The Sane Abandoned Me

I rolled onto my side as the sunlight from the day soaked through my slightly ajar curtains. I searched my mind to think about what I was doing this fine Saturday morning when I remembered...band practice! I quickly rolled over and felt around for my phone. Feeling the cool metal I brought it into view and began writing a message.

Hey, Gee could me and the girls come over to the rehearsals today?
~Daisy

He replied straight away making a huge grin spread across my face.
Of course! Meet us in my basement :)
~Gerard

I got up and ruffled my hair about to get in the shower when I got another message.
See you in a bit my gfizzle x
~Gerard

I screamed at the top of my lungs then cackled loudly; Gerard's insanity was rubbing off on me.

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After everyone had entered my house we all set out across the road to Gerard's.
"You look nice!" Marilyn exclaimed motioning to my tartan dress that I had covered with a baggy jumper.

"Thanks M! You too." I replied noticing her tie-dye top and ripped skinny jeans.

"Oh my god!" I suddenly gasped making our whole rabble stop.

"What?" Hattie asked impatiently, wanting to get to Ray.

"Me and Gerard Way are going out." I whispered almost disbelieving.

"What was that?" Anna asked.

"I'M GOING OUT WITH GERARD FREAKING ARTHUR WAY!"

"What the frick!" John yelled. "When did this happen?!"

"Yesterday."

"Thats so cute!" Serena chimed in.

I quickly continued walking to Gerard's because I felt I would be blood red in the face if the guys continued cooing. I led them into a back entrance I knew led to the basement.
When we entered the basement Ray Frank and Gerard were sat around a pool table laughing about something. Gerard whipped his hair up and his eyes set on me.

"MY GFIZZLE!" He squealed enveloping me in a hug.

I sighed at the nickname as John screamed. "GERARD FREAKING ARTHUR WAY!" And launched herself at him. Gerard looked confused for a second but soon wrapped John in an embrace.

"Daaaisy." Frank called sauntering over. "So you and Mr Way." I gave him a 'stop that' look but he simply started dancing rather vulgarly. Holly cackled then began dancing with him.

I looked over to see Ray was showing off to Hattie and Summer and Anna plus Serena were joining John in a group hug with Gerard. I cast my eyes around the whole basement but couldn't locate Marilyn; She must be in the toilet.

"So, are you going to practice, or what?" I asked raising my brow.

"Sure!" Frank exclaimed excitedly, dragging both the boys over to their instruments.

"Okay we're going to do a cover of-" Gerard began but Ray cut him of.

"No Gerard we are doing the song you wrote!" He demanded.

"But-"

"We're doing it!" Frank agreed. Gerard let out a long moan but got his lyrics out of his notebook.
I motioned for all the girls to sit down and we all sat cross legged in front of the boys; Almost like we were in Primary School.

Gerard met my eye and he attempted to steady his shaking hands by clutching the mike and singing:

So long to all of my friends
Everyone of them met tragic ends
With every passing day
I'd be lying if I didn't say
That I miss them all tonight
And if they only knew what I would say

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day I'll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

Be strong and hold my hand
Time becomes for us, you'll understand
We'll say goodbye today
And we're sorry how it ends this way
If you promise not to cry
Then I'll tell you just what I would say

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I'll fail and lose this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your

Sometimes we must grow stronger and
You can't be stronger in the dark
When I'm here, no longer
You must be stronger and

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I failed and lost this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes

The song finished and it was really beautiful the band seemed to be missing a few instruments though, drums a bass maybe. But other then that it was perfect.

Everyone was silent and I looked up at Gerard to find tears all over his face. I brought my hand up to my own cheek and felt the dampness of my sorrow as well.

"Hey, guys let me show you my car." Frank said a little urgently. They all got up and followed Frank out and I gave Frank a 'thank you' smile as they disappeared from view.

I immediately rushed onto Gerard's lap and buried my face in his shoulder. He brushed my hair away from my tear stained face and stated softly:

"The songs about you."

I rubbed the tears from under his eyes that were still coming. "Its an amazing song, but I don't like thinking about life without you."

"I'm sorry." He said planting a kiss on my bottom lip.

"Now get up." I ordered, holding my hand out for him to take.

"Why?"

"So I can beat you're ass at pool."

"But thats mean." He pouted, brushing himself off.

"Come on my bfizzle." I teased, causing him to throw me, squealing, over his shoulder.

Notes

Tomorrow is my last day of work experience, I have actually really enjoyed it I just play with kids all day and they aRE SO CUTE!