The Sane Abandoned Me

"Geee." I murmured slapping his cheek softly.

"Yaas." He answered with a husky morning voice which was hot as frick by the way.

"I think we need to talk to your Mum about yesterday." I whispered, which caused him to sigh and roll me on top of him so we were one big cacoon.

"Can't we just sleep?" He asked looking up at me with puppy dog eyes.

"No, this is serious baby." I stated sternly, rolling over and crossing my arms over my chest.

"Okay Daisy doll." He groaned getting up, not before he quickly kissed me on the cheek to make sure I wasn't mad. As if I could stay mad at him. He began to hold out his hand for me to take but once he caught sight of his arms he quickly rummaged around in a draw and pulled a hoodie over his head.

"She's not ready for that." He shrugged helping me up, I nodded and we left his room.

As soon as we left the room we collided with Donna. She raised her eyebrows at me staying the night but greeted us both as we walked down the stairs. We all entered the living room simultaneously and we were all blown away simultaneously.

"MIKEY?!" Gerard yelled at the boy sat on the sofa laughing.

"MARILYN?" I yelled at the girl sat next to Mikey.

"WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?!" Gerard screeched walking closer to his brother slowly almost as if he didn't believe he was really there.

"Gerard don't swear!" Donna yelled. "Now MikeY WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?!" She continued running over and embracing him.

"Marilyn where have you been?! We've been worried sick!" I began, pacing up and down. Gerard looked from Mikey to Marilyn piecing it all together I could see his anger rising beneath the surface and I began walking towards him when Mikey pushed his Mum off him.

"I've been fine okay Mom! I was just staying somewhere else!"

"WeLL WHERE THE FRICK HAVE YOU BEEN STAYING?!" She demanded.

"With me." Marilyn stated raising her hand. I saw Gerard's eyes flash with rage and reached out for his hand but missed as he launched himself a Marilyn.

"YOU FUCKING BITCH!" He screamed his fist clenched. Mikey stood between Gerard and Marilyn.

"Gerard stop!" But Gerard pushed Mikey so hard that he fell and his glasses went flying, shattering on the marble floor.

I stood there watching them all but it was like it was in slow motion and I was moving in slow motion and I couldn't help. I watched as Gerard grabbed Marilyn by the collar and pushed her against the wall banging her head in the process. "THATS MY FUCKING BROTHER YOU KIDNAPPED! ARE YOU A FUCKING IDIOT WE WERE WORRIED SICK." He continued clenching his fist and pressing his body against Marilyn to stop her moving and invading her personal space.

I was suddenly released from the slow motion and ran over to the pair just as Gerard was bringing his fist up. I went quickly to his side and whispered in his ear. "Gee, baby stop." Then kissed his cheek softly.

He stood there for a second Marilyn's collar still in his fist his eyes burning with tears then he released his grip and fell into my arms.

Marilyn came forward and began shouting abuse at Gerard. "MARILYN JUST LEAVE!" I screamed, supporting the weeping Gerard.

She looked at me with her tear filled eyes a look of betrayal that hurt me like hell plastered on her face. "Fine." She whispered sharply and left the house slamming the front door as she went.

Gerard was holding onto me and shaking like a leaf. I turned to the frail boy and whispered. "Everything is okay Gee, I promise."

"NO IT'S NOT!" Mikey suddenly shouted, dragging himself up from the floor. "I HATE YOU GERARD I HATE YOU SO MUCH, I FINALLY GET SOMETHING GOOD IN MY LIFE AND YOU DESTROY IT! YOU'RE JUST LIKE MOM YOU DESTROY EVERYTHING."

"DO NOT TALK ABOUT MOM LIKE THAT." Gerard retaliated, still holding onto me.

"YOU TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING I LOVE SO MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE SOMETHING YOU LOVE." Mikey continued, me and Gerard caught eyes both thinking the same thing as Mikey grabbed me.

I let out a surprised gasp as Gerard swung at Mikey and the two boys began fighting.

"BOYS PLEASE STOP!" Donna cried suddenly.

But Mikey grabbed Gerard's hoodie and tried to pull Gerard to the floor but ended up pulling it off. Mikey froze as he saw the delicate lines laced up Gerard's arms. "Gerard?" Donna whimpered her words sprinkled with tears.

Gerard cowered there covering himself up as if he felt exposed. "Gee I'm...I'm so sorry Mikey began-" But Gerard cut him off.

"I..I think we all...all better sit down."

**********

I lay in my garden letting the cool air brush my skin, helping me relax. I needed to relax. Everything was so crazy. Gerard had told his Mum and Mikey about how he's been getting bad again and after a heart to heart and many tears later we decided he needed help, he's staying at a hospital and he had already left. It broke my heart waving goodbye to him as Donna drove him off. But this will help him, he will get better. I told myself.

But I couldn't help the tears and the burn in the pit of stomach. I looked at my phone that told me it was 2:30 AM. Only one person would be up at this time and they're exactly the person I needed to see.

To:
Marilyn

Can we meet up?
~Daisy

Notes

I was so tempted to put 'And whispered in his ear "Hoe don't do it."