“Hold your hands straight cause of the recoil always check that the safety is off if it’s on it won’t shoot and the attacker will have time to shoot you before you click it off, bring the front sight between the Rear sight, make sure it’s between Frankie or you’ll miss, Keep steady and pull the trigger” Gerard says as he pulls the trigger mere seconds after he says it, the bullet went through the target in the middle leaving a loud ringing noise in my ears, reaching for my ear I placed my finger inside it and nudges it a little bit, it was painful but I need to get used to this.
It’s been a week since I spoke to Pete and everything that he said was making more sense now, Gee has been more affection towards me, it wasn’t anything sexual. There were moments yea where he grinded against me and I did the same but nothing more, honestly I’m craving for his touch right now, my body is literally burning with need. I spoke to Pete about it;

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I pushed the door open to our bedroom and as soon as I walked it there he was Pete butt naked in the middle of the room swaying his hips from side to side this is not the first time that it happened, as soon as he heard the door open he stopped and turned around smiling a bit at me “Oh hey there” he says, I roll my eyes at him and pushed the door closed “Pete for the love of god put some god damn clothes on you’re burning my eyes” I said as I made my way towards my bed.
Pete hung his head to the side and arched his eyebrow “It’s not like you never seen a dick before, mine is great it’s pierced, it’s a gorgeous son of a bitch” he said, I brought my hand up to my forehead and sighed. “Pete I don’t want to look at your dick okay? That’s Mikey’s job not mine, just please get covered up if someone comes in here and sees you like that-“
“They’ll be mesmerised with my awesome shlong, damn they’ll end up daydreaming about it, and speaking of Mikey he thinks it’s a beast” he chuckles as he made his way towards the closet.
“PETE! I don’t care what Mikey thinks about your thing… I just hope you come out dressed out of there or I’m going to lock you in there.”
“Oh putting me back in the closet I see? Those days are over Frankie, I came out of the closet years ago!” he said, indeed he’s been out of the closet for ages, I sometimes hope he was still there I mean Pete wouldn’t have been this Pete I know now if he was still in there right? He’ll be shy and awkward not open and someone that makes his dick sound like an almighty meat stick.
“Anyway, why are you even in here, aren’t you supposed to be busy with Gee?” he said again coming out the closet this time dressed thank god.
“I came here to speak to you, you’re the only one that I can open up to, I cannot seem to find myself to speak to Gerard the way I speak to you Pete”
He walked over to my bed and sat down next to me “Okay go on, but before you do, Frankie try and trust him, he’s a great guy trustworthy too” he says putting a hand on my shoulder and squeezing it a bit
“I know Pete, it’s just since he removed my collar he hasn’t been…. uhm.. touchy? I mean there has been moments where he touched but he doesn’t continue like there is a barrier that I cannot see.” I say looking down at my lap, I cannot believe myself I’m not supposed to feel the need to be touched let alone fucked what the hell is happening to me I used to feel disgusting everytime I was touched that way and now… I want him to do it to me
“Awwwh is poor little Frankie sexually frustrated?” he awe’d, chuckling at the end
“I’m not fucking joking Pete, it’s not normal for me to feel this need …this want for him to just.. go there. Jesus Christ and the worst part is sometimes it’s too powerful that even by the slightest touch of his skin makes me go crazy, I’m scared Pete. So so scared” I said while rubbing my hands together, feeling my body get sweaty.
“Hey, Frankie it’s normal to feel like that we all have our needs, remember you are falling for him so you will be longing for his touch”
“Okay maybe you’re right” I say looking up at him frustrated “Why won’t he touch me then? I mean jesus fucking Christ sometimes I’m so hard it hurts and I know he knows that I’m getting needy cause when he starts I could feel him grind me but he stops! It’s so frustrating Pete. I don’t know what to do”
“Easy go and have a hand session in the bathroom it will go away eventually” he says all cooly…
“I didn’t mean that I meant about Gerard, I think you were oh so wrong about his feelings” I said feeling my chest ache… damn… I am really falling for Gerard it hurts to even think about him not wanting me….
“Maybe he’s scared cause you’re not ready yet, he needs to be sure that you’re ready” he says patting my shoulder, I frowned and shook my head
“Yea like go up to him and tell him ‘ Oh hey Gerard, I’m horny as fuck, please fuck me against the wall and fuck me hard so I won’t walk for days thank you’” I said, shaking my head and my hands flailing about.
“You could try that or just show him, like grope him and shit come on Frankie you should know the techniques. If you don’t I pity you, I’ll let you borrow my phone and watch some fucking porn to get the hints.” He says…wait phone? Nevermind about that now that;s not the problem here.
“I don’t need that shit, I’m just not a confident person” I said, sighing and letting my head hang down.
“Grow some balls and grab a cock Frankie. That going to be your motto” he says winking me.

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It’s been a three days now since I spoke to Pete, and yet I haven’t done anything to show Gerard. And now here we are for the first time in my life holding a pistol. I did as Gerard instructed my palm is getting sweaty against the gun, taking a deep breath I pull the trigger the gun shooting the bullet out making my arm rise a bit.
“Oh it was so close Sweetie just try again this time imagine the target being Toni, you have one chance to shoot either you hit him or he hits you” He says calmly slowly making his way behind me his hands resting on my waist “You can do it” I nod at him and take another deep breath closing one eye to aim properly trying hard to aim it at the target’s head, pulling the trigger again the bullet shot through the targets head and I smile when Gerard’s grip on my waist tighten a bit “see you did it Sweetie, a few more days of practicing and you’ll be a pro” he giggled a bit into my ear, I place the gun on the metal table, turning around to face him I bit my lip slightly and take another deep breath.
“Is something wrong Sweetie?” he asks, this is it, this is the time I should take it. I need him I really need him, feeling my body tremble a bit my hands quickly made their way around his neck smiling a bit I nodded “Yes I’m fine Gee” I say before he could answer I pull him closer to me my lips smashing against his, his grip got tighter as he pulled me even closer to him, personal space? Fuck that shit I need him to get closer I had enough of this helpless feeling I need him. I bit down on his bottom lip making him let out a soft moan only for my tongue to slide into his mouth dancing along with his. As both our tongues battled he picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist.
The kiss heated more as he starts to grind his bulge against mine making me moan into his mouth, he broke the kiss panting while smirking and looked at the clock on the all “We’ve only got a few minutes till we have the meeting with Zaid” he says, I shake my head and pull him closer. “I don’t care, I need you Gee please, it hurts” I say looking down at my tight bulge, he chuckled and shook his head a bit, placing a kiss on my lips “Fine , it will be a quick one , are you sure you want this Sweetie?” he says his voice filled with concern I nod and again attached our lips together. As we kissed he manage to take off my jeans and boxers letting my erection spring free out, damn that’s a relief I reached down for his and did the same undoing the button, zipper following by both his jeans and boxers to slide down his legs.
He lined his finger against my entrance and I shudder a bit, his lips leaving mine, only to be placed against my neck, he sucked and bit lightly as he pushed his finger into me, I let out a stifled moan as my wall cluctched against his finger, not caring anymore and wanting nothing more just to feel him I groan a bit, and I guess he understood it as he started to move his finger in and out of me, I let my head fall back still my arms around his neck, without any warning a second finger joined in with the first, the burning sensation filled with pleasure coursing through my body as my hips bucked up against his fingers, I can feel his fingers stretching me as I bit down on my lip not to moan like a desperate whore.
I feel him shake his head against my neck “Let me hear you Sweetie please” he says as he pushed both his fingers deep inside me, I let out a loud moan “Good boy love” he says, as he took both his fingers out and lined himself against my entrance, he look down at me as he started to push inside of me, his cock stretching me all the way to it’s size, I place my hands on the table as he rested me against it and grip the edges, the burning sensation was still there as my hole was getting used to his size again it’s been way too long, I nod at him and he pulls halfway out and then slam back in making me wither a moan like a slut underneath him. I close my eyes tightly shut as he continued to slam into me, I can hear him moan, gasp and panting which was only making more harder then I was, I open my eyes to look at him and his beautiful face filled with pleasure and sweat, and that’s when I felt it all what Pete said, our eyes locked together as he slammed into me, my heart was hammering in my chest and wave after wave of pleasure cursed through my body, I feel my abdominal tightening and I know I am not going to last any longer looking at him, I reach down for my own length leaking against my abdomel only for his hand to slap it away.
“I’ll do it love” he says, placing his hand on my cock, his grip was firm as he starts to jerk his hand up and down my length with the same momentum as his thrust, I can’t hold any much longer, my heart is going to rip out of my chest, my body withered.
“F…Frankie.. I.. love you” he says and that’s what sent me off the edge. Strand after strand of white sticky substance shot out of my cock onto my chest and his hand. It took him a few more thrust and I felt him finish inside me, his head hung down as he moaned and shivered.
He…loves me… he said it.. oh my god. I pull him quickly down and attach my lips against his as I felt my eyes fill with tears. He smiles in the kiss and pulls out of me.
“And I…. mean it” he says again resting his forehead against mine, One of my hands reach to cup his cheeks and I nod.
“I do too Gerard” I say and he pulls me in for a tight hug while humming, his head resting in the crook of my neck.

Notes

AH, that smut though
I needed to add smut! it's been too long! and it's been coming....and coming :P

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