Never coming home

Gerard's POV

My dizziness was caused by a bomb hitting the streets just a few feet away from me.

How I survived the impact, I don't know.

I look around trying to get my head together and see Frank running towards me from the ally, looking terrified.

"Gee..." He says, followed by a cough, "you alright?"

"Yeah..." I grunt

Suddenly, Margaret's image appears in my head. I was almost reaching her, but then the bomb hit.
I look around searching for her. I find her laying on the ground just a few feet away from where she was crouching behind the car.

I stand up and start walking towards her. But what I see next, makes my blood freeze.
Margaret is alive, but her dress is covered in blood. And right in the middle of her chest, was metal bar sticking out.

"NOOOOOOOOOO! MARGARET!!!!" I scream and star running towards her. I reach and kneel down next to her holding her in my arms.

"Baby! Baby can you hear me?!" I ask in desperation

"Gee..." She says, her voice weak

"Hang on baby, I'll take you to the hospital. You'll be alright!"

"G-Gerard... I-I can't feel m-my body... W-what's h-ha-happening?"

"It's alright sweetheart.. I'm going to take you to the hospital, and you'll be alright..." I'm sobbing.

Frank is standing next to me. I look up at him and see that he's crying as well. I'm desperate. I don't know what to do.

"Gerard..." I look down at her. She looks so pale... "I'm n-not going to make it... Am I?"

"Shhh... Don't say that baby... Of course you'll make it... I'm going to take you to the hospital, and you'll be alright... Won't she Frank?" I look up at my friend and ask for reassurance... He has none

I feel her fingers brush against my chin and I look down at her again

"You look so handsome... Just like I remembered..." She says

"And you look beautiful... So beautiful... My brown haired beauty..."

"I love you G-Gerard... So much..."

"I love you too Margaret. I love you so much baby." I lean down and kiss her lips

She feels so cold. Her lips aren't moving. I break the kiss and look at her. Her eyes are closed. There's no breath.

"Mags? Mags look at me!" I say, shaking her shoulders a bit

"Oh God!" I hear Frank cry, landing on his knees next to me and sobbing

"Margaret! Come on baby open your eyes!"

"Gerard..." Frank calls, placing a hand on my shoulder, but I ignore him

"Margaret! Margaret please wake up! Margaret look at me!! Open your eyes!" I start to panic, "Baby please! Baby don't leave me!!! I can't do this without you!! Come on Mags just open your eyes!!" My tears are rolling down my cheeks and landing on her pale face.

"Gee..." Frank calls again, and I look at him, "she's gone..."
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The bombs are still falling. We can't stay in the middle of the streets.

I don't feel anything. I stopped crying. I'm carrying Margaret's body to the hospital. I won't leave her on the street.

Frank is running next to me. Every now and then he looks over at me looking concerned, but mostly, he just walks with his head down.

We reach the hospital. It's a mess. There are bodies everywhere, spreading around the garden at the entrance of the hospital. Some are alive and screaming in pain, others just don't move.

I look around searching for Mikey and Ray. I see them both helping three blood covered nurses carrying a soldier over to the hospital steps so he can lay down.

I walk over to them and Mikey sees me. He's face turns into a huge smile of relief as he signals Ray and the nurses of our arrival.

They all look over at us and start running in our direction. They all look so happy.

"Gee! Frank! Thank God you're alright!! Did you find Mags?" Mikey yells

Frank looks over at me and starts to cry again. I don't react.

"Gee... What..." Mikey starts to ask, but soon notices who I'm carrying in my arms

His smile drops. His gaze switches between me, Margaret and Frank. That's when he realizes what happened,

"Nononononononono! Mags! No! She can't.. Not now! No..." He starts to cry and reaches to touch her

"Oh my God! Margaret! No!" The nurses start to cry as well

I lay her down on the ground and Mikey follows my actions. The girls kneel down next to him and cry as well.

Ray walks over to me and tries to hug me, but I push him away. He looks at me confused, but I look over at the girls.

"Take care of her." I say, then turn around and start to walk away.

Frank runs over to me and tries to stop me, "Gerard where are you going?"

"To put an end to this." It's all I say, as I make my way to the air base.

Frank calls Ray and Mikey over, and all four of us run to our planes.
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The planes are fueled and ready for lift off. The guns are charged. It's time to do our job.

We have a green light for take off.

"Are you ready Ray?" I call

"Yeah" he replies

"How about you Frank?" I ask

"Oh I'm there baby." He says, his voice filled with anger

"How about you Mikey?" I call

"Fucking ready." I says, "And you Gerard?"

"I'll be alright. Let's do this."

Notes

I'm sorry for this!! And I'm sorry it took so long to update!

Stay safe Killjoys <3