Walking around in school with people looking at you with their judgy little eyes, or just ignore you is pretty easy to ignore. I mean. I never have friends, and I know exactly what everyone’s thinking, but usually don’t start talking to me or make fun of me until I start getting in to trouble. Lately I’ve just been really tired so I feel no need to do anything. Staying in shadows, and finding people’s flaws to use against them later is pretty fun too anyway. One day I walked into my algebra as nonchalantly as always, until I saw the kid. Oh. My. Fucking. God. No.
I told myself I would never feel again but this boy walked right through my walls and straight into my heart. I had never seen it coming. A guy. Like that. Like. Like. Like me. He was so fucking hot with his greenish eyes looking up examining the class and his long black hair. It was oh so slightly messy to make it even hotter, and it wasn’t too short to be ugh, but also not too long to be ugly. No. no. no. People would make fun of me if they even had the slightest idea I was interested in guys. I couldn’t let anybody know. I couldn’t let myself feel. As the boy caught my eye he blushed and quickly turned his head to his notebook. Damn. Even that looks hot. “umm, Gerard. Do you want to go sit down maybe?” My math teacher said to me, and I realized I had probably looked like a fool standing up there for at least a few minutes staring at the hot new kid in the back of the class. I quickly excused myself maintaining a cool smile. Looking around the class, I saw people sitting together, laughing. And the only spot left was next to. Oh no. him.

Notes

really, really short chapter real quick,
because I'm really tired and I'm like halfway done with my english project which is due tomorrow,
and I got braces today so I just can't think straight rn.
um, so I don't think I'm going to be posting anything or updating any of my stories since it takes a few days for you to get used to braces, and I don't want to write with a headache. so.
comment what you thinkk (:

xx frerardthough