Gerard Way Fell In Love With Me

Gerard's P.O.V

You can imagine the weird looks we got when everyone came back into the cabin to see a ghost and a cat sat on the couch cuddled up watching horror films.
"I don't even wanna know." Bob said, heading for the kitchen.
Jessie laughed. "I can tell it's going to be fun around you two."
"Wow." Frank muttered. "A cat and a ghost pairing. I would never have shipped them."
Ray grinned. "So instead of Frerard, we have what?" He asked. "Does it even have a shipping name?"
"I don't think there is one, is there?" Frank added.
"Is this some kind of early Halloween outfit party?" Mikey asked. "Cos if it is, you could have told me. I haven't brought one."
"Try your wife's stockings and suspenders again." Kat laughed.
Everyone laughed as Mikey turned red.

Kat's P.O.V

Time Lapse>>>>>>>>>>

2:17am. In bed.

I woke up. But this time it wasn't a nightmare that woke me. I guess I woke because I needed...I don't know. I can't really think straight. Wait. I know exactly what I need. I need Gerard. I know why he'd dyed his hair. He did it for me. He did it because he thought it reminded me of...But it didn't. Gerard would never do that.
I looked over at his sleeping face. He would never hurt me. I know that. And I know exactly what I want. But I'm a little scared. I really want to...you know. But ...Maybe I'll be okay? But if I'm not, I'll feel bad for leading him on. What do I do? I bit my bottom lip, staring at Gerard. I'm going to try. He's not...him. So I should be fine. Shouldn't I?
I get out of bed, carefully, so I don't wake Gerard. I strip off the cat onesie and collar. Then I remove my underwear and bras. I'm naked except for the necklace. Climbing back on the bed, I carefully pull the covers off Gerard. He's just wearing his boxers. I can work with that. I straddle him, feeling his semi against me. I rub against him slightly. That earns me a moan and his semi turns into a full hard on. I lean down and kiss him. I pull away as his eye's open.
"Baby?" He says, confused. Lust and concern fighting for dominance in his eyes.
"I want you, baby." I tell him.
He flips me onto the bed, off of him, holding my arm's away from him. He looks at me. "Stop this, Kat." He says gently. "Your going to regret it. It's too soon, baby."
I push him away and rush into the bathroom, locking the door behind me and leaning against it as I slid down. I pulled my legs up to my chest, hugging them as I cried.
"Come on, baby." He called from the other side of the door. "Let me in, sweetheart."
I ignored him. I just sat there crying. What was I thinking? I probably repulsed him now. I'm tainted. I'm disgusting. Maybe that doctor was right. Maybe I did lead him on. I'm a fucking disgusting cow. That's why Gerard doesn't want me. I disgust him.
"Come on, Kat, honey." Gerard called, trying the door. "Please, baby. Please let me in."
I hear the bedroom door open and several different footsteps.
"What's going on?" Jamia asked.
"Kat's locked herself in the bathroom." Gerard answered.
"Why?" Jessie asked.
"Because I..." Pause. "She thought she was ready. Ya know. But I told her it was too soon. I don't want to hurt her. Ya know?"
"You did the right thing." Jessie reassured him. "We should leave them to it. Kat will come out when she realises that you were just thinking about her. Don't worry."
"Thank you." Gerard muttered, sadly.
I stared down at my hands as the tears stopped. She's right. Gerard knew that it was too soon. Why couldn't I see that? Why ...
"Kat, baby?" Gerard said. "I love you so much. I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you. It would kill me. I don't want to rush you. It's too soon, honey. You may have felt like you were ready. But your not, sugar. Not yet. Please let me in. I'm sorry, baby. I love you so so much."
I stood up and grabbed my dressing gown from next to the door. I shrugged it on, fastening the belt. Then I opened the door. Gerard pulled me into a hug.
"I'm sorry I upset you." He said as he led me to the bed.
I crawled under the covers, snuggling up to his side as soon as he got in. "I'm sorry." I whispered. "I just wanted things to be like they werd. Before..."
He kissed the top of my head. "I know, sweetheart." He cooed, stroking my hair. "Things wil get better. I promise."
He kept stroking my hair until I drifted to sleep.

Notes

Gerard is so sweet. Poor Kat. Love as always.xxx