Mute

Gerard's pov*

"Fine. I'm going to bed." Frank dragged his feet as he disappeared up the stairs.
I felt the tickle of tears as they trailed down my cheeks. No!.. Don't cry!.. This is for the best.. He'll thank me later, when he's got his room, and his life back..
When I'm dead and gone!
Of course, what I really want to do, is go up there and hug him.. Tell him everything's gonna be ok, and that I'll never leave him.. But I can't!.. It wouldn't be true.
Wiping the moisture from my face, I try to think of what I could write him to make him understand.
He looked so sad!.. I can't just leave it like that!
Linda walked in from the kitchen "Oh, hi Gee?.. Did you want any dinner?.. You were asleep before, but I kept some for you!.." She smiled, hopefully.
Oh yeah!.. I ate too!.. Yuk!.. I feel sick just thinking about it!
I smiled lightly and shook my head.
I had mostly talked only to Frank, but Linda must've heard me sometimes.. Would she realise that I've stopped talking again?.. Will she care? ".. Well, it's in the fridge if you want it." She sighed, sadly, before picking up the remote for the TV and turning on some random movie that looked about as exciting as watching paint dry.
I stood up and headed up the stairs. I wasn't tired yet, but I could sit and draw til I was.
When I reached Frank's door, I found it was locked, and I could hear music coming from inside.
Not again!!
I sighed deeply, then knocked hard.
At first I got no response, then I heard two words growled out from the other side of the room "Fuck off!"
Well, looks like I was right.. He really does hate me now!
Sighing, I put my back against the wall and slid down to sit on the floor.
There was no point trying to make him understand.. He hates me, and I'll be gone soon anyway!.. Maybe I should just leave?.. Just run away, and never look back!.. Wouldn't that be best for everyone?
I sat and contemplated where I would go, until I finally fell asleep.. on the floor of the landing, right outside Frank's room.
Guess I'll have a sore ass tomorrow then.

Notes

Hi there chipmunks.. How's you?

Sorry you've had to wait so long for this crappy little filler, but I've been ill a lot, and slacking on all my fics for a while now. I'm gonna try to update more, but no guarantees.

Anyway.. Please comment, stay safe, and peace out babies!
<3 Love ya!