Born To Lose

*Frank's POV*
I jerked awake after I realized that I was being shaken, and very quickly took in the fact that I was in fact, not home, but very high up. I was in a tree.
I was in my tree.
I fell asleep, in my tree, leaning on Gerard, after letting him know one of my biggest secrets.
I honestly right there almost freaked out, not only because I'd realized how stupid I was for sleeping in a tree, but also for how perfect everything felt right now.
Wait a minute.
He knows both secrets.
I told him I was gay this morning too.
"Hey? You okay?" Gerard asked, leaning in to look at me with a look of concern.
"Yeah... why?"
"You're expression just went from one of complete happiness to a look of complete horror? What happened?"
"Well, it's just that I realized that I'd told you both of my biggest secrets. Only you and I know I'm gay, and only you, my mom and I know about how she's abusive..."
"Look on the bright side. This brings us closer. Now we both just know each other more."
"Wait... you know a lot about me."
"I should tell you about me now."
"Yeah, kinda" I whispered back, looking down and blushing.
"Well. You can't tell anyone but... I use self harm as a release."
"YOU CUT?!" I yelled straightening up, only to shrink back down realizing how loud I'd been.
"Yes now shut up about it. You told me, I told you, and we don't speak of this." He said looking down guiltily and blushing a dark red.
"Okay." I said looking down as well.
There was a long pause.
"You know what," Gerard started looking up "I just ruined the mood. I should leave." Gerard said, starting to slide off of the branch, but stopping when I grabbed his shoulder.
"First off, you can't leave, cause then your parents would know that you ditched, considering we still have a couple hours until school ends. Also," I paused, sighing "I wouldn't be able to make it the rest of the day without you. I didn't realize that I really did need support going through life until a couple of hours ago when I fell asleep on you, feeling content for the first time in years. So Gerard motherfucking Way don't you leave me now like everyone else does."
"I won't." he paused "Trust me." his voice was now barely a whisper as he reached up to touch my face. That small movement set me over the edge, and I leaned in, and kissed Gerard Way. It took a little bit for him to realize what was happening, but as soon as he did, he melted right into the kiss, and I pushed him up against the tree trunk, putting one hand on the back of his neck and one hand on his waist, desperately trying to get closer to him.
I felt him lick my bottom lip, and I obliged, letting out tongues explore each other's mouths for a little bit until I felt some pressure, and realized that Gerard was grinding me. I moaned, ready to beg him too keep going, but that wasn't needed, as he let out a low slow moan himself, continuing to grind. I would've taken this further, but really didn't feel like falling out of the tree, so I quickly broke the kiss, earning a whimper from Gerard, but I didn't really care at that moment. I practically dragged him down the tree and around some bushes in the back of the cemetery pushing him down to the ground where no one could see us.
I climbed on top of him and continued to kiss him. I felt so in control it was amazing. That was until of course, Gerard bit my lip pulling on my lip ring, earning a long moan from me, and causing him to flip us over so that he was on top. He stopped his grinding, getting a whine from me, until he untangled one of his hands from my hair, placing it right on my crotch.
"Was that me?" He questioned, in probably the sexiest voice I've ever heard, palming me through my jeans. All I could do at this point was let out a slutty moan and trow my head back. Gerard quickly attached himself to my neck, sucking and biting the places that there weren't already bruises, leaving his own little marks on my skin. All of a sudden though, he found me sweet spot, making me groan the loudest I probably had yet, and turn my head to the side even more, giving him more access to my neck. I couldn't take this anymore, so I reached down for the bottom of his shirt, and yanked it off of him, allowing him to do the same to me. He went back to my mouth, pulling on my lip ring again, knowing it was driving me absolutely crazy, and soon his hands found the top edge of my pants. He detached his lips from mine, and looked me in the eyes as if asking if it was okay. I was panting hard, and my member was begging for friction, so all I could do was nod frantically, but thankfully he got the message.
He looked at my crotch, and slowly pulled off me jeans, knowing how much it was killing me. He reached down, and started mouthing me through my boxers. I threw my head back from pleasure, letting out a long moan. He slowly pulled down my boxers, allowing my member to spring free, considering it was almost fully hard by now anyway. Gerard brought his head down, and started licking away all the precum dripping from the top of my member, causing it to twitch, and making me let out another moan. He started to suck on the tip, staring up at my weird pleasure faces the whole time with a lazy smile on his face.
"G- Gerard." I stammered, hoping he'd get what I meant since I was barely able to get his name out.
"What honey. I can't help you of you can't tell what needs to be done. He said in a mock tone of voice. I don't know how he could manage, considering the fact I saw that just staring at me, he was starting to pitch his own little tent.
"Please Gerard. Friction. Please. UGHHHHH." I managed to get out, my member throbbing, and desperately needing to be touched. He quickly obliged, and took all of me in at once, almost managing to make me come right then and there. He was lightly sucking and swirling his tongue around the tip, making me wonder how he was so good at this, but that thought was quickly pushed out of my mind, thrown off a cliff, and burned as I saw him reach down to open his own jeans, his member obviously needing some of it's own attention. I tried really hard not to come there either, since that action almost sent me off the edge, so instead, I took control.
Actually, I just took as much control as I could from being in this position and having this much pleasure running through my body. So instead I just reached over and slapped his hand away, jerking him off myself.
Gerard obviously liked that because he moaned around me and that finally did it, the vibrations sending me right into the deep end and I unexpectedly came hard right down his throat.
That sent him off the edge too, and he came all over my hand, so of course since I wasn't able to suck him off, I did what would think was the hottest thing to do at that moment, and started eating it right off of my hand. At that Gerard reached over and swatted my hand away from my mouth, still panting hard like me, and collapsed on the ground right beside me.
"If you start do that Frankie, you're just gonna start me up again." He got out through pants.
"Maybe that was my intention." I said back, using my sass to my advantage here. With that he just laughed and laid there, staring at the clouds with me for a little bit for looking over at me.
"Frankie."
"Hm?"
"We're in public." He stated starting to pull his pants up since they had only been pulled down far enough to get him member out.
"Shit." I mumbled, pulling my pants back up from my ankles and trying to start looking around for mine and Gerard's shirts, which somehow ended up on top of some nearby bushes. I brought our shirts back to Gerard, and we each put ours on, silently agreeing to leave our mess from our afternoon there on the grass at the back of the cemetery and grab our things to go home, since school would just have ended.
"Um Gee?" I asked
"Gee? That's a new one." He answered back.
"Oh, uh I... sorry if uh... I mean, I don't... do you not want to be called Gee?"
"Frankie, I love it. It's okay."
"Oh, good." I sighed. "Anyway..."
"Yeah?"
"Are we a thing now? Cause I mean what just happened, and, yeah, an-"
"Would you like us to be a thing?" He asked, thankfully cutting me off before I rambled on forever with my nervousness.
"Uh, I mean. Yeah. That would be great, honestly."
"Then of course we are." He answered back simply, leaning down to kiss my forehead sweetly, and for once, even though it probably wasn't true, I felt completely and utterly loved.

Notes

I feel like I made this story move too fast, but I just kinda started letting words flow, and well...
Here we are.
I do hope all yall liked it though considering this might not exactly be my best chapter so far...
Well whatever.
Also, real quick, sorry today's chapter is out pretty late. I had homework and stuff to finish, so I started it pretty late, but thankfully the words just came to me today and made this easier to write.