I love you for you

Frank's POV

When i walked into Gerard's room his head was thrown back and his body was obvisouly filled with pleasure as his hand moved up and down his length. My face heated up and i felt my own pants become tight. Damn i should have knocked louder! I silently try to make a move for the door when i stumble and trip over a carelessly thrown book. I freeze and glance at Gerard to see if he noticed. His masked eyes lock with mine and the world seems to stop. Oh my god! He's completely fucking naked, and jacking off! I have to admit he's beautiful but, i'm so embarrassed.

"S.......sorr....y?" I mutter but it came out more as a question. Gerard's eyes read confusion before his mind registers whats happening. Then his face goes from confused to shocked and then embarrassed and he looks deathly cute even if he is doing something that most people would never look cute doing. He rushes to cover himself up and doesn't say a word so i quickly leave my backpack by the door and go back down the steps. Before i reach the bottom i collapse and my mind catches up with what happened.

"Frank what happened!?!" Mikey asked me concern swallowing his normal calm voice.

"I..Walked.......i......in.......on......Ge.....rard." I forced my mouth to form the words he needs to hear. His eyes fill with worry.

"What was he doing?" He asks very confused. I blush and he understands.

"Oh" He smiles and blushes as well, also embarrassed.

"well i'm sure Gerard didn't mean for you to see that. Come on lets watch television until he gets down here. Yeah?" I nod stunned and follow him to the couch where he sits me down like i'm to old to do anything for myself then changes it to an old silent movie with Charlie Chaplin.

Gerard's POV

I was fixing my problem when Frank comes in. I must not have heard him knock because of the music. I remember it was Frank's favorite song, he mentioned it in the car. Then he said sorry and everything happened so fast before i knew it he was gone faster than he had appeared. Quickly after that i came and i got dressed cleaning up my mess and going down stairs.

Before either Mikey or Frank notice me i sit down beside Frank and i figure out he's asleep. Mikey smiles at me and i smile sheepishly back. Mikey nudges frank lightly without waking up he falls and lands on my shoulder. Awkwardly i wrap my arms around him feeling like i should protect him through anything and i rest my head on his smiling i try to turn my attention to the screen but all i can think of is Frank as thoughts of him fill my mind.

After a while i'm focused back on the television. Having Frank in my arms like this keeps me here. He keeps me sane. Smiling i look down at him. His hair is tucked under my shoulder and his lips are slightly parted. He looks absolutely perfect. It doesn't matter what he says, he is perfect. I pull my mask up a little and peck him on the forehead.

Mikey's POV

Gerard doesn't know it but, i'm still awake and i'm watching him interact with Frank. (well as much as you can interact with a sleeping being) Frank means a lot to him, any blind man can see that. You'd have to be pretty heartless not to see that. I mean he even pulled his mask up a little. I know that doesn't sound big but, thats like huge. Gerard will never move his mask. For. Nothing. He hates his face with a burning passion that's only matched by his passion for Frank. After Gerard pulls his mask back down i pretend like i'm waking up. I stretch my arms and yawn.

"Hey Mikes"

"Hey Gerard" I fake a morning voice even though it's probably one or two in the morning. Gerard smiles at me lovingly Franks effect on him i silently note.

"well i'm beat." Cheesy i know. "I think i'll be heading off to my room. Are you gonna be okay dealing with Frank?" His smile widens and i pretend not to notice.

"Yeah don't worry mikes i got it."

"Okay well, night Gee."

"Night Mikey" I give him a tired wave and head to my room. Once i get in my room i don't bother changing into anything or doing anything i usually do. I just fall face first on my bed and the moment i hit my bed i'm out like a light.

Notes

Hello kittens! So i just kind of made two chapters one here cause both of them were actually really short. I'm going to start trying to add little poems or whatever that i've managed to write in the authors note i would love feedback btw. Just a little hinty hint.

~Self destruction~

Everything will be destroyed
eventually including ourselves.

Maybe this is for the best?

For I believe destruction is not a
curse that is to be feared but rather a
blessing in disguise. It is to be cheered
and welcomed to an extent.

Everything that collapses & is destroyed
will be rebuilt in time.

Painful & slow but stronger, & more
beautiful than ever.

So self destruct collapse, crumble, experience
all the pain in the world at it's worst, but promise
yourself that this is not the end of you but
merely your rebirth.

Anyway kittens that's one of my newest ones and maybe my favorites. I hope to top it soon! So have a wonderful day and remember to smile and keep running!