The Suicide Room

Okay. I don't even think that it has been a total of twenty four hours, and I've already gotten so many supportive messages and three comments. I mean, as much as I feel like I'm just being an annoying attention seeker with all of this, I know I'm probably not as I don't really like replying to anything. Not because I don't like the fact that I know someone cares now, but just because I don't really know what to say back to it. For four years of my life from the age of 9 I was being bullied by adults, and so I no longer really believe any compliments thrown my way, much less support. Basically I read the comments, I feel all warm and fuzzy, and then I feel like shit cause I don't know what to say back.

So here's a collective thank you.

Thank you so much for caring enough to spend like a minute to send me back a response on my rant, because I've never felt I was worth that time.
Thank you so much for just kinda being there, and sticking through this with me, as I was fully expecting a sudden drop to like one subscriber, and I'd delete the story (not that I'm looking for subs, I just like the book and it would sadden me if no one liked it because of my selfishness to not update).
Thank you overall.

I do realize that that thank you ended up turning into self pity yet again, but I'd like to say that your comments and messages alone have gotten me back into sitting position. I'm not quite back on my feet yet, but I'm trying, and just hoping I don't fall as hard as I did last time.

Notes

Thank you so much basically, and I will update soon for everyone.

@frank.is.love.frank.is.life.