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Sing It Out

Regrettable

"Bob! What the fuck?! Stop!" I cried as loud as I could as his head whipped up to face me. Again, I sprinted towards the bridge as fast as I could before he could do anything stupid.
"What are you doing here?" He asked dismally. It broke my heart to see him like this.
"I was- out- just about to leave but I saw you and wanted to help." I said as I snatched the rope out of the teachers hand. He isn't getting away that easily.
"Oh..." He simply replied. I threw the rope over the bridge to make sure he couldn't get back to it. The fact that I just held the one thing that would've killed him made me sick in the chest.
"So why haven't you been at school? The teachers are all shitty now and we need you, the students and the band."
"I haven't been- happy- recently and I needed to get away. It's happened before but I never thought it would come back. I'm so sorry Frank- I'm such a fucking failure!" He cried as he fell to the floor. This is my teacher, no student should see their teacher like this, but Bob was different. He was the nicest person I have ever met before and he's gotten me through a lot of shit in the past. I lower myself so that I'm level with him and put both of my hands on each shoulder.
"Bob listen, you're not a fuck up. You never have been. People do really need you, all of us in fact. Think about what we would do without you, we'd be nowhere! We would still be a bunch of losers just sat in the music room. We could have a fucking career because of everything you've done for us. Now I'm going home and I'll walk with you. I don't give a fuck about what other people say. This isn't student to teacher, this is friend to friend and I want to help you." I said all at once. I meant every word of it. He simply nodded at me and let me lead him out of the park.

We finally managed to make our way out of the park together while we made small talk, trying to keep things casual. We did get the odd couple of people look at us in a weird way but who cares? I just saved a friends life and that's all that mattered. Even everything going on with Gerard didn't seem so important right now. It wasn't until we got back to my house.
"So erm, this is where I live," I said.
"Yeah cool, I don't live too far. Look I know it's kinda weird, but can I have your phone number? It's just? You're the only person that gets what I feel and understands me. I could really do with your help. If not, it's okay." He asked honestly.
"No- that's okay, as I said I just want to help you through everything- not just for the band but for yourself. It would be nice to see you back at school though!" I jokes but it looked as if he took it seriously.
"Yeah sure I'll be there for you guys." He replied. I smiled at him before he placed his phone number in my phone, smiled and began his return home.

I rushed into the house, ignoring the comments coming from my mom and grabbed a few things. I still need to go to Gerard and apologise for being such a massive jerk.
I called out to mom that I was going to Gerard's and she seemed okay with it so I flung the front door open and exited it, making my way to the Way residents. I don't know how he's going to respond, he could be nice about it, forgiving, loving, is what I'm hoping for. But on the other hand he could still hate me and that's something that I don't want ever again. He still means to world to me and is the holder of my own heart. I can't let someone as precious as him just fly past me due to my own stupid decisions.

After a short space of time passed I finally made it to the house. I walked nervously up to the porch and knocked on the door. I don't usually have to knock anymore but I felt bad if I just walked in. Before I could conjure up a sentence to say to Gerard, the same person answered the door. He almost shut it on me before I put a hand up to stop it from slamming in my face.
"Gerard! I'm so fucking sorry, I was such a jerk earlier and I know what I said was wrong, I understand. I don't want to leave you and I don't want you to leave me but I have something really important that you should know. It's nothing to do with you and I, so please listen." I practically begged. I even almost got on my knees to beg but his features softened as he moved the door slightly more agar so that I could walk in. As soon as I entered I heard a massive sigh of relief as Mikey walked by me and we exchanged smiles. I'm kind of getting the impression that Mikey is on my side kind of. Or just wants Gerard and I to get along again. Gerard and I made our way to his bedroom and he made sure the door was shut and locked properly. He turned to face me and everything that I was going to say washed away as I took in his features. I had only seen him the other day but I swear I must fall a little bit more in love with this man every single day. I opened my mouth to talk but I was blocked by his lips crashing I to mine at full speed. I happily returned the kiss but with slight hesitation at the start.
"I'm-so-sorry-Frankie. I- missed- you," he said between kisses. I grinned as he tried to deepen the kiss but I pulled away with a serious expression on my face.
"What's the matter babe?" He asked curiously. Fuck I missed him so much.
"I found Bob earlier-"
"Oh thank god! Haven't seen him in forever." "Yeah, that's because he's been going through some tough shit. He's depressed, majorly depressed and I caught him- I caught him-" I stumbled.
"Caught him what?" Gerard asked as he placed a hand on my shoulder. I looked at him straight in the eyes.
"I caught him attempting suicide Gee. He had the rope tied into a noise on too of a bridge. I found him and stopped him. He's at home now but he's given me his phone number In case he needs me for anything." I explained. Gerard looked at me shocked and only nodded his head.
"You did the best you could Frank and you saved someone's life today! That's incredible. If you wasn't there- god knows what would've happened but you prevented the worse case scenario and I'm so proud of you." He told me as he caressed my cheek lovingly.

We didn't really say much that night, we only enjoyed each other's company once more as I thought how lucky I was to still have this incredible person even though I'm such a jerk. I would stand by this man through everything, through thick and thin. We soon both fell asleep in each other's arms in warmth and comfort of each other's embrace.

Notes

I try to upload everyday at least once for you guys so I'm currently uploading this chapter at my friends house. Fuck I'm tired.
Anyway, here it is and please keep on voting! You're awesome!

Comments

I JUST FOUND THE SEQUAL. FOR THOSE READING ITS CALLED 'ILL MESS UP EVERYTHING' BYE. IM HAPPY NOW

this was amazing! i just read it in two days! subscribing in hopes for a sequal!

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Don't worry guys, if I get any ideas, this one may not be over. But if I don't, I will 99.9% do a sequel. Please don't loose hope in me! :) ideas would be welcome if you want to message me or some shit like that :)

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5/8/15

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Oh my god this left me in so many happy tears. Can you please do a sequel? If you need ideas I can help! I don't want my favorite fic to be over.