Are You Okay?

*FRANK'S POV*

I step out of the car into the freezing winter air of my new home. I've had to move so many times that I'm about used to it by now. I slip into my normal moving routine:get Pansy, my beloved Epiphone Les Paul, and bring her inside followed by my cds and comic books as well as my clothing and some other belongings. I stack the boxes in the corner of the spacious room and perch on the corner of my bed staring at pansy in the corner. My thoughts instantly shift to my new school, and even though I should have learned my lesson about getting my hopes up by now, I still wonder if maybe, just this once I would make friends, if maybe, I might get to stay here and everything would be normal for once in my life. I hope with every fiber in my body that this move will be different but my thoughts instantly get darker and turn to the reason I moved in the first place, the bullies. I know that as soon as I step into that building any hope of friends will disappear. No one wants to be friends with a freak. I start having a panic attack as i think of the torture that waits behind those walls. From tripping over an extended foot in the lunch room for a little laugh at the awkward kid with too long black hair and to much eyeliner to an all out fight against some jock just because he wants to let me know once again, that I am unwanted. It is just like this every single time and I know all too well that just because I have moved, doesn't mean its going to get any better. Getting up, I walk over to turn on my amp and I start playing a few riffs from the misfits 'Scream'. My stress instantly melts away as I am sucked into the music. I play my heart out for about an hour. Once I am fully calmed down I turn off the amp and slip into bed, my thoughts wandering in every direction. I slowly drift into sleep, not noticing that I am still in my skinny jeans and misfits T-shirt, and despite my dark thoughts, hope of a friend still lingers at the back of my mind.

Notes

Okay so, confession: this is my first ever fanfic SOOOO.... please comment and tell me how you liked the first chapter i'm gonna try and make them as longer if at all possible.

i should probably do my homework now

XOXO byeeee guys

-helenakilljoy

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