I Still Think You're Beautiful

It's been six years since Frank died. I'm 24 now and engaged to Lindsey, who I fell in love with a year after Franks passing. I learned to forgive her from the past and decided to give her a chance, and I saw her real beauty. I never saw myself falling in with a woman, but I did, I'm grateful to have Lindsey in my life. I've gotten a job at Starbucks to pay our bills until I graduate art school and hope to become a comic artist. I think about Frank from time to time, wondering what it would've been like if he were still here. Would we still be together?! Would I have ended with Lindsey? I'll never know. Lindsey and I don't live in Jersey anymore, we've gotten a small apartment in New York and visit Belleville during the summer to see my mom and put fresh flowers on franks grave. I don't cry anymore when I think about him, but my heart still drops into my stomach and I have terrible nightmares about him dying all over again, and I sometimes wake up sobbing. Lindsey understand though, she still grieves over Jared, as I do too. But one things that still pains me is that I haven't spoken to Mikey in over a year, he called me and told me he was marrying Pete, and then I never spoke to him again. He's another thing that triggers my nightmares. But at least I'm happier now, I love a beautiful woman and she loves me, and that's all I need. We even painted a portrait of franks face together and hung it on the wall. I'll always love Frank, no matter if I'm married to Lindsey or to nobody. He'll always be in my heart. But for now, until I see him again, I finally have a life. And I'm happy with where I finally am.

Notes

well that was the end. there will obviously be no sequel but I'm working on another fic, that I highly doubt anyone will read. Anyway this was my first fic and I'm happy you guys read it. It was fun to write and I tried really hard, and I'm sad it had to end. Anyway, ily you guys


xxAndrew