Love Is A Four Letter Colour

Aidan smiled against my lips and I smiled back because having my best friend happy makes me happy too. What does sex make us? I feel like this should be a one time thing only or maybe we could be friends with benefits. What would be think about that though? Maybe he really loves me and wants something else out of this. Maybe I should just say yes.

I didn't realise he pulled away and I was staring at him while thinking.

"Hey." Aidan smiled and sighed in relief. I'm glad he's happy.

"Hey, uh...I was thinking about what you asked me earlier...the boyfriends deal? I think I would like that. I'm sorry I freaked out on you, Aidan." I apologies and bite my bottom lip while watching his tired, happy face turn to an extremely excited face, a smile forming on his lip baring his teeth.

"Are you shitting me?" Right now, he looks like a male version of Harley Quinn, which is rather cool, but that doesn't matter right now, all that matters if that I'm not shitting him and we are going to be a thing now. So I shake my head and hold his hand.

I wonder what Gerard answered earlier, I should probably check now, Aidan can't complain right now, I have to answer Gerard.

"Aidan? Do you mind if I check my emails right now?" I ask and he shakes his head, so I grab my phone and check out what Gerard answered.

'Frank, would you mind if we met up tomorrow at the same coffee shop, it would be wonderful. -XOG'

I start typing my reply

'I wouldn't mind at all! I'm totally up for it, I might have to bring someone if you don't mind? -xofrnk'

With that I set my phone aside and lay in bed, facing Aidan and smile at him.

"Hey Aidan, tomorrow I'm going to go out with a friend, I thought maybe you'd want to come?" I suggest and he shook his head.

"No, I will let you hang out with friends, you know I'm not that kind of person, you know, who's really over protective." He replied, his eyelids then slowly closed, I guess the sex has made him tired. I will let him rest.

I feel like-, I feel like this is going to make Aidan really happy, maybe I can like him like he likes me, maybe the will happen soon. Maybe I can love him. He has such a big heart. Oh, Aidan...

Notes

yah bye
-GWGB