We're just two messed up teens!

I awoke to my alarm clock ringing. I jumped out of bed eager to see Gerard today, Today would be the day I confessed my love for him. Then we can be together I hope. I quickly get a shower and drag on my crappy uniform for a lame ass excuse for a school. Then grab my shoes off the floor and my bag. Heading downstairs I smell coffee and pancakes. God I love my mother. I enter the dining room and take my place at the table. I drag on my shoes and tie the laces and when I look back up there’s my breakfast and coffee sat neatly in front of me. “Morning sweetheart.” My mother says from the other end of the table. “Morning. Anything good showing at work today?” I ask her. My mother works at the biggest venue in town and all the major bands play there. She always gets me tickets which I either sell because I’m not interested or I can’t go. On the rare occasion she gives me tickets to the bands I like. I get backstage passes too. This is probably the only reason I’m popular. Though there’s my strength too. “Hmmm, Hang on sweetie.” My mothers says as she starts to get out of her chair.”Mother sit back down you can check when we’ve finished.” She takes her seat again and giggles a little. I roll my eyes at her and break into laughter.

“Okay so today we have Falling in Reverse” I shake my head. “Tomorrow we have Pierce the Veil” She goes on to the next knowing I love them. “Wednesday we have The off spring.” I again shake my head.”Thursday we don’t have any, same with Friday.”I nod.”Saturday there will be four major bands playing and I know you love them all.” She smiles at me as she hands me the tickets for all the shows this week. I can sell the FIR and The Offspring tickets to someone who likes them. I look at the other tickets and I squeal. Linkin park, A day to remember, Black flag and Smashing pumpkins are all playing during the weekend. My mother laughs and hugs me. I hug her tightly back. “Get to school and don’t lose these tickets, alright?” I nod and kiss her check before leaving. I leave all five weekend tickets behind for safety. The others I couldn’t care any less about.

I arrive at school I see Gerard’s black mop of hair and he was walking with his brother Mikey, he was a cool guy but a major geek, beware of this geek he’s not as weak as he looks, and Ray, he was a sick guitarist and he got on quite well with my friends. He never spoke to me though and I always wondered why. I also noticed Bob walking with them. Now Bob had been my best friend for years. He knew I loved Gerard and was the only one to know. He is friends with everybody. He didn’t care about popularity or any of that shit. He was himself and talked to everyone down to the most unpopular kid in the school (Gerard) to the most popular(Me). He also didn’t care about looks. He dated this lass with braces and everything. Her nose always made funny noises and everyone picked on her for it. Until one day Bob kissed her and they hit it off from there. Unfortunately she killed herself from problems at home. Bob’s still pretty torn up about it.

“Yo Bob my man!” I shout and the little group of four stop and turn to me. Gerard and I make eye contact but he pulls his gaze away to look at the floor. This is going to be hard. “Hey Frank.” He says as he pulls me into a hug. “So these are my friends-“ I cut in and feel proud I know their names “Mikey, Ray and Gerard. I know everyone in this school unfortunately.” I laugh a little and Bob joins in. “So Ray, How come you never talk to me?” He shrugs.”Honestly thought if I did you’d kick the shit out of me.” He laughed nervously and I raised my eyebrow. “Nah man! With your guitar skills I wouldn’t dare. More likely to kick the shit of Mikey here.” Mikey took a step back and I laughed. “Dude I wouldn’t do that to you either. I’m messing with you. Sick jacket man!” He looked at his jacket like he forgot what it had on it and gave me a weak smile and mumbled a thanks. He was wearing a ADTR jacket in black. Man I had the same one at home somewhere in my closet full of band merch. “Boblin? What we got first?” He scowled at me and Gerard looked up to say in a tiny but very cute voice “Boblin?” I laughed and Bob again scowled.”He looks like a goblin and his names Bob so I figured it suits.” He laughed a little and it made my heart flutter. Then the fucking bell just had to ring. “FUCK YOU BELL!” I shouted and made everyone jump. “Sorry” I said and laughed.

What’s with all the laughing today? Oh yeah GERARD FUCKING WAY IS IN LOVE WITH ME! “So Gerard shall we go to Art class then?” He gave me a funny look.”You want to walk to Art with me?” He sounded shocked at the thought that anyone wanted to walk with him. “Well seems the rest have ditched us and are in different classes then why not?” He looked around and it was just us in yard. He still didn’t answer. “Or we could skip and get coffee? I think we need to talk anyway about yesterday.” His eyes go wide and he starts to run off. I follow after him and grab onto his arm. “Please don’t hurt me.” He says and starts to cry. I pull him into a hug. “Why would I want to hurt the most beautiful creature I’d ever seen?” His crying stopped and I’m pretty sure his breathing halted and his heart exploded. “W-what?” I pulled away from him and lifted up his chin so we were eye level. “I said: Why would I want to hurt the most beautiful creature I’d ever seen?” His face broke into a smile but was quickly replaced by a frown.

Tears started to fall again.”Why are you messing with me like this? Why can’t you and your friends leave me alone? What do I have to do? Kill myself?” No! No! No! No! “Gee, I’m not messing with you. I know you love me. You admitted it to me last night. I didn’t know it was you I’ve been talking to. I swear I’m not messing with you. Remember I always talked about this beautiful black haired boy I loved? It was you! I love you Gerard and I don’t care who knows.” I smile at him but all he does is pushes me to the ground and runs out of the school grounds. I follow him but as soon as I get out the gate he’s gone. This can’t be happening.

Tell me this is all a dream.

Notes

Tatz here, So what do you think of the second one?
I feel like it also sucked liked the first one.
Hope you enjoyed it!