Gerard's POV

Song of the Chapter: Black Hole Sun –Soundgarden

Dammit! He’s mad. I just know he’s mad. He’s going to yell at me again. Dammit Gerard! C’mon think! What did I get Mikey? Wait. When is Mikey’s birthday again? Fuck. Why can’t I remember?!

"Gerard why don-...Just never mind..have you been taking your medication?"

"Uh, y-yeah. Of course I h-have. Why d-do you a-" I stuttered out, but he stopped me by holding his hold up in a gesture for me to stop trying.

"Gee...why?"

"Wha- why what?" I ducked my head as if it'd make me disappear into the fog.

"Please Gee! Just don't lie to me. I don't have anyone left that will tell me the honest truth, please don't take that from me."

I swallowed the lump forming in my throat. "I-I'm sorry Frankie." I, all but, choked out.

"Where's your medication?" He questioned.

All of a sudden I could hear the faint sound of Lindsey snickering behind me. She'd always thought that I was a whiny bitch and Frank was a dim witted punk. It seemed to entertain her more often than not.

"It, uh it r-ran out a f-few days ago. I j-just haven't r-refilled it yet. But I promised you that I'd take it everyday and I was and I did until it finished. I promise you with everything I have that I did!" I was becoming hysterical again. I felt ashamed of myself and how much I just let it go forth.

My nerves were still on a serious edge, but they were calmer than 2 minutes ago. Frank knows how to get me worked up easily. I hate when he totally dismisses how I feel and chooses to push me more and more.

"Where is your doctor's office?" He asked calmly.

"Corner of Clara Mass and Newark."

"We're going home. You're telling your parents when they get back from Mikey's lessons and then we're going to refill your prescription." I smiled at his plan. But I was not agreed with by Lindsey.

Notes

So
You have all been so quiet
This army is so loud
I'm starting to get really worried
Let me know!
How ya feelin right now?
I miss you all
Love You Pickles!!
Thanks For Reading!!
-AToxicKilljoy