Frank's p.o.v

I ran all the ways to my house. Luckily mama wasn't home. She was at work until late tonight. I had my own key which I kept under in front mat. Which probably wasn't a good idea but I didn't have time to think about that. It took a few tries but i managed to get the key. I sniffed and locked it once I was inside.
I went to the kitchen where all the alcohol was kept. I had to forget, I can't!!! Why would he do this to me! FUCK GERARD!!

I took a bottle of vodka and 3 cans of beer and went to the bathroom. I drank the beers quickly but it wasn't enough! I took my shaver and pulled it apart to get the razors. I haven't cut once since I met Gerard and now I was going to because of him.

I heard a car pull up. My first thought was Ray, and I bet he had Gerard with him to. I Went to the bathroom door checking it was locked and I place myself in front of it for extra support. I heard banging on my front door and knew I didn't have long. I put the cold metal to my skin and made i line down my arm. I didn't feel much, most likely because of the beer but that didn't stop me going for the vodka. I chugged half of it and cut again. I could feel myself slipping into darkness. By now I knew that Ray and Gerard had got into the house because their voices were near and I could fell their footsteps through the floor. I made yet another slash but I had know idea how deep it was. All I know is it was bleeding loads. I tried to get up but failed and fell with a loud crash which I was guessing gave away where I was. I heard them running to the bathroom and they started bangning on the door.
I cried. Not quietly either. I sobbed. Then I puked. My stomach acid covered the floor quickly followed by my blood making red spirals. The room started spinning, I just wanted everything to end. I took the vodka in my hand again and took another drink.
I pressed the red stained metal to my skin and made a deep long line across my arm. Before I finished the door was kicked down and I saw a look of horror spread across Rays face. Then I saw Gerard behind him.
I freaked out. I tried to stand up and make my way back but when that didn't work I ran forward pushing Ray out of the way and tried to make my way to the door. But Ray grabbed me before I could. I scream and kicked
"No! I don't want to!!" ANd thats was when I lost consciousness

Notes

Sorry guys. I wanted to get this out of the way!! If you want me to sum it up for you because you didn't want to read it just say and I will.

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