After The Break Up

Gerard's P.O.V

Mikey kept me wrapped in his arms. I didn't want to move. I just wanted to stay there forever. In the comfort. In the safety. I always knew that I was safe in my brothers company. We always looked out for each other. All our lives. I don't know what our relationship was like over the past five years. But I can guess we were still super close. I don't think either of us would have had it any other way. But I need to see what's happened over the lost five years. How do you find out about your life if you forget? You google it. So after the detective left, I sat on the couch and googled 'Gerard Arthur Way'.
A few image's came up that I actually do remember. Okay. Tumblr and twitter. Latest tweets. Last year: 'Had a lovely day with Bandit. Went to theatre. Loved every second of it.' That's not much to go on. At least it shows I have been in Bandits life. Other tweets about random weird stuff. Then 'Me and Frank are official. Frerard is finally real. I'm so happy.' I looked at the replies. The odd 'Fag' and 'Disgusting' but most were 'Congrats' and 'Bout time'. Further on was 'Why can't certain people be honest? So pissed off'. That was met with loads of 'Are you ok?' and 'If they can't be honest, they aren't worth your time. Your better than that'. Wonder who pissed me off. Last tweet said 'Apparently I'm not worth it, I'm a mistake. Cheers'. What? The replies were 'Not to us. We love you' and 'Who the fuck would say that about you? Your amazing'. So over the past year I've spent time with Bandit, got with Frank, got lied to and been called a mistake. That helps. Not.
Tumblr. Just picture's other people have put up. A few of me and Frank hugging. Wait. What's this? Tumblr user says 'Gerard and Frank have split. A newly blond Gerard was seen at a airport in America with Mikey. No Frank. Even though he looked clearly upset, Gerard did the usual Gerard thing. He ignored his problems to sign autographs and snap pictures. When a fan asked where Frank was, Gerard said back in the UK. The fan then asked when Frank was going to be back with Gerard because they were a cute couple. To which Gerard replied 'We are no longer a couple'. He looked upset again. Mikey looked angry but kindly excused himself and his brother. Later they were over heard talking about heading back to the UK because Gerard didn't want to let down the fans. Then they bought plane tickets to return to the UK straight away. That just shows how dedicated Gerard Way is. He pushes his own feelings and problems to the side for his fan's. Thank you, Gerard. Our love and gratitude goes out to you. Along with our hopes that things start to go your way.' I stared at the post again. Re reading it several time's. We split? Why? I check further.
Wikipedia. 'Gerard split from Lyn-z in 2014 after a seven year marriage. The marriage produced one child, Bandit Lee Way. No one knows why they divorced. In 2017, Gerard began a relationship with My Chemical Romance guitarist, Frank Iero.' It was last updated a couple of weeks ago. So no help there. Damn it. Okay career section.
'In may of 2014, Gerard announces solo album.' So I have a solo album? Cool. 'Hesitant Alien released September 30th 2014'. Hesitant Alien? Okay. Track list is:
Bureau
Action Cat
No Shows
Brother
Millions
Zero Zero
Juarez
Drugstore Perfume
Get The Gang Together
How It's Going To Be
Maya The Psychic
Television All The Time (Japanese bonus track)
Okay. I've heard 'No Shows' so I should listen to the rest. Wait. Apparently I've done other songs. 'Safe and sound' with a guy called Kyosuke Himuro. 'Professional Griefers' with Deadmau5. Amongst a couple of others. This is weird. But apparently that's my career. I finally found out who Lola is too.
So now all I need to do is watch a few recent interviews. I watch a Kerrang! interview. It...I mention a party poison? Checking up I find that it's me as a Killjoy. I've brought out some comics. Awesome. Umbrella Academy and The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys. Nice.
I spend over two hours watching interviews and listening to my music. At least now I know more about myself. But I still don't know why me and Frank split.

Frank's P.O.V

Gerard is so engrossed in the music and the research he's doing, that he doesn't even notice me walk in the lounge. I sit down next to him and watch to see what he's googling. He type's 'Why did Gerard Way and Frank Iero split up?' I freeze. He's not going to find the answer on there. As expected, the only results he gets are 'Why did My Chemical Romance split?' and 'Gerard Way and Frank Iero's famous kiss'. Of course he knows that one. He tries typing 'Gerard Way and Frank Iero fall out'. Nothing. Then he tries 'Gerard Way and Frank Iero argue'. He got no luck there either. I have to sort this.
Gerard jumps and turns to look at me as I tap his arm.
"You scared me." He said, sighing.
"We need to talk." I told him.
He put the lap top on the coffee table, crossed his legs and faced me. "What about?"
I sigh. "Us." I answer. "You obviously need to know what happened. I saw your searches."
He frowned. "What did happen?"
"Jamia." I took his hand. "Jamia said some things I said to her. But she got it mixed up. I told her we could go away as a family when we got back. She thought I meant just me, her and the kids. I meant you too. I told her thing's between us were wrong and not what I wanted..."
Gerard pulled his hand away and stared at me. "I'm not what you wanted?" He snapped. "We were wrong?"
I shook my head as I grabbed his hand again."What I meant was that I wanted more from us." I explained. "Thing's were wrong because I felt like I should have had more control over myself. I also said I was kidding myself. I was kidding myself if I thought we could carry on like we were. I told her I love her. She thought I was IN love with her. I meant as the mother of my kids."
He shook his head. "I'm lost."
I smiled. "Gerard, baby." I said. "I don't think we can go back to how we were. I want more. I want you. In my life. In my bed. As my husband."
Gerard's eye's widened. "Wait. What?"
I got down to kneel on one knee infront of him. "I've been planning this for a few weeks now." I said, taking his hand again. "I love you so much. I can't live without you anymore. I want us to be together forever. So. Gerard Arthur Way, will you marry me?"

Notes

Sorry for late update. I kind of had a little writers block. But I'm back. Hope you liked it. Love asalways.xxx