Gerard's p.o.v

------Back when the kiss happened------

I was waiting for Frank and was ready to tell him what Ryan had said when I saw Lynz running towards me.
"Hey Gerard" She had the biggest grin on her face, but it wasn't as cute as Franks.
"Umm Hey??"
"Whats, am I not allowed to talk to you?"
"No you can, it's just you haven't in 3 years"
"Yeah... Sorry about that Ryan told me I shouldn't but I guess I missed being friends with you.."
This was getting weird.
"Wait no one misses being friends with me?"
She started smiling and looked around the side of the wall.
"Oh look here comes your little boyfriend."
She smiled and leaned in, before I knew it her lips were connected to mine. They were nothing like Franks. There was no spark, no feeling to it. I heard a small gasp and I pushed Lynz off. Why turned round all that was left was a sandwich.
Lynz started laughing as she sat on the floor.
"Better run after your little Frankie!"
I ran. I shouted his name trying to get him to stop. Ray was standing a few feet in front of me looking confused.
"Gerard, what the hell just happened why is Frank running and why wouldn't he stop?"
Suddenly I had an idea..
"Ray you know how to drive. I need you to drive to Frankie's house I'll explain on the way. IT's IMPORTANT!"
I pulled Ray as fast as I could to his car and we dove to frank's.
I started to tell Ray what happened until I burst into tears. I was scared. Scared that Frank would do something stupid.
"Gerard, calm down everything gonna be fine. as long as we get to Frank's house quickly."
We sat for about 30 seconds in silence and thats when I spotted Frank. He was just going inside of his house.
"Shit, Ray we need to hurry. He just got into his house."

We pulled up outside not really caring how neatly we parked. As soon as the car stopped I got out and ran to the house. The door was locked so I started banging.

"Gerard, don't you'll scare him we need to break the window to get in."
We did as I stepped in i tried to avoid the glass on the floor and helped Ray. I knew my way around Franks house and went strait to his room.

After a few seconds of looking we heard a loud crash coming from the bathroom. Ray was first to get there and was already asking Frank to open the door. We got no reply, Ray started kicking to door trying to get in. I went down stairs crying, this was all my fault.

I went to the kitchen to check if Frank had taken any alcohol. He had. Great this made things 100X worse.

"Ray, Frank has alcohol."
Suddenly Ray started kicking hared and finally kicked the door down. I stood back not wanting to see. But I did. As soon as Frank saw me he back away as if I was a monster.

I felt like one.
I did this to him.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when Frank ran forward trying to run away again. But Ray (thankfully) grabbed him and he passed out.

I sat leaning against the wall as Ray went to go call someone to fix the window and to go put Frank on the sofa.
I look at the mess in the bathroom. Frank's puke and blood was on the floor along with some vodka, glass, razors and beer cans. I felt so bad. I should of known not to trust Lynz or Ryan. The only people I could trust was Frank, Mikey (My brother) and Ray.

I started to clean up the bathroom. I was half way through washing Frank's puke up when Ray walked in.
"Hey dude. So what did happen between you and Frank?"
"We umm.. I mean I.. Lynz kissed me and Frank saw and I think he thought I kissed her and now I feel like shit because I did this to him and he deserves so much better than me."
I told Ray what happened and burst into tears reliving the moment in my head.
"Hey, look, as soon as you tell him what happened he will understand. I know it might take a while but you know Frankie. He will understand!!!!"

I suppose it was worth a try. I nodded and we cleaned the rest of the bathroom.

---Time Laps---

I was sitting in the living room while Ray made so coffee for us. A guy came and fixed the window.
I watch Frank's chest rise and fall. It was peaceful and I can't say how glad I am to see him still alive. I didn't realise I was crying until Ray came in and snapped me out of my trance.
"Here you go,, coffee should help you make you feel better"

While Frank slept we watch some crappy TV. I must of fallen asleep because I woke up to the sound of quite talking. I kept my eye shut and pretended I was asleep.

"Look Frankie. I promise you thats not the story. You just have to hear him out okay?"

"Sure. I'll will. But I'm not promising anything. Shit... Ray why did I do this. I..I'm so sorry I didn't mean for this to happen. I'm so stupid."

I opened my eyes and looked at Frank. At first he didn't notice. But when he did I stopped him from saying and told him:

"Frankie, you aren't stupid. I am. I should of never trusted Ryan or anyone. It's my fault not yours. I'm surprised you stayed with me for so long. I messed this up and I want to make this up to you. I promise no matter how much you reject me I will help fix you and I will make this up to you!
I promise!"

Notes

Sorry I didn't update I just felt kinda shit. But here ya go!!
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