Love Is Insanity

GERARD'S POV:
"Guys...what the hell are you doing both doing in my bunk?" Mikey was pulling away the covers, and staring at the both of us. I squealed and my back hit the wall as i covered my body with my legs. Frank did the same too, and although we were tired my heart was beating.
"Mikey were fucking naked!"
"Ew no, don't tell me you did it here?" He squirmed in his jacket, and continued to sort out the covers. Whilst he was concentrating on the covers we both decided to grab a blanket from the side, and sidle of to the room next door. I wrapped the same blanket around the both of us, pushing our naked bodies together whilst we went to sit on the sofa.
"We might need to get some clothing." Frank whispered, looking down at our exposed chests.
"Wait there, Mikey might fi-"
"GERARD WHY THE FUCK IS THERE CUM STAINS ON MY SHEETS!" Mikey ran into the room holding up his sheets with the ends of his fingers. To be honest, he looked disgusted. We both sniggered, a bit with blush hinting on our cheeks. I think even if Mikey hadn't of found out today, it certainly would of happened the next time something like that occured.
When we were children none of us would do something like that at home at least. I couldn't trust him telling on mum, or never talking to me again. Instead, i would run out to the forests or park nearby and hide somewhere to release energy. Even though nobody would catch me, i would still go home guilty of the fact i had done something like that.
"I forgot it was your bed, and also im old enough to do something like that." He drew in a breath, and chucked the sheets to the side, before heading to the kitchen and using the coffee machine. he didn't look back at us the whole time.
"Your in love with Frank?" He turned around and gave me a stern look. Why wouldn't i be? I wouldn't do something that intimate with someone just to throw them away soon after. Frank was my rock and a lifeline, he meant more than the world.
Mikey was always one to be concerned if he saw something happening right there and then. If he heard about i though, he usually found a great excuse to cover the fact that he cared.
"I've never been happier Mikey."There was nothing more i wanted to say, or be cheesy about.
"Well then, treat him right." He turned back againand began to continue to make the coffee. "Oh and i think Ray wants to hang out with you a bit today Frank."
"Okay cheers Mikes." Frank replied, and ran off to the bunks to get changed, the blanket slipping off him and his backside come into view before disappearing through the door. I laughed a bit at the scene he had cause when he left, and wrapped the blanket further around me to head after him.
FRANKS' POV:
I sat in the end room of the coach where Gerard planned to do his drawings, and for us to generally hang out. I was by himself now, and beginning to read a letter i had found on my bunk. It was addressed to me, and signed by Ray so i expected it would say where we were meeting.
Hey buddy, i feel as if we haven't talked much since being friends back in Belleville. Wanna catch up tonight before the concert? I left a bit before the coach stopped, so meet me at the coffee shop opposite the car park.
Thanks RayRay :)
I smiled a bit as i read the letter. It was true that me and him hadn't even had a friendly connection since we arrived here. I missed the fact that we hung out in eachothers houses every day, and were inseperable. Now he had Mikey it made me happy, it just hurt me to know that our friendship had sunk down.
Now i knew that because of the tour it would give us more time for em and Ray and all of us come together. Today we were doing our second concert at Manchester's 02 Apollo, a big cream white building with gaping windows and three sets of black doors. I had searched it up and was quite suprised about how large the stage and seating area was. Simply it was like the tardis.
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"Frank!" I watched as Ray opened up his arms for me to fall into. I gave him a tight hug, and pulled back smiling. We were both now sitting in the polished coffee shops leather seats with two black coffees. They were still warm and sweet as i brought the hot liquid to my lips. I felt him grin into the coffee mug as he drunk out of it, and started to talk.
"You remember how we'd go to the coffee shop sometimes more than once a day to fuel your energy." I nodded and put the mug down, turning to him. "And when you'd been dumped by some chick i would come over to cheer you up, and we'd game all night with rations of crisps and coke."
"I sure do Ray, sure do!" I laughed, becoming more comfortable then i should of and went to put my legs up on the table, but decided against it. "And when we went to the cinema for the whole day, and jumped all the movies. We didn't even get kicked out!"
We were laughing a lot now, and becoming tearies from the flood of memories washing over us. Ray and i had never argued seriously, and he made me so comfortable to be around. He didn't care about my wrong doings because he knew i was a great person and visa versa.
"Oh Frank...man. Listen, i want this tour to be great and i'm sure it will be." He gulped down his mug of coffee, and put it next to my finished one. We finished tea fast. "I guess what i mean is that i'm happy for you, and that things are finally piecing back together for everyone. I've never had it bad so i've always been lucky, but i mean for you it makes me happy that your happy."
"Your too nice." I grinned.
"And the fact that you've found someone that will treat you right. I know when i see a perfect inseperable pair, and i believe your in that relationship right now." Ray stammered out, his head slightly down. He was never good at compliments, but made a big deal when he did give them out.
"And you and Mikey are pretty cliche!"
"Or were just WAY to comfortable around eachother." We carried on talking for a bit then about how everything was panning out and about the tour. The longer everything continued, the darker it became but we didn't care. I'm sure we had quite a few hours before the show, plus he was my friend and i didn't want to make excuses. We began to talk about our relationships then, and i think i said way more than i needed to.
"Well Mikey was always like family to me when we were in the band previously. We would always joke around and be a tease in and out of public. I think Gerard had to constantly remind us about how much we would suit eachother, and in the back of my mind i had always believed him. It took us nine years though before everything came flooding out."
We were walking outside now, with our finished mugs left on the countertop. The night air was cold, but Rays' talk was to interesting to care. We were walking back though, but i was planning to talk to Gee before we went to the venue.
"We had met up again a year after at the Kerrang Awards, not to win an award....just to speculate and congratulate (Rhyming!) everyone. Me and Mikey had spent the whole night talking about the bands and My Chem. W were constantly complimenting eachother and blushing, and that led to the end of the night. Before our guard took us to the car, Mikey and i stayed behind in one of the empty corridors...and it happened. We kissed."
"It was very sweet, and went slightly further than i had expected, but it made me the happiest person ever. We were soon a couple, and a few months later we decided that i should move in with him. That's when i was really awkward around you and had to tell you that i was leaving. I'm sorry for being unfriendly around you for a while though, i just was too scared to tell you about Mikey and everyone."
"What about your previous boyfriend and him cheating on you?" We were walking down some alleyways now, and i could feel a chill on the back of my neck.
"That was a lie....sorry. I had tried to arrange almost everything for Mikey to come to Belleville and for me to spill everything, but unfortunately with all of his work he could never make it. So now i'm glad you know everything."
"I understand." I murmered. I was only slightly annoyed that literally everything had been told to me now, but i excepted that things were awkward. It must of been hard for him to spill everything, and it showed because of how harsh he had been to me that month. It was never his fault, and now i felt like i needed to apologise for how nasty i was to him back.
"What about you and Gerard? Lets hear it." I blushed slightly at the image of Gee and his glistening red hair, standing on stage with his tight jeans on and leather jacket. Stop stop stop it Frank, these thoughts are irrelevant. You can deal with him later and get everything out that you need to.
"Well i met him as a singing teacher. He was so nice, and we could relate to almost everything. We liked all the same things, and had similiar life's as far as i knew. There were always signs that we liked eachother, but i think we didn't have the guts to admit it. Before dating we had seen eachother in every mood possible. He had seen me lying on a drain rack in the middle of the street after sleeping there for a night crying. I saw him suffering and had helped him, and he did the same. I guess i finally figured how much we meant to eachother."
"I realised i loved him the day i got hit by the car and was in hospital. I was in the forest and had fell down a ditch because i was too busy thinking about him. He had came along soon after and rescued me from the mud, and contineud to take me back to Mikey's. I was scared in the forest so he held my hand, and when we reached the road everything kind of stopped. I can't really explain the realisationjust that the sight of him in the moonlight smiling at me brought back so many memories. I realised how beautiful he was, and how i felt different when i was around him to other people. Whenever i hugged him i would feel flushed and get butterflies, and when we would chat my cheeks would heat."
"The day we kissed was when i was finally there to see your first cocnert back as a band. Afterwards my adrenaline took over me and i just kissed him in the spur of the moment. It felt completely right, and afterwards we did it again in the prep room, hence why you found us there the day after. When we were on the first day of the tour was the day when we became a couple and became in adore of eachother. Then on, everything has seemed seemingly perfect."
"Your so cheesy." Ray said when i had finished and began breathing again. He came to the tourbus and lent in the doorway, knowing that i was going to talk to Gerard before we went to the venue.
"Here's your back." He said and handed me my backpack to sling around one of my shoulders loosely. I shook his hand and grinned.
"I needed that talk, you were right...thanks Ray." I said, and he only smiled back at me warmly. For a while we just stood there and stared before i saw Gee come up behind him and grin at me.
"Oh sorry Gerard, i'll leave you too." Ray said, and tripped slightly back around the corner. I saw Gerard looking back at him slightly wide eyed before returning his gaze to mine.
Is that jealousy in Gerard's eyes?...me and Ray are just friends...

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