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Hold On Tight and Don't Look Back

After School


Gerard's P.O.V

I was waiting at my locker for school to start, It was the first day and after being here for a couple years I got used to how the students acted. I wouldn't say I was popular but I knew a few people, Even with being openly gay not many people messed with me. I knew when I first arrived here the girls hearing I was gay gave me faces in the halls, not because I was gay but because they couldn't get with this. I didn't have many friends, I wasn't sad about it; I just carried on as usual. I didn't care what anyone thought, if they had a opinion of me for being gay or anything else they could shove that opinion up their ass. My best friend Ray was super funny, he had super poofy hair and always could make me laugh. I guess my other friend would be Mikey, my younger brother. I love Mikey so much, If anyone messed with him they would be hearing from my fist. I got a couple waves and smiles from people in th hallway as they passed by but that was it.

I looked around the crowded hallway full of screaming hormonal kids till l spotted one boy who was standing against the lockers, trying to get his distance from everyone. He had black hair that fell a little over his forehead. He was the most handsome boy I've seen, I could see from a distance the way his hazel eyes shone with the light. I have never seen him here before so i'm guessing he was new here. Yep he was holding a schedule that he shoved into his pocket. I was going to walk over to him when he quickly darted to the restroom, He really didn't like talking to people, I wonder if he had any friends yet? Soon after Ray came by

"Hey Gerard" I was still staring at the restroom doors hoping he would come out. "Hello, Gerard You in there?" He asked waving his hand in front of my face.

"Yes Ray, What do you want?"

"Geez sorry Mr grumpy pants, Someone has been thinking to hard today.

"It was nothing, I just saw a boy. I think he's new?"

"No, You think he's cute"

"I think he's new and cute" I replied with a smile. We both laughed and the bell rang for us to go to class.

Holy shit that kid was in my art class. I loved art so much and just seeing him made my stomach get butterflies...No one ever made me get butterflies before, What is happening? Frank, What a cute name, I learned from the attendance chart. He just stared out the window while the teacher went over rules and stuff. He didn't even look at anyone else during the class time. I kept glancing over to him taking in his features, the way he moves... Why do I keep doing that, I don't even know him. Frank was then in my Social Studies class; he did the same thing, Just looking out the window, I wonder what he was thinking about? Then lastly he was in P.E. with me, As the P.E. teacher was going over just a few locker room rules he became tense when the teacher got to the changing clothes part. I'm guessing he did not like changing in front of people. Frank relaxed a little when the restroom change was available. He quickly rushed to the restroom.

As he came out he saw me staring at him, I gazed in his hazel eyes for a moment before he quickly turned away...Not before bumping into Bryce Nathers, the meanest fucking kid in this grade. I know this isn't going to go well. Bryce grabs him by the collar

"Well I've never seen you here before, you must be new to this school" Frank mutters something I can't hear but i'm guessing it was bad enough to get him punched in the stomach. I wanted to help him so bad but me and Bryce had an encounter last year and we decided to stay away from each other considering I almost beat the shit out of him.

"You should not have said that, Now I will be watching you and you can't do anything about it" Bryce lets go of Frank's hair and leaves walking past him laughing. A few moments later Frank gets up and dashes out the door, i decide to follow him. I guess this would be my chance to talk to him.

I rush outside and look around. Frank is heading towards the main gate. Is he leaving? I run after him.

"Hey, wait up!" I yell loud enough, he stops and turns around still clutching his stomach. His eyes grow wide as he sees me, I go up closer to him
"Are you okay?" I can see he has some tears flowing down his face but he nods, He takes a deep breath and releases it trying to find air for his lungs.
"Your names Frank right?" By this time he seems okay and his breathing is normal, he nods again. I hold my hand out
"I'm Gerard"

"H-h-hi" he stutters and it makes him even cuter. He wipes away the tears and stares back into my eyes, I give a heart warming smile and he looks away blushing. I made him blush, I did that. We stand there for a couple awkward moments before I speak again.

"So did you move or just switch schools?"

"My family moved, we live a couple blocks away" He says quietly,

"Why are you so shy?" He just shrugs his shoulders, A couple more moments pass by before kids start coming out of the locker room to go to the field. Frank sees Bryce and his eyes go wide, I go closer to him "Just stick with me, he won't touch you if you're with me" He nods

"Thank you" he whispers, I smile down at him and he again blushes.
Bryce spots us and I give him a death glare he looks away and remains talking with his friends. After about forty minutes of me and Frank sitting on the bleachers while the other kids play soccer, I got to know a lot about him. He loves the same music I do, he plays guitar and I love singing, He likes drawing but isn't very good at it.

After heading back to the locker room I walk up to Frank who is sitting on the bench ready to leave "Umm, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out at my house?" He stares at me before a faint smile appears on his face"

"S-s-sure"

"Maybe you should tell him how gay you are first" says Bryce quickly walking by and out the door. I ignore him but Frank looks at his hands and smiles, Why is he smiling?

"Umm Ya, I'm openly gay" I say running my hand through my hair. His smile widens, Why the fuck is he smiling?

"Me too" he whispers. I stare at him with huge eyes. Did he just say what I think he said

"Wh-what?" I stuttered out

"I'm gay too" My confused face now goes to a huge grin, This boy who I now have a crush on is gay. This day can't get any better.

The last bell rings and me and Frank are walking next to each other, I live a couple blocks away also but in the other direction.

"So you know the guy who punched me?" he says looking towards me.

"Not personally, His name is Bryce Nathers. Me and him last year got into a fight, Lets just say I almost beat his ass" Frank looks down at the ground and smiles.
"What did you say to him that made him punch you?"

"Well, Umm, I kind of told him Fuck You...I wasn't thinking"

"Well you must be pretty brave" He didn't say anything, A couple minutes went by in awkward silence.

"So you're really gay?" He asked quietly

"Yes, I am really, really, really, gay" I stop and place my hand on my hips in the act of that stereotypical gay pose. Frank lets out a loud laugh and quickly covers his mouth.
“Don’t cover your mouth, I like your laugh” he blushes and looks back down at the ground.

We arrive at my house a few moments later, Frank looks at the house in awe not believing that I live here. It’s a two story house with some pillars in the front, a nice green yard with flowers that my mother plants everywhere.

“Thi-this is where y-you live” His stutter is back and I nod towards him.

“My parents have really good jobs so we can afford it"

”Are you sure it’s ok for me to go in?”

“Of course it is, My parents won’t mind at all” He takes a breath and nods. I unlock the door and we step inside; it’s a decent sized living room with a kitchen and dining room. Then upstairs is where 3 bedrooms are.

“Mom we’re home” I hear her footsteps

“You and Mikey?” She asks from the kitchen

“No me and my friend Frank” I hear her stop what she’s doing and come to the living room, I turn to Frank
“Mikey is my younger brother, he’s a year below us…You’ll meet him shortly” he nods again and looks to where my mother is now standing.

"Hello Frank, I'm Mrs. Way but you can call me Donna"

"Hello" he says back shyly, She gives him an 'it's okay' smile and turns to me

"Where's your brother?"

"I think he's with Patrick?" She nods again and turns around heading back to the kitchen,

"Frank would you like some snacks?"

"Uh, Yes please"

"Okay you two hang out and i'll be done shortly" I grab Frank's hand and drag him upstairs.

"This is the restroom" I say passing by the door
"Parent's room, Mikey's room, and here's mine" I open my door and walk in. The walls are covered in band posters and a desk in the corner filled with drawings. I turn to Frank who is blushing
"What's wrong?" He stares down in between us, I look down and realize I'm still holding his hand.
"Sorry" I say pulling away,

"No, it's okay, I don't mind" He looks down and smiles again. Oh I swear he can't get any cuter than when he smiles. I hear the door open downstairs

"I'm home, I'll be upstairs" Footsteps come running up the stairs and Mikey appears at my door "Hey Gee- oh hi, who's this?" staring at Frank

"This is my new friend Frank" he furrows his eyebrows

"Frank? The one who Bryce punched" Frank's eyes bulged out and tensed up

"How do you know?" I asked still staring at Frank

"Apparently Bryce and his friends bragged to the whole school about it and-" He stopped obviously not wanting to say the next part

"And What?" I said very sternly, he sighed and looked at the ground

"and how the gay kid should thank him for punching Frank because it found him a new crush" I looked at Frank who was blushing again, Does he like me too? Yes I did have a crush on Frank, but it was bigger than that. Usually with my crushes I just think their cute, but with Frank there's something more. It's the way that his eyes sparkle in the light and how his hair falls down on his forehead, the way his smile can turn my mood upside down. I think i'm falling for him.

I was interrupted by my thoughts when Mikey spoke up again

"I'll just be in my room if you need me" I nodded and he left closing the door, I turned to Frank who was staring into my eyes

"So, Crush?" he asked

"Well- Umm -I" He just giggles and goes over to my drawings. Did he giggle? Does that mean he does too?

These are really good" he says picking up a picture, It was just a drawing of a person sitting by a tree.

"Thanks" I said walking over to him.
"So anything you want to do?" He turns to me and i'm looking in his eyes again, those beautiful hazel eyes. He hesitates a moment for something before he quickly leans over lightly pressing his lips against mine. I gasp at the contact but give in, He was tense all over not sure if he should do this or not, after a couple moments he pulls away and i'm there wide eyed staring at him.

He panics a little when he sees my wide eyes

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that, I'll just go now" He turns towards the door but I grab his hand pulling him back to me

"No it's okay, Don't say sorry...I do really like you though" He blushes and smiles at the ground. I tilt his head up
"Why do you keep looking at the ground, I like your smile" He just blushes more

"Umm, Do you like horror movies? We could watch a movie?"

"Are you kidding, I love horror movies!" he smiles again but this time doesn't cover it up.

"okay, What movie do you want to watch?" he asks heading down the stairs

"How about Child's Play?"

"Yes, I love that movie" I look over and my mother is bringing out some popcorn, did she know we were going to watch a movie?

"Okay, I'll be upstairs in my room, Your father should be home from work in a couple hours." I nod and Frank puts in the movie. We sit down and I can see he is a little awkward about getting close to me, Has he ever had someone this close...Has he ever kissed someone.

Before the movie starts I take my shot and ask

"Frank, Was that your first kiss?" He looks down ashamed and nods, 17 years old and that was his first kiss.
"So you've never had a boyfriend before?" Still staring at his lap he shakes his head, I place my hand on his shoulder and he tenses up again
"Hey it's okay, Don't be ashamed, It's perfectly normal" he looks up to me

"No it's not..It's perfectly normal to be virgin still, but to have never been kissed or out on a date is just sad.

"Well you have been kissed, so that's a start" He gives a faint smile and stared at the t.v which was still going through the previews.
"Also the going on a date part can be changed" He froze for a moment before looking at me

"Are y-you asking m-me on a d-date?" I smiled and nodded "Well s-sure" He gave a huge grin that I sear made me melt inside. That was just the beginning of a perfect day.

Notes

This was supposed to be two chapters but just made one...

This story might not be updated to often because I really like working on my other story and I can't Multi-task like most people so I don't want to lose track of that one.

I'll try my best. Love you guys <3

Comments

I fly hope things r OK now. This is my fave of ur stories. Take care of yourself.

Sharpest_Life_B Sharpest_Life_B
2/15/17

Nooooooooooooooo

Katnissfwuffkin Katnissfwuffkin
9/20/16

@xena2000
Well thank you
I did not know I needed that pic till now XD

Left Shark Left Shark
1/28/16
xena2000 xena2000
1/25/16

@Left Shark

Yay!

MyChemFREAK MyChemFREAK
1/23/16