Being rejected by everyone and being a social outcast is pretty much my thing.
I have the longest record with the police of my family, and everyone at school. I have gotten detention more than I have actually gone to school, and my parents always get pissed at me when I play pranks on them or Mikey (my brother).
And the reason why? I don’t give a fuck about anything.
Why?
Ever since when my girlfriend Lindsey broke up with me 2 years ago I was heartbroken, and from that point on I promised myself I wouldn't feel anything anymore.
It worked, but it turned me into a rebel who never follows the damn rules. Usually it’s pretty fun, but sometimes it’s annoying since my mom takes away my sketchbook and pencils and I have absolutely nothing to do.
I have moved schools so many times I don’t even remember my first school of high school. I have moved 5-6 times every years so far, I’m in 11th grade now. I’m quite settled down here and for some reason I don’t feel the need as much to spray paint the school buildings at night and get sent away. I mean, I still feel nothing and have a soul colder than ice, but I don’t as much feel the need to get into school trouble. In my previous schools after being there a few weeks or months I would sneak out of the house and paint my face and signature on the school buildings to “leave my mark” on the school. Then again, I’ve only lived here about 2-3 weeks and part of it was during break, so. I’ll probably be tempted to do so soon enough so I can move again. I never get friends (I never try but oh well, if they wanted to be my friend they’d talk to me first) and so I don’t feel the need to get bullied and so I force my parents to move over and over again.

Notes

quick explanation about Gerard's life,
um, I'm tired and need to study,
but, here's my first chapter.
will probably 1-3 more chapters during the weekend (:
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well, please comment and subscribe 'n shit. and well. frerardthough. xx