Vacation Doesn't Count

“POV Frank”

The move turned out not to be as bad as I thought. I still thought of Gee every day, and our… experiences together. The first few nights I kept asking myself why he would do that to me. The next few weeks I believed he would never have done that to me on purpose and he loved me too much. I thought of things that could have caused him to tell me so last minute, though I could never think of a good reason. I had cried myself to sleep for the past few weeks since I couldn’t get him out of my mind, ever since that first smirk I knew I would fall for him, and I also knew he would be the one leaving me, broke hearted. I’m just so stupid, falling for all the wrong people at the wrong time, when actually nothing else is going right either. I tell myself I’m over him, but eventually find my thoughts drifting back to him. His perky little nose and nervous giggle… No, no, stop. I have to stop thinking about him, it’s not like I’m ever going to see him again anyway. This move was good actually, I got to spend lots of time with my parents, which I haven’t in a very long time. I met a few nice new people, yet as much as I deny the fact I love Gee as much as I do, I realize I love him more and more every day. I can’t do anything about but I’m still very very in love. I decided to talk to our neighbor, they have one girl, a few months younger than me, very kind and funny. I realized there was no way possible to get Gee back, also the fact that I don’t have his number and I have no way to contact him, so why not try to get someone else, young, beautiful, and kind? I decided to ask her to go to the movies, I couldn’t bring myself to flirt with her though, and turns out, she already has a boyfriend anyway! I suppose I’ll just live in misery, missing Gee for eternity.

Going to a new school is always exciting and nerve-wrecking for me. I usually don’t get that many friends, just the amount of hate is what I still wonder about since it differs every time. I decided to take a shower and take some sleeping pills to get rid of the bags under my eyes, it was after dinner, around 9:45 and someone knocked on our door right before I took them. I opened the door since my dad was on the phone with one of his co-workers and my mom was busy outside in the garden, she’s really into that type of stuff. I opened the door and there was a kind looking boy in front of me, he had dark hair, glasses, and was quite a bit taller than me. He handed me some cookies and said, “You guys are new here, so my mom decided to bake you guys some cookies. Chocolate chip, hope you like them.” He said in a friendly tone and a broad smile on his face, then carried on, “I’m Mikey by the way, I live right across the street, over there” and he pointed to the opposite side of the street. “You can come over and chill any time you want.” I thanked him, since it was the polite thing to do and he seemed nice. I decided that I would go over to his house tomorrow after school.

Notes

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