Demoralized Prey

Song of the Chapter: 3:16 -Jhene Aiko

My peaceful resting ended naturally. My eyes flickered open and reality decided to lake it's sweet time coming back to me. I quite enjoyed my few moments of peace and wonder. I always do and I always have. Those moments, I find, are like when a newborn first enters the world and everything is so intruiging that they can't even process what's happening. How precious everything is.Sounds amazing right, to just not know and not feel anything? That's what I love about them so much.

However, it all passed over soon enough. I started processing everything that'd occured over the past 48 hours. First, Jake wants me to step back a bit and 'give him time to think. ike I don't know what he did... Then Mrs. Pythorn wants me to host the Funders Meeting. More like Mrs. (Py)thorn-in-my-ass. Plus, my medication needs to be refilled...like last week. Finally, my best friend that I haven't seen in over 14 months, wants to kill himself and I don't have a clue as to why. God how I miss those newborn moments!

I rolled over expecting to see Frank asleep or ignoring me, but he wasn't. In fact, he wasn't there at all. He wasn't even in the room.

I heard mom talking out in the hallway. I stood up extremely quick and rushed out of my room. Mom was leaning in Mikey's doorway. She turned around.

"Morning sweetheart!" She sang.

"Hey mom." I responded. "Have you seen Frank? Did he leave? Is he still here?" I sped out.

"Uh yeah, I seen him. He was in the kitchen, then on the stairs. But most recently, he's standing right behind you." She seemed confused but she was still smiling.
I turned on my heels and there he was, looking at me with annoyance and confusion. Oops.

"Oh..hey..." I said awkwardly.

"Hi." He stared hard at me. "What's wrong with you?"

"Oh. Uh, nothing. I'm good! Just got..u-uh bit siked out f-for a sec." I looked around everywhere, except at him.

"Okay then." He sighed. "Did you need something?"

"Hm? What? Uh, no. No! Everything's good." I paused, I knew the panic was building up in my chest. "Uh, 'scuse me."

I pushed past Frank and ran down the staircase all the way to the basement. I rushed off the steps and rushed into the half bath. The door locked automatically and I fell hard to the floor behind it. Then it all went to shit.

Notes

Well well well
Tisk tisk
Oh Gerard..what are you hiding?
Hmm I wonder what you are keeping.
Anywhore,
I need to get to school
But
Have you noticed that my taste in music is extremely diverse
Yeah, I like a lot of things
XD
Love you pickles
Thanks For Reading!!!
-AToxicKilljoy