe the feeling. There was no tongue. We both knew that we aren't ready for that just yet. It was gentle and passionate. Us against the world...Yea...I love that.

In between the kiss he says "forever Frankie?"

"forever Gerard."

Notes

hey guys! i love this chapter tbh. *pats self on the back* i hope you enjoy!