Please Don't Take This Out On Me

As soon as I heard the sound of birds chirping loudly outside my window I groaned and turned the other way. Sometimes I loved birds, but sometimes I fucking hated them. Why were they so happy all the time? Why did they love to chirp their teeny butts off and show us how happy they were? Newsflash, birds: no one is ever godamn happy all the time.
I heard someone chuckle and my eyes flew open. Shit, why is Gerard here? Did we have sex last night? What happened?
Alarm must have been clear on my face because Gerard looked at me concerned. "Frankie, baby what's wrong?"
"D-did w-we?" My voice cracked and I thought I was going to be sick. "No, Frankie. No. Remember last night? You did your homework and we cuddled for a bit then you fell asleep on me?" He reached up to run a hand through my hair gently and I nuzzled my face into the crook of his neck.
Oh thank god.
"We have to get up though or Mrs Skybalt will kill us both!" Gerard chuckled. I whined a bit and slid off Gerard reluctantly. He was so comfy, like a big pillow.
I walked across my room to grab my shirt, which somehow landed on Bob's side of the room when I suddenly realized something. "Gee, where's Bob?" Gerard bit his lip awkwardly and fumbled with the buttons on his shirt. "He, uh, party?"
I quirked an eyebrow and Gerard said "he probably partied too late or something. I don't know." But from the way he was looking anywhere but me and talking awkwardly he totally knew the truth.
Oh. He probably raped Bob too. That explains the hesitation and lies.
"G-Gerard?" I asked quietly; stepping forward courageously. I had to ask him a question. I needed to know the answer to something that's been bugging me for a while, but I was too scared to ask.
"Yes, baby?" "A-are you seeing someone?" Awkward pause.
Then Gerard looked at me like I was the stupidest person in the world. "No, Frank." His voice was calm and didn't waver; so he must have been telling the truth.
I ran forward and jumped into his arms. Without any hesitation he pulled me closer towards him and kissed my cheek softly. "Let's get to breakfast, babe."
I smiled widely and stood up. "Alright, Gee."

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