You're not quite Satan but I really think I hate you!

"Is he going to be okay Doctor?" I heard Frank's voice say.
"Honestly I don't know. You did a very fine job of making him throw up most of them. Unfortunetely though he swallowed a load of them. He's stable for now but could crash at any minute. We will be keeping him in for at least a week to check on his progress. That is if he makes it that long." I heard the chocked sobs of Frank, My mother, Mikey and even Ray. I knew it was Ray because he was the next to open his mouth, "Will he be able to hear us?" He'd manged to say it without stuttering due to the fact he'd been crying.

"You could try. My guess would be he can. If you look at his eyes they look like the pupils are moving. Though he could be having a nightmare. Talking may even help his healing speed up." What a load of bullshit. I heard footsteps retreating and then a door closing. That's when everything went black.

I awoke to soft crying. Hang on where the fuck am I? Hang on this looks like the graveyard. Why am I in the graveyard? Who's crying? I follow the sound and I feel like I'm floating, I find the source of the crying. Mikey. Why's he crying? I focus on the grave he is staring at, It was mine. "Gerard I'm so sorry. I should of tried to help you. I should of seen you were suffering sooner. I should of known you were dating Frank for a while. I should of stopped him calling you a slut. I'm sorry. You were far from a slut. You were a wondeful beautiful human being. The best brother I could ever ask for. I really miss you." My heart started to ache. Is this what he would be like because I did the most stupid thing that seemed right to do at that moment? He look completely different. He'd let his hair grow to longer than normal, He hadn't shaved and by how greasy his hair is he hasn't showered in at least a week. His jeans were blue instead of his normal black ones. I mean for fuck sake he was wearing white trainers for fuck sake. Something we haven't done in ages. He was really depressed. I couldn't help but cry.
"You really think you could leave this world without anyone caring?" I turned to come face to face with myself. Before I took the pills. "Actually yes I did. I thought no one cared." He scoffed at me. I had the cheek to scoff at myself. "Not everyone shows they care. They do though. Mikey showed it a fucking lot. All the times he's been there for you. US! All the times we cried and he hugged us until we were fine. The times he ditched Ray too cheer us up. He needs us more than ever now. What you go and do? Try to end ud over a stupid prick who doesn't even deserve us. He may change after this but it was a stupid move. You need to focuse on Mikey from now on. He needs you." "Oh and tell me how exactly am I supposed to do that? I'M FUCKING DEAD YOU DUMB TWAT!" He shook his head and smiled at me. "Not yet It's your choice if you wake up or not. Ask yourself this: After seeing Mikey like this do you really want to die?" Did I? I mean I did. Now seeing Mikey like this I really don't want to. I shook my head. "Then wake up Gerard. Tell Mikey you love him and you will NEVER leave him." With that I wake up.

"Gerard. Oh thank fuck for that. I thought you were never going to wake up." I just looked at Frank and ignored him. I looked around for Mikey. He was sleeping soundlessly in Ray's arms. "Mikey?" I said loudly so he could hear me. Both himand Raywoke up and Mikey rushed to my side. Franks face dropped. I guess he expected me to want him. No chance. He put me in here. He made me want to end my life and leave my poor broken brother."How are you?" Mikey asked. I have him a weak smile."I'm sorry Mikey. I promise you I wont try anything like that again. I love you Mikey. You were the reason I fought to stay here. You are the only one I care about. I'm sorry for being such a selfish bastard. Can you forgive me?" Mikey started to cry and nodded, pulling me into a hug, "Of course I will Gee. I always will. I love you too."

We spoke for ages until the visiting hours were over. Everyone said their goodbyes to me.Everyone left waiting outside the room for Frank. "Gee?" I look up at him. I didn;t say anything. I haven't spoken one word to him,let alone look at him. This would be the second time the whole time. "I need to ask you something." I stayed silent but raised my eyebrows. "Will you go to the prom with me?"

Notes

Briar here. Sorry for the long wait guys.
I was watching a movie too.
I couldn't have Gee dying on us,
Personally I think Tatz was mean to do this to him.
We need a new character to help Ryan out. So guess the song right (First one to get it right) will be added to the story. The lyrics are:
This scene is dull and rotting
Enemies, they start surrounding me
Mostly in my head 'cause I swear
I've never been so depressed

I can't stand anyone here
I'm thinking, "let's just disappear,"
And we'll roll the dice
On a beach-front tropical paradise.

I'm ready to go
Where palm trees always blow.
I'm sick of this crowd,
We are getting out!

Hope you enjoyed it.
BriarlovesFrankie and Frankieboyx <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx