Please Don't Take This Out On Me

The next morning I woke up aching for Gerard. Not in a sexual way, just wanting him to hold me, kiss my forehead, smile at me, talk to me - anything. I just craved his soft touch. It drove me absolutely insane but I couldn't help want more. The only kisses I've ever had were in grade 9 when I was forced to play spin the bottle and last night with Bob; but I really wanted Gerard to erase those memories and be my first.
When I finally sat up in bed I noticed Bob wasn't there and jumped up to get ready and go to the dining room for breakfast. When I arrived in the crowded room, I noticed Mrs Skybalt and Bob talking seriously in the corner. Mrs Skybalt had her arms crossed and nostrils flared and Bob had a tearstained face and was waving his hands dramatically to make his point about whatever he was saying. Weird...
I shrugged and went over to sit down across from Mikey. "H-hey." Mikey looked up with wide eyes and gasped. "Oh my god Frank what happened yesterday? I was so nervous I tried to run after you but you just disappeared and Mrs Skybalt said if I went anywhere near you she'd skin me alive and -" too many emotions overcame me like a roller coaster and I burst into tears suddenly. Mikey was by my side in an instant with his arms wrapped around me, so I leaned into him and he hushed me quietly. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked," he murmered. "It's o-okay. It's j-just my r-roomate B-Bob tried to r-rape me." Mikey gasped. "Bob Bryar? That little piece of shit?" Mikey started mumbling curse words I would have never been allowed to say at my house and I put a hand on his face to calm him. "Mikey you're shaking!" "I just can't believe he did that to you! Jesus christ Frankie!" Mikey was holding me so tight I was having a hard time breathing. "Uh, Mikes-" I squeaked.
A figure behind me cleared their throat and I jumped and swung around to see Gerard with his arms crossed and an eyebrow raised. "Pardon me interrupting you little love making, but I need a word with Mikey." I bit my lip and looked Mikey in the eyes. His anger was gone and now he looked completely nervous, and I knew Gerard liked to pick on him but I wasn't sure why. I knew I couldn't let Mikey go alone or else Gerard might kill him. I wrapped an arm protectively around his waist and Mikey snuggled into me. "Is e-everything okay?" I asked Gerard quietly. Gerard glared at me. "I said I'd like to speak with Mikey." He quickly jerked my arm off Mikey and dragged my poor best friend out of the dining room. I sat back down in my usual spot feeling puzzled. Why does weird stuff keep happening when Gerard's around, and why did he take Mikey?
"Iero?" Just when I thought shit couldn't get weirder, I was face to face with Mrs Skybalt. "Y-yes ma'am?" I responded back nervously; sitting up as straight as I could. "Mr Bryar says you drugged him last night, is that correct?" Oh shit. All of a sudden my heart dropped into my stomach and I found myself unable to speak.
"Answer the question!" I jumped and opened my mouth. "N-no." "You're lying, aren't you?" Mrs Skybalt hissed. "You're not telling the truth because you don't want to get in trouble." "H-he tried to r-rape me!" I yelled and the entire dining hall shut up and turned to look at the scene happening here. At that moment I wanted a giant meteor to crash through the roof and hit everyone so I didn't have to look at all the shocked faces.
In a flash, Mrs Skybalt grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the room and into a small office I assumed was hers. I whimpered as I was dragged along and felt her sharp nails digging into my wrist. She finally threw me onto the ground and slammed the office door. I tried to scootch back against the wall; breathing heavily but Mrs Skybalt leaned down and slapped me in the face.
I gasped and moved a hand up instinctively to touch my cheek. "I do NOT tolerate liars!" she hissed; slapping the other side of my face. I burst into tears from the pain and anxiety. "I'm n-not lying." That earned me a kick to the stomach and I fell forward to my knees; crying out for help and sobbing. I clutched onto my stomach as Mrs Skybalt punched the side of my head. "You disgust me. I wish you didn't come to this lovely foster home." I kept my head down; crying silently and wishing I could just disappear. I felt so unloved it was killing me and making my depression worse. The beatings just made me want to die even more and the name calling lowered my self esteem every time.
There was a knock at the door and I jerked my head up; eyes wide. Mrs Skybalt wretched it open and my heart dropped again. Gerard was standing there with blood dripping from both of his nostrils and sweat pouring from his forehead. He saw me staring at let out a forced laugh. "If you think this is bad you should see Mikey."

Notes

oh shittt guys what happened to mikey???