Well This Sure Ain't Funny

"So what was the deal with you last night in my room?" Gerard smiled to himself as I felt the embarrassment make it's up to my cheeks.
I hid my face in my hands as I sighed to at the memory, gosh Gerard why did you have to bring this up?

"I was bored so I came to check on you... like I said."

"I don't believe you." Gerard answered harshly, staring at me. "Now tell me, why were you in my room?" I broke the eye contact with him, trying to make up an excuse that didn't sound so embarrassing.

"I-I don't know." my voice cracked, when I tried to look everywhere expect Gerards face.
I wanted to be denial to my feelings towards him but I don't think that's going to happen anymore.
I think I knew right then when I first thought how cute he was, that's where I started to like him, kind of? So I have a crush on Gerard, but that doesn't mean he has to know about it.

"Ookay..." Gerard brought me back from my thoughts, aaand he doesn't believe me.

Fuck.

"I-..." I started but no other words came out. Gerard looked at me, straight in the eyes, expecting me to say something, and then I said something I should have never ever said.

"... I have a crush on you." I stated bluntly feeling empty in my stomach, and still kind of feeling like I would puke the next second.

Fuck Frank... really?

Notes

Sorry for not writing in like forever!! I just didn't feel like writing and that's it.
This chapter is so fucking short that I feel like I should wait to write more BUT I CAN'T because you need to know about my feelsss... so here it goes :'DDDDD:
HOLY SHIT GERARD WAS AWESOME LIVE!!!! And he was so cute and I can't even... I feel like crying every time I think about it... HIS VOICE WAS SO AWESOME AND HE MADE SO FUCKING CUTE FACES ANd he talked about trans people (I'm trans btw) and I was in tears there, and sweating and ohmg I met so much awesome people too and I miss him already and I'm not handling this right now!! ;--;
*meets the idol*
*never coming back to earth*