Pull Me Out Of This Hole, It's Dark In Here

DID I JUST CALL HIM 'HUN'!? Oh shit. Oh fuck. Why do I fuck things up? What will he think?

He already saw me twice staring at him, and now this, I seem like a creepy stalker.

"Fuck." I hit the wall in my desperation. It didn't help my situation but oh well, it felt good.

I need a joint.
I sat down, sucking in the smoke.

I hope Frank isn't scared of me... I mean he's going to be seeing me alot.

I don't know what happened next, but I could swear I fell asleep, because the sun was setting and my joint didn't exist anymore.
I relaxed again, but then I remembered something,
"Shit!" Frank. I jumped off the couch and ran to the front door in a second, thankfully remembering that I didn't have my keys with me... or my phone... or shoes.

"Fuck." I ran back to the couch to get my phone and then back to the hallway to get my keys and to put on my shoes.

And in seconds I was in front of Frank's apartment, staring at the doorbell. Shit, now is not the time to get anxious Gerard. I didn't even notice I had rang the doorbell, but there Frank was, looking at me.

"Oh great, you're here." Frank smiled opening the door fully, revealing his apartment.
"Yeah... sorry I kind of fell asleep and just woke up..." I blushed looking away from Frank.
"No worries, I'm just being the annoying neighbor, to bother you with this..." Frank babbled on, he seemed pretty nervous actually, how cute.
"Well hey, get in." Frank laughed stepping away from the door.

I walked into his house, and it looked pretty good, considering I still have few of my boxes unboxed in my apartment.

"Yeah uh... to the bathroom." I mumbled to myself actually hoping Frank wouldn't hear me mumble stuff. I walked to his bathroom and under the shower.

"Oh uh, the boiler... did you turn it on?" of course he did, he's not as stupid as you Gerard.
"Oh." or maybe he is... "Nooo..." Frank said, closer to me than I expected.

"It's there next to the cabinet. You know how to use it right?" I pointed the other side of the room smiling weakly. Frank turned his head around too.
"Yeah... damn I'm just so slow." Frank laughed walking to the switch. I stared at him while he stared at the panel.

"Come on Frankie, it's not rocket science." I laughed walking next to him, while he giggled nervously.
"I'm not good with this kind of stuff..." Frank blushed.

"Okay, here, let me." I said, pushing him lightly out of my way. I turned the switch I was staring at, up, pushed one button and looked at Frank, smiling. "Now you don't have to freeze your ass, everytime you get a shower." Frank smiled, staring at the panel, for a second.
He looked like he was really deep in thoughts and he was so cute with a little frown on his face.

"I think you can go now, if you want." Frank said turning his face to me.

"Yeah..." I answered, really getting lost into his eyes. "Yeah, I think I'll go." I got a grip of my thoughts and waved at Frank, who was blushing? How cute is that? "Bye." I walked out of his bathroom and to his door, but before I opened the door, Frank yelled his goodbyes to me.

It was a good idea to leave now, a little while longer and I think I might have kissed him. He was so cute and shy and oh my god I need to stop.

When I pulled my gaze up I saw one of my neighbors, this really bitchy woman, who always glares at me, and I swear if looks could kill I would've been murdered few times by her.

"Don't ruin that boy." oh yeah, she's also been living here longer than I and she knows that I have a habit of ruining peoples lives.

"I'll try." I winked and smirked, walking past her.

But really, I have no intentions of ruining Frank's life, I like him way too much, to do something like that to him.

Frank's pov
Oh shit, he looked like he was really about to kiss me... I felt the blush on my cheeks fading away, when I yelled my goodbyes to Gerard from the bathroom.

WELL, it's time to get a shower, I stink.

When I got out of the bathroom I walked straight to my bed and fell asleep.

Notes

OH MY FUCKING GOD I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT UPLOADING!! but shit went down... it's a little better now I guess and yeah..... here you go guys.