All is Fair in Love and War - Temporarily on Hiatus

Gerard's POV

I fell back on my bed letting the soft cushion-y feeling soothe me a bit. Relief washed over me. Frank said yes! Frank is going to marry me. I'd been stressed for about as long as I can remember. There was always something or someone that needed tending to. Even something like having the privilege of marrying a Human to strengthen an Alliance freaked me out because I was constantly worrying that he wouldn't like me. If he didn't like me, then he would turn me down and choose someone else. Not only would that be the most publicly humiliating thing I can think of, it would be bad for the people. This is their chance to be co – ruled by Human and Corlian rulers. It's history making. Well, I guess I don't have to worry now, as long as I don't screw it up in the new few weeks. He seems really nice.


And so very hot. I was having such a hard time staying solid the entire time we were on the transmission although I don't think he could tell. He has the most adorable smile. I've never been one to pleasure myself much. Truthfully, everything that's expected of me keeps me so busy that I have almost no alone time unless I'm asleep. But now, I can't help it. I switch my network to Do Not Disturb and feel myself slowly make the shift to semi-solid.


When your body shifts from solid to semi-solid form, it feels similar to stepping into a warm tub of water. I feel the sensations of melting and warming come on gradually throughout my torso. I feel the tingle as my “standard” starts rising towards the surface of my skin. My hand rubs my groin area, slowly and gently at first, then faster until the disk shaped organ is within reach. When it's just an inch below my skin, the tips of my fingers trace a ring around the outer edge. Then they rub circles in the center as I think about my beautiful fiance. His voice is deeper than mine. His skin a little darker. I feel my muscles tighten under the surface, even though the main part of my body remains soft and pliable. After pushing hard in the center a few times, I cum hard and cry out. “Uh.... oh.... Frankie... uh..... Aaaaah.”


There's a wonderful feeling of electricity throughout my body I've never experienced before. Once I come down from the best orgasm I've ever had, I decide to take a bath. While I soak, I start worrying again. I know Frank has been married before so he's obviously sexually experienced. What will he think of the fact that I'm a virgin? I've never even kissed anyone. So pathetic. Even Mikey has done more than I have. I decide to message him after finishing the bath.


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To Frankie: Hi, It was great to meet you. Maybe we can get to know each other a little? What kind of things do you like to do? Do you like music? Do you read? I like to draw and paint if I have any time. I don't have a lot of time but when I do have a little, I read mysteries and suspense stories. I love music.


To Gee: Hi Gee! I love the nickname. I think getting to know each other is a great idea. If we message each other for a bit first, we won't be as nervous either. I love music too. I play guitar. My job was to give guitar lessons, and I played in a band that played at bars on the weekend for extra cash. I like to read too. Little bit of a lot of stuff. I'd love to see your art. I bet it's really something.


To Frankie: I'd love to hear you play your guitar. Did you bring it with you? I hope so. Listen, I don't know how to say this... due to the fact that I've had to spend my live in training, I've never dated. Ever. So I'm going to be really awkward and not know what to do or how to act. I feel really stupid but if you at least know why I'm like this, things might go a little smoother. This is really embarrassing for me to say which is why I'm messaging you instead of telling you this to your face.


To Gee: You don't have to feel weird or stupid at all. I never really dated either. I met my wife in high school, we just hung out and then fell in love. It wasn't really dating. This situation with us is going to be awkward and strange no matter how many people we've dated. But it'll be fine.


To Frankie: You think so?


To Gee: Yeah I do. You seem like a great person. I can't wait to get to know you better.

Notes

I promise I'm trying to get everybody getting soon. Sorry all the smut has been "do it yourself" smut. Hope its ok.

B