Love Is A Four Letter Colour

I sit next to him and watch him work on his piece, another of his dark abstracts.

"how can you paint if you are colour blind? And why do you choose to do it in dark colours? How do you know these are dark colours?" I ask in a very confident tone, first I was afraid to ask this question but now I'm willing to know, I want to know.

There's a brief pause and all we can hear is the radio playing Mozart in the background.

"the same way Mozart made music, I used my source of love" he finally answers my questions, I had this moment of relief and then I open my mouth to ask one last question;

"what's your source, Gerard?"

"you."

1. Prologue {Edited Errors and added more}

   "This is my story, my personal life written on paper, this is mine and Gerard's story, this is how we met and we fell in love"

2. The Pills Weren't Enough, Gladly.

   Chapter 1 {Trigger Warning- Suicide attempt background story}

3. Why Must You Die?

   {Triggering Title Not Triggering Chapter}

4. A Walking Meme

   {Chapter 3}

5. Welcome To America, Now Speak English.

   {Chapter 4}

6. A Confused Cold Teen

   {Chapter 5} (Title credits to Goat)

7. Just Him, A Canvas And Some Paint.

   {Chapter 6}

8. Mud puddles, Coffee Shops and a Bit of Thunder

   Chapter 7

9. The Straw That Broke The Camels Back.

   {Chapter 8} {Part 1}

10. The Straw That Broke The Camels Back. {Part 2}

    {Chapter 8, Part 2}

11. Me And Fear

    {Filler Chapter}

12. A Friend Fucker.

    (Fancy ass brackets don't work.) (chapter 10)

13. Your Kiss Is Sugary Sweet

    {Chapter 10} {Title is from the song Cake by Melanie Martinez}

14. Little Body Big Heart

    {Chapter 12}