Well This Sure Ain't Funny

When the movie ended Gerard said he was tired and went to bed.

This is the worst part about being dead, you can't even sleep.

I usually spent my nights investigating Gerard's house, not nice for Gerard but I need to do something, or I'll go insane.

I was going through Gerards books for the third time and it felt like the night was never going to end.

"For fuck's sake! I can't take this anymore, I'll go for a fucking walk." I ran out of the living room and to the door, I hesitated for a moment but then again, I'll go nuts if I stay in anymore.
It felt nice stepping outside.

The air wasn't actually that cold but I'll have to admit, winter was arriving.
"Gosh I can feel cold." I mentioned to myself, amazed by the fact.

This was actually a pretty nice idea, I can focus my head around these things I'm uh... going through..?

The more time I spent dead (and with Gerard), the more I felt like staying on earth and giving that stabber a rest.
I don't need to kill him, I could just stay on earth and hang with Gerard... but would that be rude, because Gerard has done so much to me.

Fuck.

Why is this so complicated? I just wanted to have a normal life... get a job, get a dog... or few, love someone so madly I would die... not like this though. Then grow old and fucking die happily.

"Why is this happening to me?" I whined rubbing my face almost in tears.

"Well hey there cutie.." great, a drunk, this is just what I need- HE CAN SEE ME!?
"Y-you can see me?" I stuttered but I didn't care, this means there IS more people out there who can see me.
"Duh... soo you wanna fuck?" wow smooth. I just don't feel like dealing with this right now.

"Just fuck off." I snarled at him, and then I did something awesome, I FUCKING walked right through him and kept going, with a smile on my face, gosh it was a long time since I last smiled, or went through anyone.

I took shortcut back to Gerards apartment, and when I got back I could still feel my adrenaline kicking, was it always this cool to fuck with people?

I feel fucking great.

Notes

Oh god the stress is killing me... but heey I made a new chapter and it didn't take centuries :DD