Disenchanted

8:00 am

I woke up to the sound of my phone beeping. I rubbed my eyes and let the blurriness fade. I picked up my phone it was a text from Gerard saying

Good morning frankie :)

....... FUCKING HELL.... ITS 8:00.... OH MY FUCKING GOD I OVERSLEPT.

I jumped up and threw on some black skinny jeans and my black and red stripped sweater that were laying on the ground. i put on my shoes and grabbed an apple and rushed out the door. I yelled Bye Alexander..

I then realized that the car was gone .. that must be why he didn't wake me up.
I reached the school and made it just before 2nd period. I was stopped by a big jock named Ian. He pushed me against the wall and said "good morning faggot! Where's your boyfriend .. not here to protect you now .. is he? if my friends and I see him again you guys are both dead" his grip loosened and i could feel a huge bruise forming on my shoulder. he turned around and snapped " OH AND NICE SHOES PRINCESS" ..

wtf .. I glanced down and i noticed i was wearing two different shoes.. I though to myself so far this day completely sucks.

I saw Mikey in the Hallway and i rushed over to him with tears forming in my eyes. He wrapped his arms around me and said "aww Frank its okay don't worry" He had saw the whole thing and was trying to be as comforting as possible. I looked up at him and said "Do you know where Gee is?" he told me Gerard was sick .. really sick... and he had to go to the emergency room last night. " holy shit.. Is he Okay? .. Is he still there? ".. Mikey looked could see how concerned I was so he told me everything. he said " Gee has been sick for a while now but its getting so much worse. as of now the doctors have it under control but they aren't letting people see him .. not even me. I know he's strong and he will pull through it. But i know he's physically in a lot of pain and he's not okay. He has his phone though so.. maybe you should ask him how hes doing." Oh My God .. Mikey I am so sorry.. this must be hard for you.. I hope he will be okay .. Tears rushed down my face and i gave mikey another hug then ran to the bathroom. I locked the door and cried soo hard. I didnt know he was sick .. what if he dies? no frankie dont think like that.. he will be okay ..

I decided to just ditch the rest of the day and go home
I went home and took a long nap

Notes

HOLY SHIT I haven't updated in forever!! So sorry guys.. i still dont know where im going with this but ill try. Things havent been great lately and ive been super depressed feeling a bit </3 but somehow writing this again makes me feel better. Title is from the song Wish You Were Here by Hey Monday