Let Me Be The One To Save You

Gerard's P.O.V

I stayed by the bed for as long as I could. Dr Cox didn't say much else. Why was she the bad luck girl? Why did death follow her around? What the hell did it all mean? Doesn't matter really. This girl saved my life. So maybe I can return the favor and help her. Problem was I have to go home soon.

Venus P.O.V

I woke up to beeping again. It would be easier if I just didn't wake up. I just want to give in. Just sleep and never wake up. This world would be a better place if I did. My life is a mess. I can't let anyone get close. If I did, they would end up like the rest. Ten feet under. I hear a small snore beside the bed and look over. Gerard is asleep in the chair. His mouth slightly open. I sigh. It's such a pity things couldn't be different.
"He hasn't left your side."
I turn to look at the doctor stood by the other side of the bed. It's Dr Cox. "He's only been out to get a coffee once." He said grinning. "Then he got mobbed. We had to call security. He's not left the room since."
"How long have I been asleep?" I ask.
"You came in here a month ago with a gun shot wound. You were in a coma till yesterday. You fell asleep for eight hours."
Wait? I got shot a month ago? I thought it was just yesterday?
"Things will be a bit hazy right now."
"When will I be well enough to leave?" I ask. I need to get away now before it's too late. I can go to the London bridge. It's high enough.
"Whenever you want to." He states. "But you'll need complete bed rest for a couple of weeks."
I sit up and drop my legs over the side. "You know I won't do that, Jase."
Dr Jason Cox shook his head. "Come on Vee. You need someone to look after you." He raised his voice slightly.
"Give it a rest. We both know this world would be a safer place without me. I'm just going to help make it sooner rather than later."
"I won't let that happen."
I froze as I heard Gerard's voice. I frowned at Jase. "You did that on purpose." I accused him. He smiled. "I can't let you try to kill yourself again." He stated. "Besides I'm getting fed up with seeing you in here."
"Come to America with me." Gerard said as he walked around the bed and stopped in front of me.
I looked down at the floor. Stay in the UK and get stopped every time I tried to end it. Or go to America where the crime rate is higher, no one knows who I am and no one to stop me. Except Gerard. But he had to work eventually. I think I will take him up on his offer. "Fine." I say after several minutes.
Gerard smiles. "Great. I'll make arrangements."
I try not to show how happy I am. I get to finally end my life.

Notes

Short filler. Hope it's ok.xxx