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Love Is Insanity

Why the hell are you here?!

GERARD'S POV:
I sat in Mikey's van next to Frank, tired and cold. Frank's eyes were still blotchy and red from the night before, and i was trying my best to spark conversation with him so he didn't fall asleep. Whilst i was rocking Frankie awake, Mikey was talking to us about how skittles can be nutritious in some aspects.
"It's true Gee trust me, i've been eating them solid and dropping down pound by pound." I just sniggered back, as his argument became less valid and true.
"We there yet at the airport?" Frank snorted, clearly tired. I laughed and nodded as Mikey coincedently turned the corner to the drive thru to the building.
"I fucking hate planes Mikes!" I whined, remember the time i was forced to fly out to his house to run an errand for my mum as a anxious teenager. I almost got sent home for not looking overage, and for keeping scissors in my bag. I was only using them for craft uses, and it helped if i bought any clothes and couldnt rip off the tag.
"Take a chill pill, you'll be fine, you've done it before. Plus when you get there you can meet my amazing boyfriend!" He clapped his hands before parking up in the space near the building. He was smiling like a fool with the thought of his partner on his mind. It made me envious of him, and i wondered what it would be like to think so dearly of someone like that who shared the same affections with you.
"Your so mushy!" Frank added, a hint of jealousy in his eyes, as he moved his head from the head rest and jumped out of the car.
"He's so gorgeous though." Mikey began his long woeful sentence about his wonderful boyfriend. We continued to walk through the checkouts, and ignore him because of how frustrating and cheesy the words he said were. "And yeah." Mikey finished, realising we now were completely unaware of his words.
It too us a while, but eventually we managed to get through the scanners and checkouts with no pauses. Apart from the staff having to retreive a stool for Frank to stand on whilst being probed in the male scanner. It was fairly hilarous in all respect. Afterwards we waited at the benches as each flight was called. Me and Frank had a few tickle fights, which distracted some attendants who looked at us like we were crazy. But all was fine, apart from my aching sides, and the feeling of Frank's body heat all over my sides. We then had our flight called, and made our way through the tunnel and into the plane, in which we all sat next to eachother. There was a row of three seats, and i decided to sit furthest from the window, because i hate flights. Also to make Mikey and Frank spark conversation with eachother.
"I think im gonna shit myself, so whoever is below us on the ground, better watch out." I said my hands gripping tight at the arm rests.
"There is no hole at the bottom of the airplane toilet Gee, i know mum told you that, but she was always the one to bullshit." Mikey leaned across to talk to me, and laughed at my stupidity. I grinned down at my lap blushing slightly.
"Aw your blushing!" Frank remarked, and patted my cheeks slightly making the heat of my cheeks becoming even redder. "You look like a beetroot." He laughed rustling my hair. I turned my face away and then looked back sticking my tongue out at him.
"You love it when i play with your hair really." He said looking down at his phone, a smirk on his dimpled face.
FRANK'S POV:
I looked down on my phone and scrolled across my homepage until i came to google's toolbar. I clicked on it and typed in 'My Chemical Romance'. I waited for it to load, then clicked on images, scrolling down slowly. There were pictures of Gerard, his brother, a pudgy blond man and a tall guy with a brown afro. I adjusted the size on one of the pictures, where Gerard had black hair and fangs. He was in a rebellious pose, with his fingers slanting sideways and pointing near the screen. His hazel eyes glinted at the corners, and his frail skin looked earning to be touched. Withought thinking i traced the pixels of his face on the screen and grinned. He suited black hair, and blonde hair, but i think i would die if his hair was red. I imagined Gerard with long greasy red hair, standing in the shadows of an empty room, in a innapropriate pose. I thought of my fingers dragging endlessly down the thin strands of hair, and whispering his name in his ear, underneath the chocolate brown hair coming through his scalp. It made my heart pump faster, and my tongue tie and become squeamish. This has to be a reality, especially if he were to reprise a last album with his band members. Back to the members i stared at the picture. They all stood there, but one seemed strangely familiar, and looked like Ray. His dark brown hair, curly fro and thick lips. When i thought back to the park, i remembered Gerard saying one of his band mates was called Ray. I pushed back on my chair in shock, and felt like yelling in suprise. I never knew Ray would do something like that, and why didn't he tell me. Was he moving because of this, and now because of his partner? To escape his musical past, and reach the height of another town. If so, i was sad he lied to me, even if he did have a partner, i was furious and confused why he didn't mention being in a band. Also, i was aggrivated i never knew they existed, i was always ridiculous like that. I was never one to pay attention to the media. Sitting up in my chair, i fiddled with my hands, wondering where Ray was right now. What was he doing, and was he enjoying being out of my company?
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"We are close to landing, please fasten your seatbelts as we land. Thankyou for flying with us." I heard the buzzing of the intercom running through my ears and groaned. I had obviously fell asleep soon after Gerard, who had dribble seeping down his chin as he woke up. It was adorable though, and i wanted to wipe it off his chin and kiss him till he was wide awake. Why was i thinking that? I had woke up and still felt a tingle around him even when my body was only just half awake. It felt weird, but i loved the feeling surging my body alive.
"C'mon sleepy head lets get to Mikey's" Gerard moaned but still stood up and lazily shuffled down the carpet and out of the plane. After that i was sure he had woken up, and was able to socialize properly.
"I hate morning's." He whined, gripping on the sleeve of my jacket like a moany seven year old girl.
"It's three in the morning you twat!" I laughed as he looked at his watched 'ooing' at the relisation of the time.
"I knew that, i was just testing you." He wagged his finger at me.
We continued to skip our way to Mikey's house, listening to Mikey talking about San Diego and how much we'd love it here. He pointed out everywhere and everything we walked past, giving us a full detailed explanation and then going on to explain the time he 'did something naughty there'. It bored the both of us silly, and Gerard constantly reminded him that he had been told about these embarassing incedents before, about a million times!
"Were here boys! I don't have to say much about this beauty, just that i'd rather die then let it burn down."
"You have serious problems if you care that much about this building. I mean i'd give my life up for music...but still." Gerard spoke. I looked up at the giant mansion of Mikey's house, and thought he obviously had worked hard to earn it. It was a cream and blue colour, with flowers lining the front patio decked with a large mint swing and love seat chair behind those tall black gates. There was a balcony on the second floor of the structure which was lined in glass framed in flower italics. It was all so beautiful, and it made me excited just to enter it.
"This is just perfect." I marvelled looking all around me.
"Isn't it just!" Mikey boasted back, earning a groan from Gerard who was quickly jet lagged.
We walked in as Mikey opened the chocolate brown door for us, as we stepped into the huge all with a binding white staircase covered with small potted palm trees. I gasped at the fortune of this and how muc better it was compared to my shitty house at home. As i stepped through the hallway, Mikey hopped off explaining that he needed to make a phone call, and told us we could make ourselves at home. He also said his partner would be arriving soon, and he would make some time for a full introduction and tour around the house. We both complied and scurried to the leather sofa curling round the giant room. Me and Gerard looked back at eachother when we sat grinning like idiots at how comfortable we had become from an abnormal situation back at Bellevile. He gently took my palm in his for a second, stroking it lights and placing it on his chest. My face heated more then it had ever before, and tingles hit my body as his finger paced the veins on my hand. I shivered at the warmth of his skin, but he didn't notice, still smiling at me.
"Im so happy for you, and for me...i truly mean it. You are the bravest guy i have ever met, and i hope that we can start afresh from this day, in a new life. Im excited, and i have so many adventures and stories im sure we can share." He let go of my hand, and the tingling ended. My heart was still pulsing quickly, and i nodded back at him when he finished.
"Thankyou to you and your brother from taking me away. I needed this, i really did."
"It was a right shithole i must admit." He laughed and we rested our heads on the back of the leather, continuing to talk about the house. Soon after we heard a pound on the door, and Mikey scurrying to open it. We both stood up nervously, aware that his boyfriend had arrived and waited impatiently. Mikey came in not long after the knock, a figure treading anxiously behind him.
"Gerard, Frank this is my boyfriend." The shadow moved from behind Mikey and took his hand, as Mikey kissed his cheek gently smiling warmly. The man had curly brown hair, and plump lips. He was tall and sturdy, and looked extremely familiar. I couldn't put my finger on it though.
"N-nice to meet you." He stuttered, and i immediately recognised his voice.
"Ray?..."

Notes

Yay, so glad im actually sticking at something for once. Keep reading <3

Comments

@xpartypoisedx
haha i had to do it! i never miss the chance to! ;)

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12/18/14

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12/17/14

@xpartypoisedx
haha omgg thats what she said;) i had tooooo im sorry!!!

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12/16/14

@FuckmeFrank I always knew it was deep inside of me :)

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12/16/14

@xpartypoisedx hehe haha I think you are:'))

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12/16/14