Divided

Jane's POV.

We were back at the house, all sitting in the library. The walk back home was made in complete in absolute silence as everyone tried to figure out what just happened. For some reason, I'm the only one that doesn't think that this is a big deal. I mean, I'm surprised, but Frank is acting like this is an abomination. "Is he mad at me? It's not like I could prevent it... It just...happened". I didn't know what was going to happen. We were all just sitting in the library, all three of them staring at me. I felt like I was in trial...

"Jane, do you have any idea how you did what you did?" Frank asked, he was looking at the ground. He hasn't looked at me since it happen. And quite frankly, it's starting to piss me off.
"No, I don't. I just wanted the lion to live and then he did. That's all."
"Jane, you have to understand that this is important." Gerard said, also not looking at me, "This never happend before. Logically, you should be dead! No one can bring anything back to life! It takes a huge amount of power to do what you just did! And here you stand, unharmed and looking like nothing happend!"
"So you would prefered if I died? Is that it?" I'm getting angry now.
"That's not what we meant Jane." Mikey interrupted, "But you just did something, that no one thought it was possible. It just scared us a little bit..."
"Well I did it! And what's the big deal anyway?! I saved a life! Why is everyone acting like that's a bad thing?! If I can do that with animals, maybe I can do it with people! I can save lives!"
"By manipulating them..." Frank said, finally looking at me, "You can manipulate their minds and bodies. Before the sacrifice, the lion was scared, but you touched it and it calmed down. How?"
"I don't know how! It just did!"
"Think. Think back and try to remember. You walked to the cage, the lion roard, you placed a hand on top of it and..." He signaled me to fill in the blank
"And I said "relax", you must have heard me say it! I said "relax"!"
"No, you didn't Jane. At least not out loud. You must have said it with your mind. You must have entered the lions mind, and made him calm down... What about after you brought it back to life? He growled at you, you stood up, and he bowed, literally bowed to you! What did you say to it then?" Frank was on the edge of his chair with excitement. I just didn't know if it was happy excitement, or angry excitement...
"I... I thought... "Don't be ungrateful... I saved you life, don't make me change my mind..." And the he left..."
"What about when you healed him?" This time, it was Gerard that spoke, "what did you thought then?"
"I thought..." It was hard for me to remeber, it was all a blur. And this inquisition act wasn't helping, "I thought... "Heal"... That's it, I just thought that, and the wound began to close. Then I thought, "live", and the lion started breathing again... Look, I don't know what this means, or how am I capable of doing this. I just am! And I would appreciate if you all didn't treat me like I'm a freak of nature!" I stood up and started walking away, but someone grabbed my hand. I turned around to see Frank.
"Baby, I'm sorry... We didn't mean to make you angry... We're just... Very surprised... That's all."
"You mean you're scared of me! I can see it in your mind Frank! In all your minds! You're scared of me!"
"Wait a second!" Mikey said, walking towards us, "you can read our minds?!"
I haven't realized what I said until Mikey pointed out. I could read their minds! I could hear Frank's thoughts as clearly as he was speaking to me! Same with Mikey and Gerard... "This is just weird" I thought to myself...
"I.... I can...." I said, widening my eyes at the realization, "I really can!"
Frank was just staring at me... "What does it all mean? Is she Light and Dark? Is she just Dark? But what about the Mark? Dark Healers don't exist! They're power is based on control over things! Can she even be called a Healer?"
"Frank who are you talking to?" I asked, confused
"I wasn't... Wait...did you just listen to my thoughts?" Frank blushed with embarrassment
"Yeah... I think I did..." I smiled looking at him
"This is going to be really weird from now on..." Mikey said
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Frank and I went upstairs to my room. All I wanted was a shower and a good night sleep. On the one hand, my new abilities were cool, but on the other, I knew how dangerous they could be. Our initial conclusion is that I can manipulate mind and body, wich gives me the ability to break down mind barriers, read thoughts, heal and, of course, bring back the dead. This is just really confusing at the moment. And the way Frank is acting, and what he's constantly thinking, isn't helping. It's just making me angrier.

I got out of my dress and threw it on the bed, walking to the closet and pulling out some leggings and a hoodie. I slammed the closet door harder than I should. I was listening to Frank's thoughts again.
"Would you stop?!" I snapped at him, making him look up at me with surprise.
He was leaning on my desk with his arms folded against his chest. When I spoke to him, he was first surprised and then understood what I meant,
"I'm sorry Jane, but I can't stop myself from thinking!" He sounded upset
"Then can you NOT think about what just happened?! It's getting really tiring Frank"
"What do you want me to do?! What do you want me to do?! Seriously Jane! Tell me!" He stepped away from the desk and was now standing in front of me his arms wide open, "My girlfriend just brought a life back from the dead! She can read minds and heal people! And she's Dark! Forgive me if my mind is racing a bit right now!"
"It's not like it's my fault!! I didn't force myself to have this powers! I just have them and that's it! And if you can't deal with that..."
"Then what?!" He snapped
"Then it's better if you leave!" I shouted at him, "This is who I am now! I can't change it! If you can't deal with that then you might as well walk away right now!!"
He stepped back. I could see in his eyes that I hurt him, but I didn't care right now.
"Did she really just said that?" He thought
"Yes Frank I did say that!! I love you more than life itself, but if you're scared of me and if you can't deal with who I am now, then leave! The last thing I need right now is people judging me! You in particularly!" I didn't care that I could see his heart break, all I cared was that I was just letting everything out.
He looked like he was about to cry, "After everything we've been through... Is this how we're going to end things? You... Telling me to leave?"
"If you can't deal..." I started again
"FUCK YOU JANE!" He yelled at me, making me jump in surprise, "After everything I did for you, after everything I endured to be with you!! I was tortured for you!!! I killed my own brother to save you!! And this is how you thank me?! By telling me to leave just because I can't fucking wrap my head around what just happen less then as hour ago?! Fuck you Jane Way!... When you said you loved me, I truly belived that you didn't change all that much, that you're feelings for me where the same! But if you're that quick to tell me to leave just because I'm fucking worried about something that you should be too... Then I guess I was wrong..."
He walked past me and stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind him, leaving me there, in the middle of the room, holding my clothes.

Notes

A little bit of drama....

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