Divided

2 months later
Jane's POV.

The sun starts to rise and I can feel the warm rays of sunshine hitting my eyes. I open my eyes slightly but close them immediately when the sun burns my eyes.
I can feel Frank's body spooning mine. His chest moves slowly against my back and small snores come from his lips.
I gradualy start to open my eyes. I'm in Frank's apartment. We went out to dinner last night and after we came here to watch a movie. I don't remember coming to bed. I must have fallen asleep and Frank carried me here.
I move very slowly trying not to wake him up, but his body feels hot pressed against mine and I'm starting to sweat.
"It's six am Jane..." He says, his voice filled with sleep, "...go back to sleep..."
Realization strucks me. It's the morning of my Chosing. The day if been dreading for the past month.
"I need some water..." I tell him, throwing my legs off the bed and walking to the kitchen. Since his apartment is a flat, there are no doors or walls, except for the bathroom, just a big open space with large windows covering the east wall.
I notice my hands are shaking when I reach for a glass and open the tap. I drink the water slowly. my eyes stare off into nothing. The thought of being Chosen today clouds my mind, not letting me think about anything else. The questions I've had locked up in a corner of my mind rise to the surface like a wave,
"What if I go Dark? What will I do? What about Frank? Will I change? Will I be the same person? Mikey changed a little bit, but what if I'm like Gerard and change completly?"
My hands start to shake so much I have to put the glass down before I drop it.
I feel Frank wrapping his arms around my waist from behind and his lips bushing against the back of my neck.
"It's all going to be alright..." He whispers against my skin. He starts to kiss my neck gently, but soon it turns into open mouth kisses on my neck. One of his hands moves up my body until it reaches my breast. His thumb caresses my nipple over my shirt. I shiver under his touch. All the thoughts and doubts that were clouding my mind, slowly fading away. I close my eyes and let his touch take over.
"You're.... We can't be sure about that...." I say. My words come out slurred.
Frank turns me around to face him. His eyes are filled with love towards me, but I can also see something else... He's aroused.
"No matter what happens today... I will always love you. I will always be there for you." His says firmly. He looks so sure that nothing is going to go wrong...
"But what if I..." I start
"Light or Dark..." He cuts me off, "We belong together Jane Way. No matter what happens today, I will still love you. Even if you go Dark, and you change your personality because of it... I will make it my life's mission, to make you love me again. I'm not letting you go... We belong together Jane..."
I chuckle at his speech, "You do know that sounded a bit obsessive, don't you?"
"That's because I'm obsessed with you... You're worse than drugs to me..."
"What? Does that mean I'm bad for you?"
"No... It means that you make high..."
I laugh, "That has got to be the worse pickup line if ever heard in my life!"
He laughs to, "I know... I'm cheesy that way..."
I lift my arms and wrap them around his neck. He wraps his around my waist. I give him a small peck on the lips and smile, "I like that you're cheesy..."
He returns my kiss and stares into my eyes, "I love you" he whispers,
"I love you too..."
He kisses me again, but this time the kiss is deeper and more passionate. I open my mouth and his tongue roams the inside of it. His arms tighten against my waist pulling me closer. He pulls me up and sits me on the kitchen counter. I wrap my legs around him and pull him closer. His bare chest is rising and dropping fast, I can almost see his heart pumping.
For the past two months, Frank and I have been taking it slow, enjoying every moment we had together. We've also been doing that because I couldn't bring myself to let him come closer. Every time things started to get hotter, memories of what Andrew did to me rushed to my mind, making me pull away from Frank, gasping for air and on the verge of panicking. But Frank has been nothing but pacient. He never touched me unless I wanted him to. I knew it was hard for him. He wanted to be close to me, but I just kept rejecting him because I would panic. Some days were harder than others. Some days he would get so frustrated he would lock himself in the bathroom jacking off. He thought I didn't know, and I never told him otherwise. He never hold it against me though, he was always pacient. He knew I wanted him, as badly as he wanted me, I just wasn't ready.
But today was different. Today was filled with uncertainty. I didn't know if I would still feel the same way about him by sunset. There was a rather large chance that everything would change when the sun goes down and the moon rises. So I was going to make the most of it. This might be the last time I would ever feel like this about Frank, and by the Earth, I wasn't going to waste it.
I felt his hands tug on my shirt, asking for permission to pull it off. I nod telling him to go for it, but he pulls away from the kiss and stares at me.
"Jane...are you sure?" He askes,
"I've never been so sure of anything in my life" I say, breathless, "I want you Frank, I need you..."
"I don't want to push you... If you're not ready..."
"I'm ready... Now shut the fuck up and kiss me" I pull him back into the kiss and he gasps in surprise, but soon goes back to the same passionate and hungry kisses as before.
He pulls me off the kitchen counter and carries me to the bed, my legs wrapped around his waist. I can feel his dick hardening under his boxers.
He lays me on the bed and places himself on top of me, leaning on his elbow so his not completly on top of me.
I break the kiss and stare at him. He looks more and more aroused every minute that passes. He wants me, and I want him.
I smirk at him and grab the hem of my shirt, pulling it up slowly, teasing him.
His eyes drop from my face to my stomach. He softens his gaze when his sees the scar, Andrew gave me when he stabbed me. He brushes his thumb over the scar and leans down to kiss it. His touch makes me moan. He looks up at me and starts to pull my underware. I lift my waist so he can pull it off easly and seconds later, my underware was on the floor. He continues to kiss my stomach and starts moving down. I moan again, closing my eyes with pleasure when I feel his lips kissing my upper thigh. I feel warm and wet. He starts to kiss my pubic region and my heart starts to beat faster. He comes back up, kissing my body along the way, until he reaches my lips again. He shifts his body, leaning on his elbows, so that he is aligned himself with me, breaks the kiss and looks at me asking for my permission. I nod slightly and he kisses me again, at the same time pushing himself inside me. I gasp in surprise but the pleasure makes me moan against his lips. He starts to move in and out slowly and I get hotter. I wrap one arm around his neck pulling myself closer to him. The moves turn faster and harder. He hits the spot and I break the kiss,
"Right there... Right..." I pant, not able to finish my sentence. He repeatedly thrusts at the same sopt and the pleasure of it makes me moan louder. With the other hand I grab the sheets trying to control myself but it's impossible. Every time he hits my sweet spot, it makes me moan louder. I'm almost at the edge. To try to control my screaming and break the kiss and bite down the sheets, so I wouldn't bite him. But Frank pulls away for a moment,
"I want to hear you... Let me here you come baby..."
I nod and he continues to thrust in and out, faster and harder. I can feel that his almost coming as well but he doesn't slow down. I open my eyes to look at him and see that his looking straight at me as well. We lock our eyes on eachother, admiring the look of pleasure on eachothers faces. He pushes himself inside me one more time and I reach my limit, screaming his name and grasping the sheets so tightly I think I've might have made a hole in them. He comes at the same time as I do, moaning my name.
He catches his breath before pulling himself from inside me and dropping on the bed next to me. We are both looking up at the celling, sweating and gasping for air. He shifts his body so that his looking at me and brushes my cheek. I turn my head to look at him and smile. He's smiles as well and brushes a few strains of hair off my face,
"Feel better?"
I can't even talk, so I just nod and smile at him.
"I haven't seen you like that in a long time... You look beautiful..." He says.
I lift my hand and cup his cheek. My thumb brushes against his lips and he kisses it.
I feel numb, but in a good way. I've been wanting this for so long. I finally feel happy and complete. He is the part of me that has been missing all my life. I love him more than life itself. Every time that I'm around him, it seems like my problems disappear completely. He makes me me feel safe and loved. I can't picture my life without him... But if I turn Dark today, this might end...
The thought of our love ending makes my eyes watery and I star to cry.
Franks doesn't have to ask me what's wrong, he knows what I'm thinking. He just pulls me closer to him and let's me shed my tears for as long as I need.
"Will be alright Jane... After everything we've been through, there is no force on this Earth that could keep us apart..."
I cuddle against his chest and let his warmth take over. I close my eyes and try to relax.
"Everything will be alright..." Frank whispers in my ear before I drift to sleep again, feeling warm and safe in his arms, and praying silently to the Earth, not to break us apart.

Notes

Hey everyone! I'm sorry I haven't been around lately, but my exams are finally over and now I will have more time to write, even though, classes start on Monday again :(
anyway, I hope you like this new chapter! I had to bring back some romance to the story :P
Jane's Chosing will be in the next chapter... What do you think it will happen?! Will she be pulled to the Light, or to the Dark?
let me know what you think :)
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A lot of love to all of you!