Whips in passion

Both me and Gerard made our way down the stairs, him in front of me sometimes glancing back at me a smile on his lips, I can’t help myself but smile back. We made it to the living room as soon as Gerard opened the door, Mikey threw the controller over at Pete “You fucking wanker, you seriously need to stop camping and knifing me!” he yells at him.
Pete being himself shrugs a smirk on his face “What cannot handle these skills Mikes?”
Mikey’s face turned red as Pete finished the sentence, honestly I didn’t know he was this much of a sore loser. Gerard on the other hand was still smirking. He took my hand in his and pulls me in the room shutting the door behind us. We sat down between Pete and Mikey, Gerard on Mikey’s side and me on Pete’s side. Pete was still smirking and it got wider as he saw mine and Gerard’s fingers laced together. I roll my eyes a Pete and nudged him with my leg while Gerard tried to calm Mikey down.
“I swear I will not bother to play a pvp with you Pete, you’re no fun” Mikey says huffing while crossing his hands together.
“Come on Mikes, it’s just a game you weren’t this much of a sore loser” Gerard says, his hand letting go of mine as he got comfortable on the sofa, he leans his back against it and his hand made it’s way around my shoulders pulling my closer to him. Again Pete was still smirking and wiggling his eyebrows at me although this is very comfortable to be close to Gerard, it is not comfortable to have Pete staring at me like that that smug look on his face saying “I told you so” and maybe he was indeed right, there was no proof yet that what he said was happening. Maybe I’m too weird to not take the hint or maybe there was nothing at all, I am not a one to have high hopes. I lost that years ago, and I am sure as hell not going to hope there is something going between me and Gerard. I look at Gerard, his now Black hair still the same length as it was, made his skin look more paler then it was and his hazel orbs shine more. I didn’t realize immediately that Gerard was now looking at me too, I shake my head a little bit
“Ugh sorry, I blacked out” I say looking down at my lap.
“It’s Okay Sweetie, I asked you if you were okay?” he says his voice filled with sincerity I smile at him and nod.
“Oh I’m great S-… Uhm Gerard” I say, looking down at my lap.
“Gee, I need to talk to you… Alone” Mikey says, I look at them both and I see Gerard nodding, his arm leaving my shoulders, only to make me realize how much I wanted his hand to be around me, an unexpected whimper escaped my lips making Gerard look back at me smiling, out of nowhere he leaned in and pressed his lips against mine as his hands both cupped my cheeks. “I’ll be back Sweetie” he says nodding at Mikey as they both left the room, leaving me and Pete alone.
“Sooo…. I see a certain someone isn’t wearing his collar” Pete says while looking at the T.v, I take a deep breath and nodded even though I am sure he didn’t see me due to his game being on.
“Yea, uhm…. A week ago Gerard he removed my collar” I say, while placing my hand on my neck and slowly massaged it.
“Oh did he know? I thought he was a dick and an asshole” Pete says again this time pausing the game, looking at me a smirk on his lips.
“Well he was until someone by the name of Pete took his place on the top of assness list” I say making myself chuckle a bit, I’m glad Pete isn’t some kid who takes everything offensively, he placed his hand over his chest and faked gasp
“Oh wow, Frank that really did hurt me” he says chuckling and shaking his head “See I told you, one day you’ll be free from the way I could see you two are pretty getting close”
“Close? What makes you say that?” I ask my eye never leaving his.
“Frank, it’s so obvious that Gerard doesn’t want you to just be his pet I mean he did remove your collar and you stayed which means you have some sort of feelings for him too” he says, I shook my head and crossed my arm together.
“I’m only here to… help my …mother” well that wasn’t a lie I needed to get my revenge! But… thinking about leaving Gerard… damn… I don’t think I’ll even have the balls to walk out on him. That will mean I won’t get to see those gorgeous hazel eyes everyday.
“Frank stop being a fucking child and admit it, he removed your collar a week ago and you’re still here so that means he removed it before Toni kidnapped your mom”
“Uhm… yea but sti-“ I was suddenly cut off with Mikey and Gerard making their way back into the room, I glanced at Pete and begged him with my eyes not to continue he nodded and smiled.
“So me and Mikey decided to see who’s the best call of duty player between me and him, so If you be kind enough Pete and give me my controller back” Gerard says sitting again next to me, Pete chuckled “Oh come on Gee, this happened before you always Won against Mikey he’s shit at shooting games”
“Fuck off Pete, I can beat my brother in any game I only let him win cause he gets upset and cries like a little bitch afterwards” Mikey says, Okay that was a bit weird……
“Mikey shut up, I never done that”
“Yes you did when I won in Pokemon you always cried”
“God damn it Mikey that was when we were kids! We are adults now….well sort of You won at pokemon cause you pulled that fucking Charizard card! Anyway that’s not the point. You are my little bitch when it comes to shooting games” Gerard smiled
“oh your so fuckin on you little black haired "no one understands me boohoo" emo sassy pants!” Mikey says sticking his tongue out at Gerard, Pete chuckled a bit while I am trying hard to fight back a chuckle, that surely is unexpected to come out of Mikey’s mouth. Gerard stared at Mikey his lips slightly parted and his eyes wide, his lips turned into a smile “Big words coming from my little target practice bitch” he says laughing as the game started, both the ways concentrated deeply on the game Gerard having his tongue poking out the side of his lips while Mikey glared at the screen.
As the game went on, it was clearly Gerard who was wining, Mikey on the other hand, started to turn redder then a beetroot and as soon as I know it he started cussing and rubbing his face with both his hands while Gerard laughed at him and rubbed it more in his face. Mikey demanded a rematch and Gerard accepted it. As the game started on again Pete tapped me on my knee and I look at him.
“We better get out of here because there is going to be a war between these two and I know you don’t want to be stuck in the middle of it.” He says I nodded and we both got up both Gerard and Mikey were way into the game to notice us and made our way out of the room and outside where a huge swimming pool was, I followed Pete towards the bar both of sat down a stool.
“So, about what we were talking about, Tell me Frankie how do you feel around Gee?” Pete asked I sighed and rested my head on my hands.
“I don’t know Pete, honestly it’s all confusing me, I don’t have the right words to explain it” I answer looking down.
“Just tell me how you feel around him, explain to me and I’ll tell you what It means” he says I look up at him, he’s smiling warmly at me and I nod I guess telling him how I feel around Gerard won’t hurt, although I am so scared to know the truth
“It’s …. When I’m around him I feel warmth in my chest, even when I think of him, and uhm… when his hands are around me… well it makes me all fuzzy inside, I don’t know what it means… maybe I do Pete and I’m scared to admit it, I mean I never felt this way towards anyone. Not even my parents” I admitted to him.
“Well, that’s a good thing you do indeed have feelings towards Gee, and I can tell you they are the same as I have towards Mikey, has it ever crossed your mind to leave here? Maybe after we find your mom and get your revenge?” he asks, that question is something that never crossed my mind damn I never thought about leaving, I quickly shook my head “No, Pete I don’t want to leave not now not ever, I came to like it here.” I say he nods and pats my shoulder “Well I can tell you what you are feeling Frankie, only if you want to hear it” he says, I keep looking at him, should I find out? Is this love?... or is it something else? And what if it’s love?..... what if I get hurt, I don’t know how that feels but still getting hurt is something I wasn’t looking forward to … I’ve been physically and mentally hurt a lot in the past few years to know how it feels like… but hurt when it comes to heartbreak…. I just don’t know how it feels.
I nod at him and sigh waiting for him to speak up “Frankie dear, you’re in love with Gerard”.
I can feel my heart hammer in my chest as he spoke… can it be? I’m in love with the person who bought me? Who wanted me for a pet? But he never treated me like one. He treated me so well. Is Pete right?..... I think he is. “Frankie, there is nothing to be ashamed of, I didn’t want to believe myself when I was falling for Mikey, damn it was an emotional wreckage for me, I experienced love before and know what it feels like to be heart broken, but from looking at Gee I am sure he feels the same way towards you, maybe yea he hasn’t told you yet cause he might be afraid of creeping you out, you’re so fragile sometimes Frankie.” He says….
“I’m not Fragile, I’m just getting used to things” I recoiled I hated when someone says I am Fragile, I’m not weak. I only bowed down cause I didn’t want to get tortured anymore. That doesn’t make me weak.
“Frankie, imagine Gee came up to you and said he loves you would you believe him?” he asks again.
I shake my head at him and he nods “See what I mean this is all new to you. That’s why you’re Fragile, and I can see it in Gee’s eyes that all he wants to do is protect you, even Mikey noticed the sudden change in his brother.”
After a while we decided to go back inside, I sat down next to Gee who was yet again far away in the game kicking Mikey’s ass.
“Don’t worry Mikes, I’ll make it feel better afterwards” Pete says as he sits down next to him and placed his hand on his thigh, Mikey huffed and nodded “Yea you better” he replied, and that made me think about some disrtubing images of Mikey and Pete fucking… jesus Christ… no wonder those two were always all over each other they’re too open unlike me and Gee.
Thinking about what me and Pete spoke of… I think he is right, I think I did indeed fall for Gerard Way, My former Master, the men that removed my collar and the men I am great full for that found me in Zaid’s market.

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