Hold On Tight and Don't Look Back

Frank's P.O.V.

FUCK,FUCK,FUCK, Did I just fucking kiss him?? I've barely just met the fucking dude, What the fuck is wrong with me? I am such a fucking idiot. I mean he was standing there and it was the heat of the moment. Then he asked me on a fucking date? This can't be real...No, No, I don't want to go to fast. I already accepted the date, Well we can still go on a date but I don't want to do anything. I haven't done anything and I don't want it to be a rushed relationship just because he is insanely cute...more like hot...and his personality is just amazing SNAP OUT OF IT FRANK.

"Umm Gerard" I said, We were watching the movie eating some popcorn

"Ya Frank?" He said shoving another piece of popcorn in his mouth.
"I know this sounds confusing but...umm..can we take it slow?" He looked at me for a moment,

"I mean I know I kissed you, I shouldn't have..But I've just met you and I want to know more about the person I kissed" I continued slightly blushing. He still looked at me when his face grew into a grin.

"Of course Frank, I understand. This day kind of went quickly and I want to learn more about you too...Did you still want to have a date though?" He asked

"Yes I still want to go on one, But I've never been in a relationship so I didn't want you expecting something that I couldn't give you" His face slightly dropped to a sympathetic tone.

"Frank I would never make you do something that you didn't want to; Don't ever think that of me okay?" I just simply nodded, he was so sweet and kind and I don't even know but my heart is beating out of it's chest. He looks at me for a moment before he lightly grabs my hand,

"So when did you want to go on our date?" I though for a moment, today's only Monday; My parents won't even notice that I will be out.

"Is this Friday okay?"

"Sounds good. Any place you want to go?" I thought for another moment; I didn't want anything to expensive, Just someplace nice and calm. I was thinking when Gerard suggested a place.

"There is this new pizzeria that opened downtown, Would you want to go to there?" Pizza sounds awesome.

"That sounds great" I said a little to enthusiastically, Gerard just smiles and we both direct out attention back to the T.V. After the movie ends we hear the door unlocking, In walks in who I'm guessing is Gerard's dad.

"Hey dad" He says

"Hey Gee, Who is this?" I smile at his father

"This is my friend Frank, he's new to school"

"Cool, Well I have a bunch of work kiddo so i'll be in our room...Well Frank your welcome to spend the night if your parents don't mind?" He heads upstairs to the bedroom. I look at Gerard who is smiling.

"What?" I ask

"Did you want to spend the night...I mean if your comfortable with it?" I hesitated for a moment, Not that my parents would notice but again, I had just met him, He seemed pretty cool though and was fun to hang around.

"Okay, But I'll sleep on the couch"

"You could sleep in the bed i'll ta-"

"Ba ba ba...I said i'll take the couch" I repeated demanding that he give me the couch.

"Fine" He sighed obviously not going to win this argument. I flashed a cheesy smile and he rolled his eyes.

"Do you need to call your parents?" He asked.

"Well no, They're never at home" He gave a confused look "They go to work before I wake up and come back home after I fall asleep, They won't notice i'm gone"

He gave a sad look "Oh...I'm sorry"

"There's nothing to be sorry about, It gives me time to think when i'm alone"

I shrugged and he looked at me sadly, He probably didn't know what it was like. It seemed his parents were with him everyday and he had his brother while i'm an only child. After a bit of relaxing silence we popped in another movie and began watching that one. It was nice sitting next to him, he seemed like the only one in eternity who cared about me.

Notes

Filler chapter...

I am so sorry this took so fucking long,
I decided to have Frank take it slow since I realized that
IT WAS THE SECOND FUCKING CHAPTER AND THEY ALREADY KISSED!!!!!
*Clears throat*

I will be trying to work on this one more, I was a bit busy in the real world and was working on my other story. Pweese forgive me *Puppy dog eyes*

Anyway...Love you guys <3 <3